Prologue

"Move you piece of shit" Someone said annoyed as they pushed out of the way.

I slammed in a locker and winced. I tasted iron in my mouth from biting my tongue to stop from crying out. I looked and saw it was my worst nightmare. Vance Moore. He had his back towards me, walking. He turned around and walked backwards as he winked at me. I sighed as he turned back around. Skyland Collins. A seventeen year old poor girl. This is my pathetic excuse for a life and that was the bully that makes my life hell. At least he didn't mess with me much today.

I continued walking to lunch. Greene View High. My personal hell. I reluctantly looked at my reflection through the trophy box glass. I had dark circles underneath my hazel eyes. Somehow darker than usual. My black straight hair fell down my shoulders. Luckily it was naturally or I would be bullied even more because I don't care enough to do anything but wash and brush it. My huge navy sweatshirt on my tiny frame. Black skinnes from a neighboor. Finished off with my favorite, and only, pair of shoes. Black converses. I looked back at my eyes and grimaced. I walked through the cafeteria door and headed to my table.

Of course I sat by myself, since Sophomore year, because Virginnia Lee, my best friend, committed suicide. Bullied like me and abused at home. Like me. Sometimes. I slung the bag off my shoulder and set it on the table. I pulled out an apple and the best book ever. Gone with the wind. Reading was my only escape besides cutting. But I couldn't focus enough today. I knew why. Why the circles were darker today. Because of the dream I had last night. Vance's face still haunted me every time I closed my eyes. I could hardly focus today. His blue orbs glaring at me with hate because I bumped into him. His tall built frame standing over me after he pushed me down. His medium brown hair covered with my blood as he stabbed me repeatedly.

I snapped out of my trance when two someones sat beside me. I gulped. Vance was on my right, Brent Daniels on my left. Brent was a little bit shorter than Vance but ten times scarier. He had dark brown hair and green eyes. He was Virginnia's bully.

"Hey Sky" Brent said smirking.

"Hi" I whispered.

"What's the matter?" Brown eyed, blonde haired Carson Barnes taunted from behind me.

Another one of the bully's. I think they live to destroy others. Vance's girlfriend, Shayleigh Gray, came strutting over. Her platinum blonde hair perfectly straight and her bright baby blue eyes to match.

"Why are you talking to it?" She asked in disguist.

"Hang on baby" Vance told her. Marni Barnes, Carson's sister, came over. She was actually a peace maker. She was a senior. She had dirty blonde smooth hair and blue-green eyes.

"Come on guys. Just leave her alone"

"Shut up Marni" Brent hissed. I was growing angry. Couldn't they ever just let me be.

"Brent?" Alexia Lovehart called. Brent's girlfriend and almost as bad. But gorgeous, her smooth dark brown hair and her chocolate brown eyes along with her tanned skin.

"Hang on. So Skyland, How're you?". That was it. I was done with their bullshit.

"Good except for the fact I'm missing my best friend terribly. Is that what you're here for. To kill me like you killed Virginnia?" I said glaring at him. If looks could kill. Well then I wouldn't have to worry with him.

"Looks like someone grew a pair" Lex Dunn, an punk chick with blue hair and matching eyes and a body covered with tattoos and pierceings, yelled from somewhere. Sadly I got bullied more than her. It made no since. The lunch room filled with laughter.

"Grab her" Vance said, "Brent she's mine. You killed yours dick". Brent stepped aside and Carson and his Best friend Zander Harris grabbed me and held me down in my chair. He was half Asian and had black hair and almost black eyes.

"So Skyland. You know my brother, Pierce?" Oh god, Pierce was a whore and I heard he hit girls. One girl he put in the hospital. He went here and was a senior while we were juniors. I nodded.

"Well for some reason, he's addicted to popping girls cherries and disgustingly enough, he wants yours. All we need to know is if you are one?" I was, it was the only thing I still had. "Not gonna tell?"

"There's no way in hell I'd sleep with him" I spat.

"Dosent answer my question"

"Girls go sit down. We'll be over there in a minute." Brent said. He waved some more guys over and they surrounded me so I couldn't escape or so no one could see in. Brent's hand went down to my jean button. He undid it and slid my jeans now. I started to kick. He stood on my feet. I looked around and saw everyone had gone back to their own thing. No one cared. A hand covered my mouth tightly. I looked ahead excepting my fate and saw a guy. I couldn't remember his name but his girlfriend was Marni. He looked guilty. I pleaded to him with my eyes to stop this. Brent pulled my underwear down.

