"You look beautiful," Adam stated as Eva looked up from her dinner.

He had been nice enough to make dinner for her, making her feel even more guilty about her thoughts the night before. She had been so tempted, it made her ashamed of herself.

She smiled softly at him, the adorable boy that treated her with such care and affection. She couldn't help but think of herself as a bitch, how could she think such thoughts about other men.

"Thank you," she said before taking a drink of her glass of wine.

Adam placed his cutlery down before clearing his throat to gain her attention. She looked up at him, her nerves rattling inside due to the intense look in his eyes. She knew this wasn't going to be good, the last time he looked at her in such a way he proposed. Which, she turned down rather too quickly.

"I've been thinking," he paused, reaching over the table to take her hand, "Why don't you move in with me?"

Eva nearly choked as her body tensed, her hand tightening around his as she lost her appetite. Her wide eyes locked with his, his dazzling smile making her feel worse about the situation.

"Ehm..." She cleared her throat, lost for words.

She didn't want this, it wouldn't work. Her job required her to work all hours on the clock and she wouldn't be able to do that if she moved in, he'd find out. At least, that was the excuse she convinced herself of. 

Her heart dropped as he let go of her hand to take a large gulp of his wine. Eva could see it in his eyes that this wasn't the reaction he was expecting from her. Although, he shouldn't have been surprised after the disastrous proposal. 

Moving in was a step closer to marriage, something she wasn't ready for and he was well aware of that. Not only that but after her talk with Michelle doubts had been filling her mind. The Matteo situation last night didn't help her internal battle with herself.

She knew she should have never got into his car. His persona was too much for her to handle, she all but ran from the car as he dropped her off with a promise to have her wrapped around his dick. Eva felt disgusted with herself as she remembered considering his offer before she ran, it took longer than it should have.

"You know what, let's forget I said it," Adam babbled softly as he realized Eva wasn't going to say anything, her body language told him everything he needed to know.

Eva felt like a complete bitch, Adam had been nothing but loving their full relationship and she wasn't willing to move forward with him. The fear of the unknown was too much for her. She couldn't stay if their relationship continued the way it was, she was frustrated, sexually.

"I'm sorry, I'm just not ready," Eva spoke softly, she hated seeing Adam hurt. Despite her thoughts, she loved the man.

"No need to be sorry, I understand," Adam rushed out before going back to his dinner as if his heart hadn't just broken a little by her reaction.

Eva forced herself to eat the dinner despite the sick feeling in the pit of her stomach, she didn't want to offend him any more than she already had.

"The dinner is amazing, thank you." She smiled warmly at him, hoping they could move on from the rejection.

"You've been working a lot lately, I thought I'd treat you," Adam replied, his tone soft as Eva could tell the change of subject hadn't made him forget.

"I love you," she spoke truthfully, watching his eyes light up a little. "What else do you have planned for tonight?"

Adam pushed his half-eaten dinner to the side before turning his attention back to her. "I was thinking of just relaxing and maybe watch some films."

"Sounds good," she said, glad he didn't have anything planned as she was too exhausted for anything else.

"If you want I mean, we can do anything that makes you happy." He shot her a breathtaking smile before standing up from his chair at the dining table.

"Films and relaxing sound perfect to me," she spoke sincerely as she finished eating the delicious food he had made for her.

Adam smiled as Eva melted a little inside. He was absolutely gorgeous, sparkling blue eyes, blonde perfectly styled hair, his adorable dimples. And then there was his body, not as big as Matteo but still muscular in all the right places.

She shook her head to get him out of his mind, why was she thinking about him? Especially after the night she had with him.

"You look tense, are you alright?"

Eva looked up at Adam as she stood from her chair, "Just a stressful day at work."

"Did you have a hard case today?" He questioned as he got up to follow her.

She bit her lip, she hated lying to him but he would look at her differently if he knew the truth. He would be disgusted. Instead, she used her law degree to her advantage, telling him she worked as a lawyer. It wasn't a complete lie, she did work as a lawyer for a while at a small firm that didn't pay too well when they started dating.

"You could say that," she mumbled as the car ride with Matteo flashed in her mind.

She all but flung herself down on the couch, exhausted. Adam grabbed the bottle of wine and their glasses from the table before sitting down beside her. She told herself not to drink, she already had a pounding headache but she needed it.

