It's Christmas... she loved Christmas.

I couldn't get her off of my mind. So I decided to end it.

I charged my phone, and wrote a tweet.

I then went into the bathroom and reached for pills. It didn't matter what they were, as long as they killed me.

Before downing it, I called my parents, assuring them I was fine, and told them I loved them one last time.

And then I did it.

Looking down at my final tweet, my life was ended.

My tweet said:

"I'm sorry. Go to another youtuber, I can't supply anymore videos. To my friends: I love you. To my family:... Thank you.
And to Her,

I miss you...."