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Channie <3
12:05 AM

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hey

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Lix

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Wyd awake?

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college applications :')

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wyd awake?

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I was rereading our messages because
I missed you :')

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But don't get me wrong, I understand
you're preparing for exams

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I just like reading our chats when I miss you ;-;

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aww channie :/

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im sorry sigh

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but i have some time now

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tell me how was your day

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how was therapy today?

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It was good! I told my therapist about
you uwu

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I told her how we're trying so hard to
maintain a long distance relationship :)

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And how we're already celebrating four months next week :)

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Also told her how amazing you are

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I basically just ranted about my lovely boyfriend who taught me so much and practically made my life better , bc if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have rebelled
to be able to get a better life :(

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chan stop making me soft at fucking
midnight wtf

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fuck

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i hate uuuuu smfh

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fuck u -_-

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u made me cry

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UGH

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Love you too, Lix

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Also, I told her how I'll be visiting KR
next month

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And how my relatives are so cool that
they agreed to set everything in place
so I can be as close to my boyfriend as possible

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wait

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wait

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chan

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chan hold on. HOLD ON

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WHAT

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UR VISITING????

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IM FUCKING CRYING WTF

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WHY DIDNT U TELL ME U MF

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Surprise, baby

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yongbok.exe has stopped working

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DONT GET ME FLUSTERED RN

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MY HANDS ARE SHAKING

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cute

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🖕🖕

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Leave that for when i come baby😉

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*SCREAMS*

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Anywaysssss

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U have any specific college in mind??

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Orrrrrrr

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Would u wanna come to mine??? <.<

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love how ur just changing the topic after literally making me malfunction 💀

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but i could never, chan

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i literally could never💀

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this isnt some disney movie type shit

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What? Wym?

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ur gpa is like 5.0 (ik that's not a real one
but u get it)

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ur like SMART

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and i love having a smart bf uwu

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but im not all that💀

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i would never be accepted

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I'll help u

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huh??

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Answer my call

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wait

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chan
Seen

Incoming Voice Call
Channie <3
Answer | Decline

"Chan..."

"Lix. I'll help you."

"What?"

"I'll help you... like this. I'll call to help you study and get your grades up so you'll have a higher chance of getting in. People love me around here, so I can even put in a word for you with administration."

Chan smiled on his end of the line, and despite the slight reluctance in his lover's tone, he could just tell that Felix was wearing an equally contented expression, of course highlighted by a blush underneath those freckles that he loved so much .

"Again, what?"

"Yes, Lix. And since I don't live on campus, because I still get panic attacks... you can live with me if you want... If you don't want to stay here with my relatives... Then maybe we could move in together...?"

Chan sighed before continuing, eyes gazing up at the ceiling as he laid on his back in hope that the blank focus would somehow ease the subtle anxiety that he was feeling. He didn't want to rush things. He did not want to mess things up.

"But that might be too soon... so I understand if no. But, maybe we could stay as roommates? Or you could stay on campus while I stay home? I don't live far away..."

"Channie... I don't even know if I'll get
in... I don't want to get my hopes up..."

"But you might? I can help you, Felix. You are intelligent, so I don't want you doubting yourself. You can do it as long as you're willing. I can help you to score so high in your exams, and I promise I won't get distracted on our calls. When it's time to be serious, we will be serious..."

And at that, Felix blushed even deeper, eyes  scanning the first line of his essay that he had attempted, while his free hand fiddled with one button of his long-sleeve, puppy-patterned pijama.

"Well... okay? I'd really love to be able to get in... Do you wanna help with my essay?"

"Of course, Lix. I'd love to."

"Thank you! Now I'm excited. Just imagining going to college with my boyfriend and in my home country. Can things even get any better?"

Smirking, Chan brought the phone up to his lips, bright eyes staring at his boyfriend's contact name, and tone deepening as if to make Felix shiver out of mere sweet talk on his bed.

"Well, after all, I was suggested for you, wasn't I?"

"Well technically... I was for you."

"I just wanted to say it, Lixie. Leave
me alone..."

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