Saturday, 09:00

Riton called me. He said he wants to meet up and talk.

Milan called me soon after. She said she also wants to talk.

I....I don't want to talk to either of them.

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10:46

I can't meet either of them. Uncle's here.

I feel weird when I'm with him. He seems so, creepy.

I have to put you away. His looking at me.

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13:06

Uncle and I went to the store a few minutes ago. Mom sent us. The whole way there and back, he kept his hand on my shoulder. It's uncomfortable.

We're having a family get together today. I don't like it. It's too crowded.

Ha...crowded, the old me wouldn't have said that. The pre-Riton me  would've loved this, getting to be around others. After Riton I just seemed to lose touch with the rest of the world. I only focused on Riton. That's how it was. Riton and Mason. No one else.....I miss it.

What's Riton going to do when I'm gone, he doesn't know how to make friends. He doesn't have family. He's alone....

I'm over thinking things,aren't I?

Sorry, I can't help it. I don't like the thought of Riton being without me. How will he survive. The world already hurt him and broke his spirit. I lifted him up. So how....

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19:06

I finally got away from everyone. It's so crowded outside.

Mom's calling me.

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19:34

My cheek hurts. My heart hurts as well.

Hey, have you ever been slapped by your father. I have, it hurts like hell.

Riton came, that's why Mom called me earlier.

He told me he doesn't like what's happening between us.

He cried. I cried. He hugged me. I hugged him. It was quiet. He said he loved me. I kept quiet. He kissed me. I Kissed him back. Dad slapped me. Dad said it was disgusting. Mom told him to stop. He didn't. Riton left. I left. I hate this.

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00:09

I'm sure of it. Uncle molested me awhile ago when I took a shower.

I feel gross