Alright... so... I won't be able to update as often... and I wasn't going to sat this... but I guess I should explain my self... *sigh*

I was always born weird... I have a different coloured eye and get bullied for that... I'm currently 16, I'll turn 17 in December...

When I was 12, I was driving to New York to visit family when.... the car crashed... I made it with a scar on my nose, neck, arm, and leg... and my dad made it out with a big scar on his right side... but... my mom and younger brother didn't make it.......

Ever since that day I've had hard times breathing, depression problems, anxiety, PTSD, and a few other things. I can't even get into a car... and it's been 4 years...

As I type this, I'm sitting in a hospital bed... I'm in the hospital because I've been coughing alot and might be sick... so I'm stuck here for a while... and another surgery is going to happen.... yay!

I'm truly sorry, and I'll upload as soon as I can... I'm also posting this at like 1:00 am so that's cool ...

Fun fact!!! I have insomnia!!! Yay!!!

If you don't know what that means, it means I can't sleep...

Again I'm so so sorry, but my body decided to be cruel today..... and for a while...

So I'll see you guys as soon as possible... I hope y'all are having beter lives than me....

Also one more thing... thank you all so so much for the support, you have no idea how much it means to me....

Well... see y'all later... hopefully