you're sitting in front of me
laughing, murmuring, smiling
we're both looking for the One
(quite a similarity, isn't it?)
but i already know i'm not for you
cause oh, love, i've done this before
my built walls are a challenge for you
my fort an architecture to conquer
so you'll let me talk
make me unravel my knots
i would hesitate
warn you to not look to deep
but you'll shrug me off
and day by day, i'll let you in
next, you'll see my dark side
but you will ignore it
i will warn you again
you wouldn't listen
again
and when i finally come undone for you
when i show you my everything
you will get scared
and walk away 
leaving me and my demons
but oh, please sip your tea and look at me
we can have a little fun, can't we?

you flatter yourself by thinking you're the first person to see my demons. but baby, don't you know that i've played this game before. i've become so used to people leaving me that it's ones who stay that surprise me.