stupid_louis: I can assure you, whatever you text me here will not be on the cover page of TMZ tomorrow.

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[Louis' P.O.V] (Ladies and rare gentlemen, I would like to introduce exclusive P.O.Vs)

harrystyles: You really just made an account and named it 'stupid_louis'?!

stupid_louis: yes, because thats something we can both agree with, also you kinda skipped the part where I vowed to not reveal your ass.

harrystyles: No, Louis is not stupid, I am the stupid one... and yeah, thanks for that.

I can say when Harry is down, its like a sixth sense I've picked up over the years, he always uses '...' while texting if he is upset.

stupid_louis: so Harold, what's been bugging you?

harrystyles: nothing really, I was a little lonely...

'Whatever you say' I mumbled. It was like X factor days all over again, me trying to coax out all the insecurities out of a little curly haired boy.

Stupid_louis: oh...no one to talk to on your fancy film set? Such a shame.

It iss still hard to believe sometimes, my Harry is going to be in a film! Dunkirk.

I feel my stomach bubbling with anticipation as I awaited for his reply.

Harrystyles: I have a week off actually but yeah it always gets lonely without my bestfriend...

I can literally feel my heart drop at the  words. I mean, I know he was eventually going to find someone to replace me as his boyfriend but not his best friend. Well not that I am there to be anything to him either.

Stupid_louis: where is your bestfriend?  You can call them.

Harrystyles: no I can't...he's busy with his family, he won't answer

Stupid_louis: how dare he? Who is this rachet ass hoe that wouldn't even pick up their best friend's call

Who is this person? How can he ignore Harry? Harry deserves all the attention in the world!

Harrystyles : Lets not talk about it, tell me about you instead! What is your name?

So now I have to create a whole new identity?! Should I act like someone with a big pot belly and receding hair line? Or maybe an overly enthusiastic male cheer leader! But I don't want him to know me in the form of someone else.

stupid_louis: Harry dear, i want to be just a stranger to you, that way it will be far more easier to spill everything on me.

harrystyles: I smell trouble but sure I guess, at least tell me about you favourite fanfics... please?

stupid_louis: Just to let you know, I only read Larry Fanfics and my favs are the ones that have a happy ending. :)

Where ever the endgame is me and Harry curled up together, sharing love verses is my absolute favourite.

harrystyles: I like happy endings too, they are so...happy!

stupid_louis: ˆˆˆ no shit sherlock, thats the point! 

I don't have any idea why Harry reads those stuff about us, we broke up a year ago and as much as it still tears me apart to think what we could have, would have and fucking should have been, I have accepted the reality. I know I can't move on but that doesn't mean I want to hold back Harry, I just want him to be happy.

harrystyles: hey have you completed the 'confessions'?

stupid_louis: No, still have one SAGA left, you completed it?

harrystyles: duh! that was #1 on my 'to do' list  for last week

Of course Harry still made 'to do' list where he would even write the flavours of ice cream he needs to try or the tutorial video to do a 'water fall braid' that he needed to show me so that I could learn how to do it and try it out with his hair because he was too shy to ask Louise.

I had to take a moment to fond over the memories but then the questions were swarming in my head. I need answers and I need to know Harry's side of the story.

stupid_louis: but why do you read these stories babe? You two broke up right?

It's hard to act dumb.

harrystyles: Yes... I broke up with him over text, It was an asshole move but he deserved it.

I deserved it.

Harrystyles: yet I am here, reading stuff about the forever I knew was mine since I was 16.

Stupid_louis: what did he do?

I am a masochist at heart. I am allowed to engulf myself in the pain that I have caused to the one I love the most.

Harrystyles: he cheated on me with a girl! Not only did he fucked a vagina, he had the audacity to admit it without an apology... ON OUR ANNIVERSARY!

stupid_louis: That's utterly disgusting but what difference would it have made if he had apologised? 

This is the thing I never dared to do. Somehow my brain created a scenario in my head where I go and try to apologise but Harry would slap me across the face, scream hateful slurs at ,e for being a cheater.

harrystyles: I don't know but maybe he would have seen how the moment I broke up with him... I broke myself too.

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Author: Holly Molly! 80 reads! Thank you so fucking much guys! 

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