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Chapter 1

Prologue

I’m so happy my dad was in such a good mood today. We just got home from church. I guess I should start by telling you my dad or should I say step-dad is the minister at the church. It’s just me and him. My mom died when I was 10.

I was so sad for such a long time. But dad has been good to me I turned 16 last week and dad asked why I never date. He says I have a body made for sin and is so surprised that I haven’t got a long line of guys after me.

It just makes me laugh but I guess it is kind of weird. I here all the girls in the locker room talk about how far they have gone with guys. If you ask me it sounds kind of gross.

Can you imagine letting a guy stick his tongue in your mouth (I gag). No thank you very much.

I don’t know maybe I just haven’t found the right guy. Today I’m going with dad to talk to a youth group of troubled teens. I hate it cause there all so foul mouthed. You know just plain bad kids.

I got dressed in a white long sleeve blouse that had pearl buttons down the front. I had on a lacy bra underneath so I made sure you could not see my areolas thru the shirt. How embarrassing would that be. I look at myself in the mirror before I button my blouse. I guess my body is ok. I think my hair is to black I would have loved to be a blond. My boobs are way to big for my liking. I hate the way guys look at me when I walk by. I turn sideways I think my butt is to big.

I finish dressing and add a pleated skirt and some wedges. We head out and dad tells me I have to behave. He says not every one is as fortunate as me. Yea I guess he’s got a point.

We arrive and like I thought there was 7 kids there around my age. I sat in the back and watched dad head to the front and talk about how if they had God in their life they might live better. He told them they should not drink or do drugs If they did he could council them more.

When everything was over dad said he would be 20 minutes talking to the kids who wanted help. I told him I’d be waiting for him sitting there. After 5 minutes I needed to go to the bathroom.

I walked in and there was one on those girls in there. She had on a tube top in black showing of some tattoos on her arms. I shiver thinking how much that must have hurt. She seems to around my breast size.

She also has on some tight jeans and biker boots. She looks kind of intimidating and dark. She has long blond flowing hair. Man I want blond hair. She looks at me thru the mirrors reflection. Oh she has the most beautiful green eyes and full red lips.

“So what you’re the preachers’ little innocent daughter?”

I glare at her “ he’s a minister not a preacher. And who says I’m innocent?”

‘Oh honey it’s written all over your face not to mention” she turns around and gestures to my body. “Look at the way your dressed.”

“Shit if I had a body like yours I’d be showing it off.” I blush and shrug my shoulders.

“Well daddy says I have a body made for sin.” She smirks at me, then walks over to me.

“Well maybe this minister isn’t as stupid as I thought. He’s got a point you know.” She says as she reaches out and puts her hands on my breasts. “ These are the best pair of tits I’ve seen, and I’ve seen a lot of tits.”

I was frozen to the stop, I didn’t know what to do. “Can I see them?” she asks as she proceeds to unbutton my blouse. I look at her hands slowly undoing one pearl button at a time.

“Beautiful” she says once she’d done. “I like this frilly crap makes you look even more girly” she says as she fingers the edge of my lacy bra. She pulls it down and my breast spill over the top “yes rose tips just what I thought you would have” then she leaned in and took one in her mouth and I felt faint.

I couldn’t take my eyes away from what he was doing. She then knelt in front of me and pulled my skirt up and pulled my panties to the side and put her mouth “oh “ I moaned.

The next think I see dad is yanking this girl up my her arm and yells at her “leave.” She smirks and looks at me while I was busy re buttoning up my blouse. “see you next week” she says as she leaves laughing.

My heart was racing, oh no I’m going to be in deep trouble.

I see dad leave and I follow him. He goes and locks the doors and makes sure no one was in the building. I stand there scared and just look at him. He comes close and the next thin I know I see his hand rise and feel the sting on my cheek.

This is the first time he has ever laid a hand on me in anger. I looked at him surprised. “I told you had a body made for sin, but I never thought the devil was in you to the point of making you want a woman.” he yells and I just stare at him.

“Is that why you don’t date, because you like women?” he demands to know.

I sob “no daddy I was just there and she did all that to me” I say.

“you moaned so you liked it, nut no daughter of mine can be like that women need men he says as he takes off his belt.”

“Know I need to beat the devil out of you and set you on the straight and narrow.” then he starts hitting me on my bare legs and any where they land below my waist. I lost count after 11.

“These tits are made to be sucked by a man not a girl” he says as he rips my shirt open.

“and this is made to be Fu*ked by a man not fingered by a stupid girl” he says as he yanks my skirt down along with my panties leaving me standing there trembling and completely naked.

“Only a man can satisfy a devil whore like you. But I will ride you of that devil and purify you again!”

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I don’t remember the ride home or anything. I felt pain all over my body. But daddy said I was now purified again. That if the devil ever put those urges in me again I was to find a man get purified all over again.

But that it was up to me to find the one to purify me the next time. For he had done his best to get me on the straight and narrow and lost part of his soul in the process.

I cried myself to sleep that night. Then in the morning I woke up and there was a note one the table. Dad had gone on a spiritual retreat and said he left the keys to the car and a credit card. I was on my own till he came back but was not sure when that would be.