"So, The Notebook," he paused, flicking through the film channels on the television. Eva almost rolled her eyes, she hated they sort of films. "Or, Geostorm?"

"Geostorm," Eva answered instantly as Adam smiled down at her.

Adam sat back beside Eva as he started the film, a warm blanket thrown over the top of them.

She couldn't help but ogle at Gerard Butler throughout the film, even for the age of him he still had it. Adams arm wrapped around her shoulder as he cried.

"He's going to get himself killed!" He wept as Eva passed him another tissue, "Please, no!"

The remainder of the film continued with a mixture of emotions from Adam as Eva sat passively, she was someone who didn't know how to handle people crying. It was a Samantha situation all over again.

"I need another glass of wine," Adam stated as he got up and went into the kitchen, drying his eyes on the way.

Eva checked her phone, seeing a message from work. She sighed, slouching down the chair, work was the last thing she needed. She had planned on spending tomorrow with Adam, instead, she had a dinner date to attend at 4 pm.

"You ok baby?" Adam asked as he came back into the room, another glass of wine in his hand.

She put her phone back into her bag, "Just work."

He smiled down at her, holding his hand out as she gently took it, "Come with me, I want to show you something."

They walked quickly to the room, Adam eagerly pulling her along behind him as Eva stumbled with the amount of wine she'd drank.

"What is it?" Eva laughed as she got pulled into his bedroom. Everything was in its place, nothing exciting to see.

"So I know how you've been wanting to spice up our sex life so," he paused, going to his bedside drawer, "I bought you a vibrator."

Eva's eyes widened, she wanted to spice it up but this wasn't what she meant. She couldn't help the pulse of excitement that shot through her at the thought though. Did this mean Adam was going to let them have some foreplay for once in their relationship?

She turned to him, an apprehensive smile on her face. Did he expect her to use it on herself?

Eva had wanted to be bent over and fucked like a rag doll. She wanted to be spanked so hard she wouldn't be able to sit down without wincing. She wanted him to whisper nasty things into her ear as she begged him to climax. She wanted him to devour her with his tongue. But, this was a development and she was happy with the small step.

"So," Adam paused, a look of worry on his face, "Do you, ehm..."

Eva looked at him with a warm smile. He had always been shy about sex and the alcohol was not helping.

"I love it," she stated to get him to stop stuttering.

He smiled as she walked towards him. She placed her hand on his chest before leaning in for a kiss, stopping several millimeters away from his lips. "Now, why don't we see what it can do to me."

Her lips merged against his as they both got lost in each other's touch. She pushed Adam back until he got to the bed, his legs giving out as he crashed back onto the mattress.

She straddled him, a position that she was hardly ever in and didn't last long as Adam flipped her onto her back before getting on top. He didn't like her on top, he didn't like much in the bedroom. He was so vanilla, too vanilla.

He kissed her again as she wrapped her legs around his waist, grinding against him as he moaned at the feeling.

She pulled away from him, pulling the top over his head as she looked at his body. She wanted to lick every inch of him but she knew he would never allow such a thing.

"I want you to take me hard tonight," Eva breathed out, trying to fill her deprived lungs with much needed oxygen. She was trying to push it with him.

Adam pulled away from her, his eyes holding a hint of worry. "I don't think I can."

"Please baby, for me?" She pleaded with him, begging him to give her body what she desperately needed.

"I don't like taking you hard, I make love to you. It's special."

Eva almost rolled her eyes at him. Any girl would be happy for this but not her. She was sick of it. She wanted him to do the dirty promises Matteo had promised her as she leaped from his car in a hurry.

She wanted to be dominated.

Not dwelling on it she undressed beneath him, with his help. She smiled as he pulled his jeans down along with his boxers, letting his hardness free as she reached down to grab it.

He stopped her, moving her hands away as he leaned down and kissed her gently. She felt him move his hips, lining himself up with her opening.

Eva trembled, her body sensitive to his touch in her lust. He held himself up with one of his arms as he reached for the vibrator.

Butterflies flooded her stomach as she waited in anticipation for the pleasure she was about to get. She prayed that he may even make her orgasm for the first time.

