Your pov.

I was pinned against the wall by Laito and he smiled.

"Get ready. And remember if you struggle it's only going to hurt more. " he said and he started to suck blood from my neck.

"L-laito p-please stop. " I said and he looked at me.

"But your blood is delicious. " he said.

"Just please stop. " I said and he did. I fell on the floor and he walked away.

"See you later. " he said and left. My eyes just widened. Was I nothing? Was I just a blood bag? It's the fifth time today. And what seemed to be the thousandth time this week. They all just sucked my blood. I was shaking. I felt as if I couldn't walk. I dragged myself to my bed and with all my strength I tried to get up but nothing.

I tried again and I was able to get up. As soon as I thought I got it I fell backwards. I mean how the hell does that happen?! I was waiting to hit the floor but nothing. I looked around I looked up and saw Subaru. As soon as I saw him I got out of his grip and quickly regained my strength. I backed up wide eyed. I was shaking. Tears ran down my cheeks.

"Calm down. " Subaru said and took a step closer. But every step he took forward I took on backwards. He looked at me confused. "What's wrong with you? " he asked.

"J-just s-stay b-back. " I said.

"Why? " he asked.

"Just stay back. " I said.

"Not until you tell me what's wrong with you. " he said. Next thing I know he's right in front if me. I run as fast as I could away from him. I ran out if the room and saw all the guys in front of me. My eyes widened and I ran past them.

Teats kept running down. My eyes were wide. Flashbacks came in my head as soon as Subaru left. All those horrible memories. Every time I remembered one I just ran faster. Next thing I know I was in the woods. I ran faster and faster. Then I bump into someone. I look up and see Laito. My eyes widened a bit more. I started to shake.

"Oh b*tch-chan why are you running away? " he asked with a smile.

I was about to run away but the guys formed a circle around me. My heart pounded faster and faster. My entire body was shaking. They were all about to take one step closer to me but I fell on my knees. I put my hands on my head and screamed. I probably seemed like a crazy person to them. But after he left for a couple days nothing was the same. Then everything went black.

Flashback...

Subaru was leaving for a couple of days. He really didn't say why. Both of us we're waiting by the door. I had a sad look on my face.

"Do you really have to go? " I asked and he nodded his head.

"I have to finish some business. " he said.

"But I'm going to miss you. " I said.

"I'm going to miss you too. " he said and pulled me into a hug. I hugged him back. "Do me a favor. " he said and I looked up at him. "Don't lose your smile while I'm gone. " he said.

"I'll try not to. " I said and just Luke that he left.

Time skips...

I was in my room and I heard to door open. I looked back and saw that it was Laito. I really didn't notice him lock the door.

"Hey b*tch-chan." He said.

"What do you want Laito? " I asked.

"Let's see... " he said and cut himself off  he pinned me to the bed and I looked at him wide eyed.

"Get off of me! " I shouted and he smirked. He started to suck my blood. He started to kiss me. I was able to get out of his grip and I got off the bed. I went to a corner and my heart was pounding, I was shaking.

"Well your hard to get. I guess we'll have to see our next appointment. " he said and left. I curled into a ball and cried. I haven't been the same since.

End of flashback...

I woke up wide eyed and full of sweat. I cried and saw Subaru. He was looking out the window. He stood up and I scooted back.

"What's your problem?! Ever since I came back you've been acting weird! " he shouted.

"Well maybe if you were still here when I needed you the most I wouldn't be like this! " I shouted back. "Maybe if you didn't leave they wouldn't have sucked almost all my blood! Maybe if you didn't leave you couldn't have stopped Laito from almost having it with me! " I shouted. "That's why I'm like this. " I said and tears ran down my cheeks. He was about to put his hand on my shoulder but I got a pillow and hit it. "Don't touch me! " I shouted "I don't want any if you to touch me! I don't want any of you to touch me ever again! " I shouted.

He left the room and slammed the door closed. As soon as I told him all that he was pissed. I knew he wasn't mad because of me. He was mad at the guys. Then he came back and sat next to me on my bed. My head fell on his shoulder and I cried. He hugged me and I cried on his shirt.

"Where were you when I needed you the most? " I asked. He just stroked my hair softly. He was holding me tight.

"I can't tell you that. But I'll make sure that I will never leave you again. " he said.

"I was so scared. But I just thought of you. I had to get him off of me because I thought that if I didn't, that if he did it to me I will lose you. " I said and he just hugged me closer to him.

"I'm sorry. And don't worry about me. I should be worried about you. " he said. He put his hand under chin and lifted my head up to him. We looked each other in the eye. Then our lips collided. I didn't want that kiss to ever end.