"I hate that you're not in my life! I hate that you're so kind, I hate that you're so handsome, I hate that whenever you look at me with those sparkling eyes my heart beats a million miles, I hate it when you show that pretty smile, I hate it when you talk to me with your charming voice, I hate it when you treat me kindly, I hate that I want you to always be in my life no matter what, and where we are... but most importantly... I hate that I love you more than anything else in the world..."

felix jumps up and starts breathing heavily.

"what the hell was that I was saying?" he takes a deep breath and sees it's 7 am.

he was quiet the whole time, which caused minho concern.

what he said was right, nothing was gonna change, except that minho and jisung are dating.

jisung comes to pick them up, felix becomes the struggling third wheel between them, but it didn't really bother him because he was pretty much zoned out the whole time.

when they arrive at school, it was just like how felix said, nobody was interacting, changbin was by himself, hyunjin was with some other people, and chan was walking to class.

"you okay?" minho looks at felix.

"yeah, just monday blues" he walks to his locker, while chan walks past him, the two of them share eye contact, but then chan rolls his eyes and keeps walking.

felix slams his locker shut and he walks away.

"what's going on with him?" jisung asks.

"I have no idea"

"oh but I do" hyunjin walks up to them, they turn around to face him.

"hyunjin?"

"yes that's me minho, don't wear it out" he flips his hair.

"what are you doing here?"

"well you know in the movies how when two people hate each other it most likely means they like each other?" minho nods, then his eyes widen.

"felix likes chan?" hyunjin nods.

"everyone knows except chan himself" hyunjin says.

"changbin knows too?" jisung asks and hyunjin nods.

"I'll be back" minho leaves to go find felix, who was on his way to his first class, but he grabs his arm and brings him into the bathroom.

he checks the stalls to make sure nobody was there, luckily no one was there.

"you like chan?" felix's eyes widen.

"hyunjin...."

"yeah but that doesn't matter, what happened to the we're brothers you can tell me anything shit?" minho crosses his arms.

"I know... but I've never liked anyone before how the hell am I supposed to tell you when I don't even know the feeling myself!?"

"we'll talk about this later let's go to class" they both leave the bathroom.

...

"shit!" felix lets out as him and minho start to walk home.

"what?"

"there's another storm coming come on let's run home so we don't get stuck in it again" felix grabs minho's arm but he doesn't budge.

"come on!"

"you go yourself, I actually want this to happen"

"seriously!?"

"yeah"

"fine" felix runs away to go home while minho waits for the storm to hit.

he starts running to the cabin as thunder starts rumbling.

he goes inside to see nobody else there, he was awaiting for the others to come again, except for felix obviously.

a smile approaches his lips when he sees jisung walk in.

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