[Still Louis's P.O.V]

...you never came"

"That's when I realised that maybe you have had enough" I opened my eyes but kept looking at the ceiling.

"Since you believed what the person we both hate said to you about me in a matter of seconds, I thought that the biggest pillar in our relationship, the trust was shattered... I cried that day, literally bawled my eyes out the whole day not because you were gone, no, because I was kind of glad that it was over" I heard the truth come out of my mouth and it felt so good.

"No..." Harry whispered.

"No really, I was finally able to breathe knowing that you could do anything you wanted with your head help up high and with no strings attached to pull you back in the nasty dump I was in...but the tears, they showed how much I was going to miss you and miss being loved by you" I looked down at him, his expressions showed a thousand question and a million confessions but yet he kept quiet.

"Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months, I would call the boys to know if you were okay and every time they would answer with a 'Yeah he's fine' and hang up, they were mad at me just as much as you were"

"Then everything happened so quickly, I got a call from Lottie saying that Mum had only a few more months to live and then immediately after I got a call from the manager saying they found the perfect baby, I couldn't even shed a tear for some unknown reason"  

"They found a baby...."

"You really thought I cheated on you?" I asked him softly.

He dropped his head on my thighs and clutched the bed sheets on either side of my legs as a growl/sob escaped his throat.

"Freddie was abandoned my his mother when he was 2 weeks old, he kinda resembles me that's why they chose him, he is a very demanding kid though, I got the honours to name him and he started calling me 'Pa' one day, I think Bria taught him that, he calls her 'Bee'... I tried to hate that kid but its freaking impossible" I huffed.

"Even if I am not his biological father, I decided to adopt him the day after my Mum died... you know Hazza, the last few months with her was so fucking fun, I visited her everyday and we would play board games, laugh, recall memories, make fun of my sisters but we would never cry, I was all set to die with her in all honesty, I even thought of what I would write in my suicide letter" I genuinely laughed a little but yet it sounded fake.

"L-Louis pleas-please don't s-say that" he gripped my legs tightly.

"Don't interrupt story time baby" I pat his soft mushy hair.

"Anyway, as you can see I didn't get to die because that woman was a fucking mind reader, she saw right through me and made me promise...wait let me quote her here, 'Louis William Tomlinson, once I reach Heaven, which I will obviously, I will make sure everything is alright, so promise me that you won't fucking give up!', I promised her..."

"Brianna and Dani are like my sisters, they are adorable girls and I love to spoil them, Bria is Freddie's care taker, he lives with her usually and Dani is the best beard ever, Ben is also part of the group now even though I don't like eating his fancy dishes, these guys keep me sane and genuinely care about me" I said fondly.

" I don't go out much but sometimes Steve drags my ass to shopping or the gym now and then even though I am a fully functional one right here"

"And Haz, I do miss my Mum, a lot, but she is always with me...right here so that I don't have to cry, I know she loves me and that's all I need" I press my hand over my heart.

"That's my story Harry, sorry for ever hurting you, I did what I thought was the best for you, now go...pack your bags" I felt a vicious sting in my heart as I told him to leave.

"Thank you for telling me Louis, I will leave the room today. I can't wait untill tomorrow" he said as he got up and walked out of the room.

The room will be empty now, there won't be adorable boy staying there, I won't see his face everyday...

He is over me...this was all the closure he needed.

I tried to leave the part where I tell how much I still loved him but its ok, he doesn't need to know that... there is no place for me in his heart as more than a friend, I am his band mate after all.

Suddenly I felt something wet drip on my hands, I reached up to touch my cheek, am i crying?

Overwhelming amount of emotions hit me as I just sat there with tears rolling down my eyes.

Its the first time I cried since he said 'its over' and now...Its officially over.

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Author: So sorry for the late update again, I was down with a fever, i had half the chapter ready but then I got sick.

I swear that the next chapter will be up tomorrow!

[Side note: I am on my PERIOD, I thought that you guys should know ;)]

the next chapter will be in Harry's P.O.V so get prepared for some...uh um...something

* Should I just have them be friends again ? because we saw how Harry promised to leave right.* JUST KIDDING, I PROMISE THAT THEY WILL BE SUCKING EACH OTHER'S FACES VERY SOON

Catch you guys in the next Part!

Love Emerald xx