"Someone shaves. Don't blame you but it still dosent mean your not a virgin." Brent whispered. I'm guessing they ignored the cuts running down both thighs or didn't care enough. I was going with the latter. I began to cry, the tears falling down my face. I looked at the guy and he just kept staring, guilty eyed. Not guilty enough. Brent spread my legs open.

"Hurry up before someone sees Brent" Vance growled. Brent rolled his eyes and stuck a finger inside me.

"Oh fuck. She's tight. Yup. A virgin. Maybe after Pierce has you I will. Lexi Isn't tight anymore." He pulled out.

"She wasn't wet though. What am I not hot?" he said pulling my panties back up. The hand had been removed so I spit in his face and he punched me. If the guys hadn't had a hold on me I would've went flying. He pulled me pants up and rebuttoned them.

"Thanks for your services" He winked and walked away. The other guys followed except Vance. "Tell anyone about this and you're dead" He whispered in my ear. I looked in the guys eyes once more. I mouthed, "You're Pathetic", before grabbing my bag and running out.

I was outside now when I was grabbed from behind,a large hand covering my mouth so I couldn't scream. Really! This again! I was thrown in the back seat of an SUV. They climbed in the front seat and drove off. My heart was pounding. A million thoughts were going through my head but I knew all the answers. Who? Pierce. Why? To rape me because there was no way in hell I was going to give him permission to take it. How do I get away? I have no fucking clue.

The car stopped and I looked around. A field? The back door opened and in climbed Pierce.

"Hey Sky"

"They lied. I'm n-not a virgin".

"You lied. Brent checked himself. Come on it won't be so bad. Then when you met the one. Your first time with him won't hurt. And you can enjoy it." He said grinning. He also had blue has but they had yellow specks in them. He had medium brown hair that came to his ears. He unbuckled his belt and slid his jeans down. I took the opportunity and kicked him out the still opened door. I shut it and reached up front and locked the doors.

"Nice try Sky". He held up keys and unlocked the door.

"But now you've pissed me off". He slammed me on my back against the seat. He took of his boxers and I looked away. He pulled off my shoes and unbuttoned my jeans.

"Why? There's so many other girls who arnt ugly. So why me?"

"I've had every hot girl at school and most in town. Now it the plain, pretty and ugly girls turn". My pants and panties were slid off in one movement. He positioned himself and I started hitting his chest, which still was covered with a shirt. He punched me in the stomach. I whimpered and he pushed in. Now I cried out. But he could care less. I'd pissed him off. He started going in and out and the pain made me feel faint. I silently cried till he finished. He pulled out and threw my clothes at me. I hurriedly put them on. I waited till he was dressed and he handed me my shoes.

" Need a ride?". I shook my head and jumped out after pulling my shoes on. I ran all the way home. My parents asleep, thank god. I ran into my bathroom and let it all out.

I cried until my head was pounding against my skull. I couldnt take this anymore. Seventeen shitty years. Life would never change. I couldn't face them anymore. I couldn't be strong anymore. I grabbed my razor when something hit me. Virginnia gave me a note one time and told me if things ever got bad enough, read it. I quietly tip toed to my little bedroom. I got the letter from under my bed. I had taped it to the bed frame. I sat down and opened it.

Dear Skyland, 5/29/10

Hey Sky so were getting ready to end Freshman year. This has been on my mind for awhile. The bullying. It isn't right. But you are stronger than me, then them. You can change it. Make them pay. If your reading this you are probably getting ready to end it. Don't. Suicide isn't the answer, Murder is. Show them how it feels. All of them.

Love Ginya

She. Omigod. She wants me to kill them. Everyone that's bullied, hurt and abused me. I-I can't don't that. I put the letter back. Kill them? I could just kill myself and they'll be rid of me. But......isn't that what they want. That's not fair. I deserve to live! I haven't done anything to deserve all that's happened to me and I sure don't deserve to die. They deserve to rot in hell where they belong. And that's exactly what's gonna happen. I'm going to make sure of it. They didn't destroy me, they destroyed themselves.