part 1 of the 2 part special

after they leave the canteen from lunch, the bell rings and the two of them separate as they go to class.

since their relationship was now a secret, they needed to act like their usual selves.

when they enter history, they act like always, hating each other even though they secretly didn't.

"did you guys read the chapters?" she looks around the class, some say yes and the ones who were quiet obviously didn't.

as class went on, nothing was suspicious at all, they both completely acted like they weren't together and they still hated each other like always.

when it was time to go, felix felt himself get pulled into the bathroom.

"chan you scared me" felix says as chan chuckles and holds his hand.

"that was my intention" felix rolls his eyes before he wraps his arms around him, chan does the same.

they stay like that for a while, until they quickly separate when the door opens.

"it's just us" minho says with jisung behind him.

"good" chan says and they go back to the same position.

"I'm surprised hyunjin's big mouth didn't say anything yet" felix says.

"he's too busy with changbin" jisung says.

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"finally we can be alone together" felix says as him and chan go into felix's room, chan coming through the window.

"so I wanna know when you first liked me" chan sits next to felix on his bed.

"I'm not sure exactly when... but when we were in the cabin was when I knew I had feelings for you" chan smiles.

"I see, so why did you fall for me then?"

"you're really annoying you know that?"

"you love it" felix rolls his eyes.

"when did you like me?"

"I don't know when either, but when I was told that you like me I just... had this feeling that I wanted to be with you"

"well you got what you want"

"I did"

"why don't you want anyone knowing about us?"

"you know how people can be, they're very judgemental and if they find out about us, they'll make fun of us and say bad things..."

"I've never cared what people think"

"I know, you should hear what people say about you"

"what do they say?" felix asks.

"that doesn't matter, because you said you don't care"

"have you said anything bad about me?"

"no" he answers immediately.

"that was an awfully quick response"

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