!!TW!!
• Anxiety Attack
• Swearing

DESCRIPTION:
Matt's anxiety has been down low and stable for a few weeks until Matt starts having really bad anxiety randomly when he wakes up to film a car video.

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NO ONE :)

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      Matt has always had anxiety. Everyone knows he has bad anxiety, too. Nick and Chris help with it a lot, always calming him down from panic attacks. But Matt's anxiety has been on an all time low recently, until today.

      This morning, Matt woke up. He felt happy. He felt free, loose. Like he could do anything, which was rare for Matthew Sturniolo. You see, Matthew Sturniolo is three main things: sensitive, anxious, and introverted. If you could describe him in three words, those would be the three words to describe Matthew Sturniolo.

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Matt walks downstairs in his oversized sweatshirt and sweatpants. Nick is making breakfast while Chris is watching SpongeBob on the TV. Which, if you think about it, is VERY normal for Chris. He's a child in an adult body.

"Morning, Matt." Chris says happily as Nick also says,"Morning, Matt. We are having bacon and eggs by the way." Bacon and eggs, Matt's favorite. (your eggs were my breakfast) Matt sits down next to Chris while Nick cooks the food.

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Later that afternoon, Matt was feeling sleepy. So he took a nap, thinking he would wake up. But he never woke up ever again...

JKJKJK

Later that afternoon, Matt took a nap before filming Friday's car video. He woke up feeling slightly off, slightly anxious. He blew it off like it was nothing, ignoring it completely. He was soon in the car with Nick and Chris, in their usual parking lot with their usual orders of McDonalds.

Matt was quieter, knowing his anxiety was getting the best of him. He was doing so well... why start now? Meanwhile, Nick and Chris are in an argument over French Toast. (ifykyk) Chris looks over at Nick and says,"Why do you care so much?" Nick looks at Chris in disbelief before saying,"WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH? DID I SAY A FUCKING THING? WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH? YOU JUST WENT ON A FUCKING THREE MINUTE TAGENT ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU CARE! I WAS ACTUALLY TRYING TO INTERRUPT YOU GUYS TO SAY, THIS IS A FUCKING HYPOTHETICAL QUESTION. TOMORROW WE'LL WAKE UP, THERE'LL STILL BE WAFFLES, THERE'LL STILL BE PANCAKES, THERE'LL STILL BE FRENCH TOAST, AND I CARE TOO MUCH? I COULDN'T GIVE A FUCK LESS! MATT COULD WAKE UP AND EAT ALL THREE TOMORROW. WHAT ARE YOU SAYING, I CARE TOO MUCH. I'M LITERALLY WAITING FOR YOU TO STOP. YOU HEAR HOW STUPID YOU SOUND? That's OUTRAGEOUS what you just said to me." Nick shakes his head as Chris laughs his head off, Matt staring out the window, on the verge of an anxiety attack.

Matt's head pounds as well as his heart, his ears ringing. Chris notices and looks over at Matt, putting a hand on his shoulder. "You okay, Matt?" Chris softly says, noticing how Matt's chest rises rather quickly.

      Matt shakes his head and says,"Anxiety..." Which immediately worries Chris since Matt has been doing so well with anxiety lately, it almost felt like a dream about how well he was doing with his anxiety.

      Nick also realizes whats happening, putting his hand on Matt's shoulder and rubbing it. "Shh... breath, Matt. Your okay." Nick says as Chris puts Matt's hand on his chest, near his heart since it calms Matt.

      Matt's eyes flutter closed as he listens to them. Nick says,"Take deep breaths... in... and out..." Matt listens to Nick as he calms down. Matt trades spots with Chris and Chris drives home. When they get home, everyone goes to Nick's room to sleep. Matt is in the middle with his two brothers on the outside.

Matt knows he will be alright. His brothers will always be there for him. Always.

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I ACTUALLY LIKE THIS. AND SORRY FOR BEING GONE WITHOUT A NEW CHAPTER OUT FOR A LONG TIME. BUT IM BACK YALL!