[Louis' P.O.V]

"Harry Styles, his...band mate"

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"I know who you are of course"  Danielle says with minimum emotions on her face and then turns towards me.

"Louis, baby I missed you so much!" I instantly knew what she was trying to do but I wasn't quick enough to retort, seconds later our lips were sealed. I felt her lipgloss smear all over my upper lip but I willed my gag reflexes away.

I tried my hardest to ignore the fact that Harry and Ben were standing right next to us.

'Stop this Louis' I repeated in my head before gipping her waist to push her back.

[Harry's P.O.V]

Imagining Louis with someone else has always been hard for me but actually witnessing him sucking someone else's face right in front of me is on a whole new level.

I couldn't see his face but his hands were gripping Danielle's waist like a lifeline, maybe they missed each other.

Lovers tend to do that right?... I guess

Finally they separated but Louis was quick enough to drag her into the nearest room muttering a quick "We need to talk".

I don't even wanna know what 'talk' they were referring to.

Don't get jealous

Don't get jealous

Don't get jealous

"I will be in my room if you need me Ben"

I flopped myself on the bed as soon as I reached the room.

'Louis is an asshole'

'He broke me'

'He didn't care enough'

'He moved on and left me behind'

'He is not good enough for me'

'I should not care about him'

I revised everything my therapist had taught me, anything to keep the jealousy at bay but when it came to Louis... nothing helps.

He was the constant centre of my attention for more than 4 years! my baby sun!

'HE ISN'T ANYMORE'

shit

I pulled out my phone.

to stupid_louis: Can yo ever hate someone soooooooo much yet love them at the same time?

Anon will most probably be at work so no reply is gonna arrive for sure.

There was a sudden sound of the front door slamming.

"What happened now?" I shot out of the bed and went for the door.

Ben was rushing out of his room too with a panicked expression.

"You heard that too right?"

"Yes , lets check if master is okay" he quick pace turned into a jog while I followed close behind.

We found Louis standing beside the now slammed shut door, his shoulders raising and falling, it was clear how angry he was.

"Are you okay, sir?" Ben asked calmly, failing miserably at keeping his professional demeanour as the worry overpowered.

"Not now Ben" Louis grumbled and them stomped towards a cabinet above the fireplace.

"But you look agitated" there was a slight desperation in Ben's tone.

Louis pulled out a half empty bottle of vodka from the cabinet and sat down on the couch. We didn't dared move a step.

"Ben, please, just- just leave me alone" He sighed drinking directly out of the bottle.

I almost gasped at the sight.

What even happened?

"Sir no! you arn't allowed to drink that" Ben rushed forward.

"I will if I want, now go away" Louis said more irritated now before taking more swigs out of the bottle.

It wasn't safe for him yet I couldn't gather the courage to speak out.

"No Louis! I won't let you drink that!" Ben reached out and grabbed the bottle out of Louis' unprepared hands. Ben's hold probably wasn't enough as the bottle fell on the floor and shattered into pieces.

"Fucking shit! look at what you have done! you worthless piece of shit!" Louis yelled in Ben's face.

"I-I am so-sorry sir"

"Save it and clean that fucking mess" Louis spat out and then turned to walk out to the front porch.

Only after he was gone is when I saw how Ben was gripping his right palm.

"Hey are you okay?" I kneeled down taking care of the broken glass and liquor.

"Yeah, its just a scrape" he showed me the inch long gash.

"Oh dear! you should go and clean it up, there might be pieces of glass still in there, tell someone else to clean that up" I instruct him.

"Yes Monsieur but... master?" 

This guy is unbelievable!

"I will go talk to Louis, don't worry" I reassured him.

"Are you sure?" he asked.

"Trust me when I say I can handle him" I give him a smile which he returned hesitantly.   

"Please be gentle with him" with that being said he got up and went to the washroom.

Gentle?

...

Louis was leaning against the porch railing with a cigarette between his lips, his eyes were closed but I was sure he had sensed me coming by the way his shoulders slumped.

"What do you want Harry?" he sighed again.

"How did you know it was me?" I fidgeted a little with my fingers.

He turned around, mushing the fag on the rod railing. He looked so much older and intimidating, there wasn't an ounce of warmth left that once radiated off of him. He was wearing a black t-shirt and black sweats. Everything that was familiar to me about him were completely erased.

"I can recognise you footsteps anywhere" his lips almost twitched at that reference but all I did was look down.

"You didn't answer my question" he pulled out another cig and his lighter.

I think its time.

"Louis...we need to talk"

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Author: So my exams are almost over... only one left [maths...EEK!]

The update is two days late I know...and I am SOOO SORRY!

I had sushi for the first time yesterday and lets just say...it wasn't a good experience :P

I HATED IT!

QOTD: Do you like sushi? :D

Next update coming very very soon! :)

Love Emerald xx