Author: I think I nailed my history exam! #patmyback :D

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[Harry's P.O.V]

That went pretty much nothing like I had imagined it to be. After a year of running away from him like plague I would say the interaction was a 1000 times better...more like 1000 times neutral.

I expected Louis to be shocked, enraged, confused and a little tiny part of me even imagined him being disgusted but not so...accepting.

He took me in like I never left but something seemed so off.

Except for the fact that now he has a baby, a girlfriend and a house that reminds him 0 % of my existence.

Louis seemed blank.

The void of emotions on his face is kind of scaring considering the chirpy boy I knew would light up like the sun even if I just as much as let him be the first to use a brand new roll of toilet paper.

Maybe that is what happen when someone's mother dies.

I still couldn't comprehend how he remained so calm that day.

If only the stupid people speculating him never taking the death of his mother as a major blow in his life and instead taking advantage of it to promote his new single could see what he had actually become.

I could feel the thoughts coming back like a tornado as I let the water rinse the tireless of the long journey, I never wanted to believe them but sometime it makes so much sense.

Maybe Louis just fell out of love with me.

Is it that impossible, people fall out of love all the time and maybe it happened to him too, it didn't give him the right to cheat but...everyone has a breaking point right? Maybe he reached his and couldn't take another second of being with me.

I realised years ago that i couldn't live without him so whats the point of trying to prove myself wrong? I tried for a year and I hope its enough.

At this point I am happy with just being his friend...again...somehow.

I want to know what is going on with him, I want to know what has he been up to, I want to know if his food habits has changed or he still like to eat his cereal without milk. I want to know it all...all over again.

I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around my waist.

I have chosen the room just beside the baby room.

I know Louis warned me not to but I can't help it, I want to hear everything, I want to hear the baby cry out for Louis' attention, I want to hear his padded footstep running down the hallway, him shushing the baby in a baby voice...him singing lullabies to his little bundle of joy in a soothing tone.

On the bed there was a pair of sweats, a t-shirt and a woolen cardigan neatly folded up.

I quickly put them on.

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[The kitchen]

Voices could be heard from the kitchen.

I recognised Louis' honey smooth voice in an instant but there was another one.

I was about to enter but stopped dead in my tracks.

The words rang in my ear, the same pang grasped tightly around my heart, gnawing at my insides.

As if one time wasn't enough!

I felt like scoffing, it shouldn't effect me like this, he wasn't mine anymore.

That doesn't mean you aren't his.

"No" I whispered, hardly audible but broken nonetheless, I felt my throat closing up.

"Hey, bend over" Louis' voice was filled with a kind of amusement I hadn't heard in a long time and it seemed to hurt me more than anything.

Louis was in there most probably doing things with the other person that I never wanted to witness.

"Don't master! Its rude" the other person whined but I could hear the smile in his voice.

The person was French, that much was clear from the way the words rolled out of his mouth, rounding the 'r's.

"No its not, its your mummy's fault she gave you that" I was on the verge of tears again, maybe Louis was talking about the person's...assets.

Who is this person?!

This is not my Louis, not Louis, never Louis.

"Stop and let me prepare the table master"

"Whatever, you are no fun" Louis grumbled.

I think it safe for me to enter then.

deep breaths...

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Author: You guys can kill me for making Louis the asshole but lemme just say...I regret nothing.

You will see ;)

That being said.... OMG Y'ALL ARE SO SWEET! THE COMMENTS MADE ME LITERALLY CRY! *sniff sniff*

I AM OFFICIALLY DECLARING US AS A FAM!

I was thinking maybe you guys could suggest some fancy names for our new little family? pleaseeeeeeeeeeee?

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