Chapter 5

Sub-Pov
(Warning: Cutting, suicidal thoughts)
~ One week later ~
"SUB, STOP YELLING!" Sky yelled again into his mic. I almost break down crying again, I know he is joking but it still hurts. That is why I wrote in that notebook, the one with sticks and stones may break my bones
But words can never hurt me
That is the point of that notebook. 'Naw, im not to loud' I type. I hear the others laughing through the headphones. I put my headphones down on my desk and get up. I walk over to my bathroom and splash water on to my face.

I look at myself in the mirror. Im ugly, a mess, fat, I should just die. I rumage around in the drawer and get into my secret compartment. I pull out my razor again. I stare at it for a good minute. I pick it up and press it against my skin. No one would care that I am gone, would they? No one cares about me, I am just a problem in this world. I press down with the blade and make a cut. I continue with cut after cut. No one would care, no one.

Jerome-Pov
Sub's character hasn't moved in a few minutes. "Sub, you there?" I say into the mic. Nothing comes through the chat. I start to get worried, we found him cutting in the forest, is he......... no. "Mitch, Sub, room, now." I say, urgency in my voice. I hop up out of my seat, Mitch doing the same next to me. I look into his eyes, I think he was thinking the same thing. We both run down the hall to Sub's room. "Sub, Sub, we are coming in." I say as I open the door. I peek in.

He wasn't sitting at his computer, I look around. His bathroom door was open, I smell blood. My eyes widen, i sprint to the bathroom and my eyes widen even more. Sub, propped up against the wall, eye closed, blood running down his arms, razor wedged underneath his skin. I run over and pull the razor out of his arm. I hear Mitch scream for Seto. I search around the bathroom looking for bandages. "Mitch, what's wrong?" I hear Seto ask. I hear shuffling around so I am guessing Mitch pointed over to the bathroom. I see Seto poke his head into here.

His eyes widen and he ran next to me. He crouched down and started chanting stuff in runic. The cuts in Sub's arms started healing up. One after one, they where all healed. I see Sub's eye flutter open, I engulfed him into a tight hug. I pull back, tears running down my face. "Sub, don't you ever cut, or think about cutting, ever again. Okay?" He nods his head slowly, tears in his eye. He then hides his arms behind his back. "Sub, let me see your arms." I say, he slowly puts his arms back in front of him.

I look at his arms and my eyes widen. He has hundreds of scars, littering his arms. Some new, some old. "When did you start cutting Sub?" He brings out his notebook and starts to write. 'I started cutting 7 years ago'. I cover my mouth in shock. He had been cutting for, 7 years, and he is only 17. Seto has tears falling from his eyes as well. Seto has been easing Sub into living here, having only been living here for 5 months. We know Seto's age and what he looks like but not his name. We are giving him his time, we will wait until he is ready.

Seto then brought Sub into a tight hug, avoiding touching his arms. Sub froze up slightly and then hugged back. "What happened?" I hear Sky say as he and the others walked in. There eyes widen at the sight, "WHAT THE HELL?!" Husky yelled. Sub jumped in surprise of Husky yelling and banged his head against the counter, knocking himself out. A small trickle of blood started pooring out of his head. Greens and black where mixed with his blood.

"Soooo, that's what Sub ment by not saying he was not completely human." I say as I look at his blood. "What do you mean, not completely human?" Sky says looking directly at me.

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