Louis decided to spend the entire day at Briana's place, the publicity stunts weren't that overwhelming since his PR team were giving him break. All he had to do was to pretend he and Dani were extremely happy together, his had no unsolved resolve with his baby mamma and that he was pumping with excitement for the new single, wasn't that hard.

So spending time with Freddie was something he was quite looking forward to. He loved watching his little toddler waddle around the house in his little onesie, all bright eyed and curious, he had no resemblance with Harry whatsoever but when he saw something new and looked up at Louis with big blue questioning eyes all Louis could ever think of was about his lost boy.

Sometimes he even wondered what it would be like to have both his boys wrapped up safely in his arms... what, he can dream.

That was the reason why he refused to let Freddie stay at his place, he didn't wanted to feel like a single dad even though he knew he was one, he didn't like the idea of having a baby who wasn't loved by Harry as his own.

So with a final goodbye to Briana, he went back to his house.

...

Louis wasn't expecting a reply from the stranger but he was happy that he got one, it was a dm.

He sat down on the recliner with his legs crossed and then clicked on the text.

To pointless_existence91: no one can love my username more than me, its very close to my heart but I like yours too...but isn't 'pointless_existence91' a bit sad?

And yes that was Louis' username, hope its pretty self explanatory.

To My_tiny_eternity: I was intending to be the typical depressed asshole on the internet so...why is it so close to your heart?

Louis wanted to know the stranger's story, he wanted to how the same three words had a complete different story to someone else.

To pointless_existence91: Don't call yourself asshole love and depression is not something to be taken so lightly, I hope you are okay.

To My_tiny_eternity: I guess you are right, but you didn't answer my question

To pointless_existence91: I don't feel comfortable answering that, sorry

To My_tiny_eternity: Its okay, are you a boy or a girl?

To pointless_existence91: boy, you? I am guessing a boy because otherwise your name would have been something like 'priestess_of_death91'

Louis rolls his eyes at the boy's dorkiness. (A.N is that even a word?)

To My_tiny_eternity: that doesn't sound that bad but I am a boy. I have a dick too

To pointless_existence91: I have one too! what a coincidence. Are you a Larry shipper?

To My_tiny_eternity: I ship them but I don't think that they are together..

To pointless_existence91: That's pretty obvious but God I wish they were.

To My_tiny_eternity: me too lad, I bet they were together once though, they were probably one of those couples who were always overboard with their love

Louis smiles at his own reply thinking back to the times when they used to make everyone in the room gag with their PDA.

To pointless_existence91: you think so?

To My_tiny_eternity: yeah I do, I mean Louis must have been a proper retard to let go someone like Harry, Harry is so beautiful, inside out, he literally radiates love everywhere he goes, the sparkles in his eyes and his dazzling smile never cease to amaze me. If I could, I would do anything to keep all the harm in the world away from him.

Louis was shocked , he couldn't believe how he bared his heart like that to a complete stranger but it somehow felt good. 

To pointless_existence91: Please don't call him that... I will talk to you later love.

He was honestly quite disappointed to see the stranger go, he was about to type out a quick 'ok bye' when his phone buzzed again with another message.

To pointless_existence91: I used to call the love of my life 'my tiny eternity'.

The phone fell out of Louis' hand and landed on the floor with a thud. 

...

Harry's place [somewhere in London]

 'I used to call the love of my life 'my tiny eternity'.

Harry typed out the reply and hit sent, he didn't know why he did it, in fact he didn't have any idea why he came back here any way.

He was doing fairly good the whole week, even his therapist agreed that he could take a week off session and just relax at home but he just couldn't stop feeling guilty.He felt disgusted with himself for being okay when he knew that somewhere in the world Louis was sad and grieving but it wasn't his place to be their for him.

He went to the only place where he knew he could be with Louis, Wattpad and that's where he met this boy. Harry needed someone in his life who would understand how he felt for Louis even after a year and certainly Helga, his therapist, didn't.

Only a few texts later Harry decided it...

He wanted to share his story with 'pointless_existence91'.

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