part 2 of the 2 part special

after that night, chan and felix kinda drifted apart.

chan seemed to be lying about how he feels about felix, he got very defensive real quick.

at home felix was always quiet, minho tried to get him to speak or even try and do something with his life but he wouldn't budge.

at school the two of them were quiet, students questioned it but they eventually let it go because they could actually focus on their schoolwork now.

while minho was walking to class he heard two people talking.

"what chan said about felix is right, he's very stuck up, he hasn't been nice to anyone that I've ever seen"

"tell me about it"

minho sees felix who was walking towards them, but he yanks his arm close to him so he could listen to their conversation too.

"everyone agrees except his brother"

"yeah and chan also said that he's got a terrible attitude and he's basically nothing"

minho looks at felix, who slowly stands up and walks away.

minho clenches his fists and walks up to them.

"how about you stop talking about my brother huh?"

"minho—"

"how would you feel if others talked about you guys like that huh? I know sure as hell you wouldn't like it"

"we're sorry—"

"you better be, I suggest you stop talking about people behind their backs or this will get ugly next time" minho walks away from them and goes after felix.

"felix!" he grabs his arm. "are you okay?"

"why would I be okay?" felix spoke in a raspy voice. "for the first time I thought that someone actually liked me, it turns out I was wrong"

"I'm sorry about that, wanna go home?"

"no I'm okay, just tell chan he can go fuck himself" felix walks away and minho looks down with a sigh following after.

"bang chan, wait until lunch"

...

as soon as minho saw chan walk into the canteen, he walks up to him.

"what the hell chan!?" minho pushes him.

"what?"

"why did you say all that stuff about felix?"

"what stuff?"

"that he's such a pretty delight, oh you know what! that he's stuck up and has a bad attitude" minho pushes him again. "you don't know about him so you don't get to say that about him"

"wait woah that was before I liked him"

"you like felix?" someone asks.

"huh?"

"you just said before I liked him"

"I didn't"

"you did"

chan was now stuck in a position, he wanted to reveal his true feelings but he didn't want to be judged like he said to felix before.

of course he didn't know that felix was watching.

"I don't like him"

"liar" minho says.

"this doesn't concern you" chan looks at minho.

"it does when my brother gets hurt from your lying ass!" minho pushes him again.

"stop pushing me!" chan pushes him back.

"mr. good guy has a mean side huh?" minho pushes him again, and shortly after a fight breaks out.

"stop hurting my brother!" minho yells as he gives a punch to chan.

"stay out of this!" he pushes minho to the floor.

"stop it! both of you!" felix finally joins in and he separates them.

"felix..." chan looks at him.

"felix what's going on between you and chan?" someone asks.

"what's going on is..." he looks at chan, then minho, then back at chan. "I hate him"

"you do?" the some person asks.

"yeah... just stop fighting for crying out loud" felix walks away, and he feels chan grab his arm.

"really? you hate me?"

he takes a deep breath and turns around with a look that he's ready to snap at him, and he does.

"yes I hate you! I hate that you're not in my life! I hate that you're so kind, I hate that you're so handsome, I hate that whenever you look at me with those sparkling eyes my heart beats a million miles, I hate it when you show that pretty smile, I hate it when you talk to me with your charming voice, I hate it when you treat me kindly, I hate that I want you to always be in my life no matter what, and where we are... but most importantly... I hate that I love you more than anything else in the world..." he looks down as his eyes fill up with tears.

it's silence between the scene until felix walks out of the canteen.

minho goes after him, but chan puts his arm out as he's the one who should do it.

he stops felix and turns him around to kiss him, which obviously caught felix, and everyone else off guard.

"those things I said about you was before I liked you, it was before the storms, before I fell in love with you. I hate that I said those things because you're not, you're not stuck up at all, you're so precious, you're so caring and funny, you're beautiful" chan caresses his cheek. "I'm so sorry. I love you too"

felix shows a smile and he wraps his arms around him. before they could kiss again, everyone starts cheering for them.

perhaps chan didn't need to keep it a secret after all.

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