"Say what you mean, tell me right and let the sun rain down on me. Give me a sign, I wanna believe." -Panic! At The Disco!

Creator's PoV: I looked down at him, "Thanks, Ken."

"No problem."

I turned to the front. Our collage was full of stupid kids. It's easy to get in. This class is easy. My classes are all easy. The sad thing is, these are the hardest classes you can get. I wish I had a better collage. But no! My dad said this is the best education I could get! I sighed.

After a long, boring and uneventful day, I walked home. Ken lived across the street from me, so we talked a bit. We mainly stayed silent today. He knows I'm suicidal. I walked into my house, "I'm home."

I walked to my piano, starting to play The Ballad Of Mona Lisa by P!ATD. "She paints her finger with a close precision, he starts to notice empty bottles of gin, and takes a moment to access the sins she's payed for..."

I started playing louder as always, "...Say what you mean! Tell me I'm right! And let the sun rain down on me! Give me a sign! I wanna believe!! Whoa, Mona Lisa! You guaranteed to run this town! Whoa, Mona Lisa! I'd pay to see you frown!"

I finished the song and turned my music to Girls/Girls/Boys by P!ATD. I started playing and singing quietly, "I... Don't wanna hear you got a boyfriend, the same time... You're better off alone. But if you change you mind you know where I am, if you change your mind you know where to find me, cause I... Never want to be your boyfriend."

I played louder, into a forte dynamic, "And never did I think that I... Would be caught in the way you got me! Push another girl aside and just give in. Girl love girls and boys! Girls love girls and boys! And never did I think that I... Would be caught in the way you got me! Girls love girls and boys! And love is not a choice."

I went mezzo piano, "Pose... You got to save your reputation. They're getting close to finding about your girlfriend. But if you change your mind you know where I am. Yeah, if change your mind know where to find me..."

I continued the song and finished it. Sister came into the house, playing video games as always.

"Hey May."

No response.

"May?"

Only a growl.

"May???"

"I'm almost done with this game, now leave me alone!"

"S-sorry..." That's why I'm suicidal. My father's way too busy for me, my mother is dead and my sister hates me. And I have no friends. Well I had one...

I thought of Ken. Can I even trust him... Why should I trust him?