He pressed the vibrator against her clit as her breathing hitched. She clutched onto his shoulders as he slowly pushed his dick into her. Inch by inch until he was fully inside of her.

He let go of the vibrator. Leaving it meshed between them as he moved in for a kiss.

Adam kissed her with so much love and passion as his hips moved slowly and passionately against hers. The vibrator doing wonders as her hands gripped onto the bed sheets. Why hadn't she thought about this year's ago?

She moaned, rocking her hips with his. Her legs wrapped tightly around him to prevent him from leaving as her pleasure began to increase. She needed a lot more before she got her orgasm but for once he was getting there, slowly.

"Fuck," Adam muttered as she felt it. His hot cum splashing inside of her pussy. Filling her as she shuddered at the pleasure.

He pushed himself up slightly as he turned the vibrator off. She wanted to scream at him. She was more pissed off than what was acceptable in this situation. This was exactly what she was talking about, she wasn't even close to an orgasm.

"Can you get off me?" She asked, her mood completely ruined as she found it hard to contain her annoyance at the situation.

Guilt ate her alive as she saw the look on his face. Slowly, he moved off her before gathering his clothes from the floor and redressing.

She stayed still as her stomach twisted in nausea, her head aching. She didn't care about all this last week, she was fine with Adams love making but something had snapped within her. Sure, she was never satisfied fully but she was fine with it, to an extent.

"I'm sorry. You're just so tight. I can't help it," Adam flustered as Eva's heart broke.

"It's fine Adam," she spoke softly as she pulled his covers over her naked body.

He nodded with a small smile but kept his mouth shut as he ran his hand through his messed hair, his muscles bulging.

"What time you heading home?" Adam asked with a frown as her heart sank.

She was meant to be staying tonight, it had been their plan. Now though, she realized just how much that wasn't going to be happening.

"Now actually, just need to clean up," she muttered as she stood from the bed, walking to the bathroom without uttering another word to Adam.

*

She ignored his calls, she wasn't in the mood to discuss what had happened last night with him. Not to mention the fact that he had sent her home like it was her fault. She was pissed, the lack of decent sex making her even worse as she tapped her foot impatiently as she waited for her client.

"Let me guess, Adam?" Michelle asked with a cheeky smirk, as she sat down beside Eva.

Eva rolled her eyes, this was all she needed. Michelle telling her to leave him with the mood she was in. She knew it would pass though as she changed the subject, "Why are you here?"

"Appointment at half 4. Now tell me, why do you look like you're about to murder someone?" Michelle laughed as Eva clenched her teeth together in annoyance. She didn't want to hear the, 'I told you so,' Michelle would throw at her.

"Nothing," Eva muttered in reply as she leaned back in the chair, wishing Michelle would drop the subject.

Michelle leaned forward, her face close to Eva, "Adam."

It was all Michelle had to say to get the reaction she wanted as angry tears built in Evas' eyes. She was so pissed off she couldn't pretend not to be anymore.

"Your client is here," the receptionist announced as she stuck her head into the room before quickly leaving. 

Eva stood up, trying to forget everything and be professional as she sorted herself out. Michelle stood beside her. Eva was expecting a lecture but instead, she pulled her into a hug.

"You need to do what's right for you, even if that means hurting him by leaving," she whispered softly as Eva shook her head. She wasn't leaving him. Not over sex, that was just petty of her.

She pulled away from the hug, not feeling any better. She smiled at Michelle, maybe she should listen but she couldn't do that to Adam. Plus it would break her heart, despite it all she loved him. 

"I'll phone you tonight," Eva promised as she grabbed her handbag. She smiled at Michelle as she left the room.

It didn't take her long to get to the reception, just enough time for her to get herself together and act professionally. She wasn't going to let personal matters interfere with her job.

She walked casually up to the reception desk, expecting to see one of her usual clients. 

Her breathing hitched as her steps slowed, she couldn't deal with this just now. Not today of all days.

He smirked as he saw her, his eyes scanning over her body as she felt as is she was drowning. Why did this have to happen?

Eva stopped herself from running, instead, she walked over to him. He looked down at her, making her feel small in comparison.

He instantly took a hold of her body as she gasped at him, if she wasn't in her work she would have punched the smirk off his face.

"What did I tell you about that mouth little mouth of yours?"