Jason Beckerman. It all started with Jason Beckerman's party. I didn't realize it then but as soon as I stepped in to Jason's house my life was going to change forever.

But before I get to the party I have to explain myself. Hello my name is Taylor Kersey. I have teal hair I have one blue eye and one green. And I'm an antisocial freak.

I stick to myself and I watch everybody else. I watch and find out that Jessica's boyfriend Chris is cheating on her with Korra. I know many things about our school  many things that you wouldn't even know.

It's my last year of high school and I haven't talked once. I haven't spoken since 8th grade I haven't even spoken to my parents.

I haven't spoken because I haven't had a need to. In 8th grade I had best friend his name was Dominik we were the best of friends until he moved away. That is when I shut down and I took my oath of silence.

I didn't have a need to make friends in 8th grade because I had Dominic so in ninth grade when everybody already had friends I was alone.

I tried to make a new friend in 8th grade after he left but all she did with gossip about other people and I wondered if these people that she was gossiping about were her friends did she do this behind my back?

The paranoia set in after 2 days of being her friend I shut her out of my life. I knew it wasn't fair to her but I didn't care all I wanted was my best friend back.

Even when I was her friend I was silent she never gave me a chance to talk anyway so it didn't really matter.

In 9th grade I had a few people try to be my friend and even a couple guys offer to be my boyfriend.

But my paranoia kicked in I thought to myself they would leave me as well that I shouldn't get too attached because everyone would leave eventually.
So after all the rejection people finally stopped talking to me they just ignored me. Not even my teachers now talk to me they don't call me because I know I won't answer.

I still don't know how my grades are this good but I guess when you have nothing else to do and I do my homework in class you can get good grades.

So here I am walking into school on my first day of senior year. The day before the party happened.

I was wearing black skinny jeans with rips down the thighs a teal tank top and my big oversized hoodie that I stole from Dominic before he left.

The front of the hoodie over the left side of my heart was the word monster in capital letters. On the back was the entire song Monster by Meg & Dia. All the lyrics were on there and when I was bored I would read them and sing along.

It was all black hoodie but I guess you could probably tell just by the type of song it was.

I tried to shake the feeling that I had of dread walking into school. I could already tell it was going to be a bad day.

But I trudged into the school hoping that the feeling would go away. I get to my locker and I see another note taped to it saying silent freak in capital letters. I opened it and I say good morning to Dominic.

In my head of course there's a picture of him in my locker not like I will ever forget what he looks like though.

You might think this is just going to be another boring story about another cliche girl with major problems and gets bullied.

But trust me this is no ordinary story this is my story this is my life and if there's one thing I found find out about life is that it's anything but cliche. Especially since this isn't even the beginning. I haven't even begun to tell my story. Or should I say our story….