I walked into my science class. and I sat in the usual spot in the back far way from any kids.

To be honest science class was my favorite because of Miss crab she was the science teacher and probably the only person I've had social interactions with since a long time ago.

She understood that I didn't want to talk to you she would do all the talking. She tells me about her trips to Africa and how even though she didn't have any kids she loves her students.

She also asked how my life is going she knows I won't answer verbally but all nod or shake my head or give a thumbs up.

I love how she still tries to get answers out of me even knowing that I won't speak.

She's the person I sit with during lunch I sit in her class and we talk well she talks. She won't call on me during class unless it's a yes or no answer which I love because I normally only know those.

But today we're doing a project I already finished mine during lunch so I have nothing to do. I listen to my music Black Veil Brides on blast. I'm listening to the new song Fallen Angels.

It's amazing and I haven't said that about anything lately. Well I haven't said anything lately but I think you understand what I mean.

Then suddenly through the mist of my music I hear my name being yelled at me. I look up to see a substitute in class yelling at me to answer the question. I had never been so embarrassed.

We hadn't had a substitute since 9th grade and I wasn't expecting this one to yell at me and two even talk to me. She yelled Taylor stop listening to music and focus on what I'm teaching you.

She also yelled answer the question I'm asking you speak out loud what are you deaf? I whimpered in my seat not knowing what to do.

Go to the principal's Taylor if you don't answer me then maybe you can have some fun in the principal's office. I slowly stood up in front of the entire class and trudged to the principal's office.

I started slowly sobbing walking down the hallway I couldn't fathom why she had done that to me why she'd embarrass me in front of the entire class.

I was going to stop at the principal's office but then I realized I had no reason to I was not the one that was in trouble I was not the one that deserved the punishment so I walked out the doors and went home I'd already had everything on me so I just left.

I got home and nobody was there I was grateful because my mother would have tore me a new one if you know I'd skip school. I went up to my room and shut the door I pulled out my laptop and went on Facebook.

I saw that Jason was having a party I never went to parties but I was so angry and embarrassed that I know I just need to get drunk and forget about this entire day.

So I did the worst thing that could possibly have done that day I got dressed up in my black lace dress that went to mid thigh put my black heels on and at the end of the day here

I was standing on the porch of Jason Beckerman's party. And I walked in. Not knowing the dangers I was walking into.