Dear 14 year old me,

You're going to be okay.
The depression is temporary.
Your pills are necessary.
Your writing is beautiful in itself.
People like your writing.
It will improve.
S is a bitch, she did leave you.
You will be strong.
You still haven't talked to Her.
You fucked up with Her.
But that's okay.
Because C is here now and she loves you.
And you will believe it more than you've ever believed anything in your entire life.
Girls are better than boys.
Trust me.
You are not a burden.
Your dysphoria is temporary.
Your depression is always temporary.
You will be okay.
Summer Song will lose its effect.
POBAWF was temporary.
Gray was temporary.
That's okay.
Things change.
You will change.
And that's okay.
You're going to survive.

-Gray

PS. The starvation thing hasn't gone away yet.
Stay strong. You probably have Ana.
That's okay. Deep breath.
You're okay.