Hey guys, so, as most of you know, I had to suddenly put down one of my favorite dogs, Meeka. She was a black and white husky with piercing blue eyes. It all happened at once, my parents noticed that she was whimpering in pain (Meeka was not a complainer, she barely barked, and she didn't howl often, but when she did, we'd have a conversation with her.) and my parents set her on the couch, noticing some blood in her eye.

After 30 minutes, her eye was extremely red and she was breathing heavily, my mom called me downstairs and me and my dad rushed Meeka to the vet at 9 PM.

The vets said that she was internally bleeding, by a lot, and the blood in her eye continued to spread, and her stomach was full of blood. Because of COVID, me and my dad had to wait in the car and we were called every time they gave us an update.

We were going to do a blood transplant, but the vet said it was only going to last the night and she'd suffer all through it. After a lot of crying, we decided to put her down. We sat there with her, petting her, telling her that she was a good girl, and saying how much we'd miss her. We pet her until the vet euthanized her, and we stayed there, petting her, as my mask got filled with snot and tears. When I got home, I ran upstairs and called my friend.

Here's where the rant starts,

I called them, crying harder than I've ever cried before in front of them, explaining what happened. He tried to comfort me, and offered to play Roblox to make me feel better, I declined, and laid in bed, crying, telling everyone what just happened.

Then, not even 10 minutes later I get a text from the friend asking if I felt better and could play Roblox.

WHO THE FUCK SOBS AFTER THE DEATH OF A BELOVED PET AND THEN 7 MINUTES LATER IS FINE AND FEELS BETTER??

I know they were trying to help, but come on. It's been at least 4 days ever since I said I wasn't going on most social media's (decided to come back to Wattpad early) and I have not went on Roblox, I've just been trying to do things off the internet to help me cope, and he keeps calling asking if I could play Roblox.

BITCH IM MOURNING THE DEATH OF A LOVED ONE, I DO NOT FEEL OKAY, I DO NOT HAVE THE ENERGY TO SPEAK TO PEOPLE OUTSIDE MY FAMILY. I'll text you, but I won't answer calls.

I'm also spending more time with my family, we're extremely sad and we can't even look at a husky without tearing up a bit, but I've been trying to keep them close, just so I know that I'm not pushing them away.

I'm just a little angry at that, and wanted to rant about it.

And if your wondering what caused Meeka to start rapidly dying out of nowhere, basically her white blood cells began to attack her red blood cells, and there's no cure for it. It has multiple triggers, but it can happen out of nowhere. I'm glad we at least got a conclusion to that.