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Gays
9:30 PM

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guys

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im sad :(

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he left this morning

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he's supposed to be there already but
im scared to text ;-;

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i miss him ):

> Sana
baby :/

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don't worry too much, ok?

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if it's meant to be, then u all will meet
up again one day...

> Hyunjin
yeah what sana said :(

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ik it's late but, u want us to come over?

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no its ok <3

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thank u tho

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it just hurts yk

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i didnt have sex all the way with him
bc

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i wanted to avoid that same shitty
feeling

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but

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fuck

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i think im going to bed

> Sana
ok baby

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take care of yourself

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and whether u want to or not

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ur coming on the court tmr. u need to go
out and ease ur head by doing something
u love

> Hyunjin
yeah and im finishing up my weekly post
for the blog tonight so i can make it
tomorrow

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we love u and we're here for u lix

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im sure you guys will still be able to communicate

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yeah :/

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Christopher Bang
chrisbang1234 • Instagram
10:10 PM

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Be my long distance relationship!

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chan

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ogm

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omg*

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you made it safely??

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i missed u these hours :(((

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how are you? how are they? how was
the flight? how is Australia??? i havent
been there in years

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but wa?

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be your what?

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Uhm... my long distance relationship?

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Wait.

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Oh never mind!

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I mean my boyfriend. Be my boyfriend please? For long distance relationship?

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I hope that this is the proper way to
ask...

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wait

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wait wait wait

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start from the top please ;-;

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:)

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Yes, I made it safely.

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I'm the second best that I've ever been,
after the day we spent together recently.

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The flight was good but the turbulence
was scary :')

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Being around all of those people by myself was scary :')

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I would've passed out if the workers weren't considerate when I explained the depth of
my anxiety :/

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And the person sitting near me agreed to
hold my hand for the entire flight :)

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What a kind elderly woman.

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wait so those fuckers let u travel like that
by yourself!????

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what the absolute fuck :|

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It's okay. The elderly lady stuck with me until my relatives spotted me at the airport.

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Bless her soul.

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bless her indeed :/

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im glad she was so sweet

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Yes, now to continue.

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I got there really late in the afternoon, and from what I can see, here is amazing. Just how I left it.

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And my relatives? They care so much,
Felix...

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It's been only a couple hours, but they
treat me so nice. And my aunt got pretty concerned at the way I was so anxious
and having panic attacks, so she
questioned me :(

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I told her everything...

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She was really disappointed in my
parents :')

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And so was my uncle... They wondered
why I hadn't contacted them before, but
then they realized.

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So this just means that they are good. They even said that they're going to make me
start therapy.

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And we can actually try to work, Felix :(

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*cries in 87 different languages *

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idek what to say bro

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i kinda hate myself rn ngl

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What?

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Why? No! Don't ever do that, Felix.
Don't hate yourself!

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just- i was tryna keep u back, chan :/

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but look at how better things are rn

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im so sorry :(

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No, don't apologize! You meant well,
and I appreciate all of your efforts.

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mhm :/

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but maybe u should get settled in first
before we attempt a relationship.

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someone else might catch your eye, and
that's fair. i dont wanna hold u back again

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so just give it a little time...

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:(

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Do you want us to call...?

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not rn :/

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Are you crying?

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;-;

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Why are you crying, Felix?

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dont worry. u said it's mot my fault, but i
still feel a little guilty

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just leave me for a while

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get settled in, and we'll text in the morning

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Okay :(

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I'm getting a SIM card tomorrow as well!
So we'll be able to exchange numbers :)

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good <3
Sent just now

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