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Christopher Bang
chrisbang1234 • Instagram
6:15 AM

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hey chan

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good morning

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how u sleep?

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Felix...

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Since when are you awake so early?

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i didnt sleep :/

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What??? Why?

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i was unsettled, chan. about what u
told me last night

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Oh :/

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It has me very anxious as well but,
there is nothing that I can do, Felix.

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Who knows... we could meet some
time in the future according to what
paths we take!

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chan, how possible is that?

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I'm just trying to be optimistic :(

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But, aren't we in contact? Who says
that we have to break contact.

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but who knows how ur relatives will
be?

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what if theyre like ur parents or worse...

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i dont wanna lose u completely channie :/

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Felix, don't think like that. And besides,
they haven't spoken to me about it yet.

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So who knows. It could have just been
an empty threat :)

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Hopefully...

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mhm

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but, chan

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what if it isnt?

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:/

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u said that u dont have anywhere to go
to, right?

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Yes, I don't.

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would u wanna... rent an apartment? i
could help u pay for the first few months
until u adjust

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and i could help u to get a job. i could help
you adapt into society

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No.

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what?

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No no no. No. No, Felix. I can't. I cannot
do that. I can't, even if I try, Felix. I would
die from too much pressure. I can't.

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but channie u could give it a shot?

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ill be there with u... every step of the
way :/

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i could even work with u

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Felix I can't :/

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I cannot function so suddenly socially.
I honestly cannot do it, Felix.

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could u think it over?

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please?

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Lix, don't be selfish.

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what?

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Don't be selfish. I know you want me
to stay, but I can't if they really want
me to go.

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but how am i selfish? im trying to
help...

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Felix you know me. You know me better
than literally anybody. So you know that
I simply cannot function out there. I can't.
So don't be selfish.

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chan... since when do u talk like this?

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I'm just frustrated, okay. I'm frustrated.
I'm crying. I don't want to go but I cannot
stay on my own, even though I want to
stay. I'm sorry for calling you selfish but,
you know me. I can't do it.

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chan...

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My mother is calling for me.

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this early???

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arent u crying....?

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I'll be okay. Give me a few minutes.

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Messages
Jackson Wang (dad's friend)
6:30 AM

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Morning Felix

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Yes I'm the owner and yes there are
available apartments.

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Rent is something that has to be discussed
at the office because it varies.

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Oh well okay. Thank you...

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Yep. You and the fam looking for a
new place?

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No. I was actually asking for a friend :/

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Oh, do you want me to get in contact
with them?

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Since your dad and I are on good terms,
maybe I could organize a discount?

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You would do that???

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I mean why not. Mr. Lee has helped me
a bunch, so of course. Just let me know.

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Omg Mr. Wang thank you so much!

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I'll update you.
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Christopher Bang
chrisbang1234 • Instagram
7:00 AM

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hey chan

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how come u havent messaged me yet...

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everything okay?

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I'm leaving :/

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no wait

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an apartment owner offered me a
discount for my friend

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which is u

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so the cost will be less

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you can stayyy

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Felix I cannot stay. I'm not mentally
prepared to stay on my own, and you
know that.

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I like you, and I want to spend more
days with you but, I can't.

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My parents refused to listen to my speech
as to why they should not send me overseas,
so I don't have a choice.

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I'm sorry. But we'll still be friends. We
will still chat.

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chan :/

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... when are u leaving?

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Next week Friday :(

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well... is there any way that we can
meet again this week?

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or before u leave next week?

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I mean, I could try...

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Saturday at your home again?

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mhm

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sounds good

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i look forward to seeing you for the
last time channie :/
Sent just now

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Messages
Jackson Wang (dad's friend)
7:20 AM

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Thank you Mr. Wang. But change of
plans...

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He's leaving :(

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What? Who?

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Never mind. Just, my friend won't be
needing the apartment anymore. But I
appreciate the offer of the discount.
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