Author: Today is not my day guys, I flunked up my English exam and i feel like shit. English is the only subject I am confident of...usually. Also, my neighbour committed suicide today as if the bad test wasn't enough. 

I decided to write to get away from the reality for a while, you guys are my inspiration and the encouragement that I have received on this story is spectacular. I  want to keep writing for you guys forever!.

Sorry to bore you with my self depreciating rant.

P.S: Thanks to cosplaycutie18 , the person who pointed out my mistake. I really appreciate the gesture and recommendation for betterment is always welcome :)

Enjoy xx

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[Louis' P.O.V]

"H-Harry?..."

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Harry, the boy that ruled my heart, the owner of my entire being, the boy I haven't confronted in a year was standing in my living room looking more distraught than ever.

His eyes were brimmed red and tear tracks decorated his rosy cheeks, he looked torn and I wanted nothing more than just to wrap up the boy in my arms forever. 

I almost opened my arms to him, my heart screaming at me to provide him with comfort but my stupid brain reminded me how the man standing in front of wasn't mine anymore to begin with.

Fuck you brain, he is still Harry.

"Hey, are you okay ?" I asked him gently.

Harry ran a hand through his neatly trimmed yet messy short hair, it suited him well. I took in his appearance for the first time, he was wearing a long coat and his signature black skinny jeans, the collar of his black undershirt could be seen. Overall, he still looked so adorable.

My little baby boy.

"Yeah I-I am fine" lies.

"What a-are you doing here?" I tried my hardest to stop my voice from wavering.

"Oh that, do you think, maybe, I could crash here for a couple of days?" he asked all shy.

"What happened to your place?" what happened to our place?

"I sold it a couple of months ago, it was too big" I stood stunned, he sold the place that held all the memories we made together. He sold our home!

I tried my best to suppress the hurt expression, he just proved how much he hated me.

"Um, I don't wanna bother you or your girl friend so its okay if you say no" I wanted to best be mad at him for thinking that I was living with Danielle but then again, I didn't leave much space for the world to think otherwise anyway.

"Its okay, I live alone anyway but tell me the reason for those red eyes first" His eyes widened as if they were looking around for an appropriate answer.

"The, uh the nostalgia hit me hard, been a long time since I've been in L.A" 

Nostalgia. huh. 

'Larry Stylinson' has now decreased to nothing but nostalgia, a distant memory of a horrid past.

"Oh...Where is your stuff?" 

"I didn't wanted to intrude so I thought I would ask you first, I can have someone bring it for me" 

"Yeah okay, choose whatever room you like but I would suggest staying away from the baby room"  and then I realised.

"Sorry forgot to mention Freddie" of course I did.

"I figured from the banana" Harry rubbed his face free from tears.

"yeah, I was about to place in the crib so he can entertain himself if he wakes up" I shrugged.

"Louis no! you shouldn't put things in a kid's crib, they might tangle or suffocate themselves" 

What?!

"Oh shit I am so sorry! I had no idea!" I really didn't, you would think I'd know better than that since i am so many younger siblings but no, I raised them but I didn't even go near them until they started walking around.

The nappy, poopy, peepee, lullaby, tucking in, etc. were mum's department.

"No kidding" Harry smiled a little, it reminded me of all the time he would get annoyed with me but smile nonetheless.

The atmosphere was tensed and i knew that we were tip toeing around the fact that I had 'cheated' oh him a year ago.

"You go get freshen up, I will send someone to give you some clothes and when you are done come down to the kitchen, okay?" the conversation was so formal that I thought I might puke.

Harry didn't answered but nodded instead.

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Author: I know this chapter was short and cringey but I promise it will get better...or worse, who knows ;)

I won't ask for votes this time because they don't matter, I am just happy to see you guys enjoy.

But (I know I shouldn't start a sentence with 'but') feel free to comment!

Comment about the shit you took this morning for all I care (is it weird that I wanna know that? nah)

I will update soon! promise :)

Love Emerald xx