30/03/21 I have lost all my sanity I'll have to become a yandere :), I lost my ex-best friend, I can't go on, I have nothing left, I try but I can't do anything, I try to study easy things but they don't enter my head, I try to be like last year that I was 24 / 24h studying but tell me tired after 2 hours, things that last year I did with ease now I do with extreme difficulty, I hate the new school, I hate it, I HATE IT, all the teachers hate me, they make me absent at hours that I don't even have, even if I repeat 3 chapters they give me one insufficiency, they grumble continuously and this makes me want to shed their blood and myself, I commit myself, or at least I try, a job where I had spent more than six hours for them is only worth an insufficiency, questions every day without skipping even an hour, not explaining and then pretending that we are geniuses or that we have the metis, I have many insufficient grades, most, if cont I will end up like this and I will fail there will be the end ... of my mental stability, I could not only reach suicide which is almost assured but also mass murder, I would kill all my professors, unfair professors, discriminators, rapists, pedophiles, etc. in short I would be a Kira 2.0, dear professors, horrible professors