Day 12 (Night)

My brain hushed, sleep was evading me and I felt unsettled.

Master Hitsuhara was indeed capable of a light trust, he seemed to not want any harm to come to me, so it wasn't him that made me anxious.

I am now able to lift my arms and legs, but I can't open my eyes, advancing any sort of panic that I have to times 10. Mizuru explained to me that I was trauma before here and so this is my brain's reaction to shielding me, or at least that was what she had quoted from the nurse, using hypotheticals. You had one job brain, One Job!

I mentally sighed, as I had found myself doing more often these days. It was so brain numbingly boring when I was stuck alone. I really had nothing left to think about that I already found a solution and ran over a million times in my head.

A squeak close to the opposite side of the room from the door scared me. I would have jumped, but you know, I can't.

Someone hissed lowly and I heard feet hit the wooden floor around me. Someone is in, the window is open, someone got it and I can't defend myself!

I mentally panicked, all I can do is move my weak arms and legs, that can't even do much!

The person comes closer, bending and leaning over my head.

I feel their soft breathe hitting my forehead, they took their hand and laid against my cheek, almost stroking it.

I felt arms under my back and knees slide and pick me up, standing and turning.

I tried to move my body, but as I already spent my energy this morning to show Mizoru and seeing as it was nighttime, I couldn't do more than twitch a finger.

Instead of being frantic and afraid, I have to analyze this. The person holding me didn't feel to big, taller than Sasuke but smaller than Kakkashi. About the same size as Haku.

I heard a sniffle and in front of the window which I could feel the night air pour from, I am guessing only a step away from the outside, my carrier fell to their knees.

Warm water, tears, hit my face and the person pulled me closer. Kami, this is uncomfortable, I don't want to be coddled by a stranger.

They stroke my face with shaky hands, crying silently, their body shivering.

Please, your sad. I don't like it.

Let me go, please.

Just let me go!

They stopped crying, only sniffling and picked themselves up.

They picked me up again and set me back, kneeling on the creaky wood beside me.

Sniffling, they kissed my head, a stranger just kissed me!!

Help!!!

They smoothed my hair back and prepared to leave when I heard the door whisk open violently.

"Get back here!! Stop!!" It sounded like Hitsuhara-san was here now and my panic dropped a tier.

The attacker growled and I felt my body raise.

"SHE ISNT YOURS!!" That voice was familiar, but something was off about it, like it wasn't the voice I had wished it was.

"Like I would ever let you have her! She is mine! Where were you when you failed your mission, broke your promise!" Hitsu was screaming, I am not his! Mizoru, he wasn't as you hoped, I am sure he isn't to be trusted! Even more so because he was the reason Shri makes me stay here, threatening me with the control of my body and the lives of my loved ones.

I let a few tears slide out, this is to much, I don't know how to deal with this anymore, please just end it.

Something cold rushs into me, cold air pushed it self into my lungs.

I gasp and cough, opening my eyes as I sat up, struggling to breathe.

Dark, small pinpricks of light peeked in through the window, moonlight flashing in the small room.

Both boys turned to me, I don't recognize either of them.

The one on the right being pulled by his collar had soft blond hair and wide surprised blue eyes, on the left a raven haired boy, all sharp features yet, a soft and despairing look in his worn dark green eyes.

"Keira," the blond one whispered, that was is Hitsu's voice. I turned to him, so many emotions plaguing my body but the prominent were fear and sorrow.

With my eyes closed and my body slacked I could simply push all my feelings away, when I Awoke however, my body couldn't muster the strength to push it down any more.

I felt like a huge tidal wave was pushing and pulling me apart, everything new and terrible and I realize that after all this ache to be able to move my body, I just wanna go back to sleep. I can't deal with this anymore.

My eyes watered and my head pounded, knives implanted themselves into my skull over and over, their pointed emotion set with a passion to overwhelm me.

It started as a fire in my stomach, making a lump in my throat, then a vicious earthquake in my heart, now stretching to a scream.

Agony fueled , I ripped my pain to vibrate and turmoil in the air.

The raven haired one was the first to react, clutching my head and sob screaming at the pain, he wrapped his arms around me and flew out the window.

I can't fight back, I can't do anything, I stop screaming and sob and hiccup as he carried me gently.

I don't understand, he is holding me so softly and I think he cried for me earlier.

"Love, I have to jump now, hold on ok?" He whispered in my ear and I tried to shrink smaller into myself, only whimpering when I couldn't just disappear away from all this choas in me.

I heard distant shouting behind us, I stopped crying so loud, swallow it, only the weak cry in battle I told myself.

He pulled my shivering body close to him and I was so confused I didn't shy away, but relished in the human contact.

He called me his love, I am no ones love, I don't know him!

I dotn know what to feel, what to think, I can't handle this, I don't know, my body rattles and I start to hyperventilate.

We reach an edge to a cliff and the voices grow closer. My breath starts to quicken and he jumps.

Pang!

My body floats, his warm arms leave me and we plummet, falling down the cavern.

"NOOOOO!!!" I grab his waist as he flails to reach me, a memory peaks at my mind and flashes white as he curled his body around mine.

''''''''

"Keiraaaaa!

Wake up! Cmon! I won't wait all day! Let's go check it out!" He tugged at her lazy body and she sighed, giving in and dusting herself off as she stood.

Smiling wide, the brown haired girl held the taller boy's hand.

"How long is it to the bottom?" She leaned over the edge as he copies her movement.

"I dun know" the curious child scratched his black hair, making look even more spiky and unruly. Throwing a medium sized rock into the chasm, he looked back at her with a gentle excited life in his eyes. "Let's see if we can find a way down" he smirked standing quickly, proud of his new idea.

She giggled and stood. "Maybe we will find...."

Crack

Sprchk

The pebbles shifted and fell at her sudden movement, leaving an out stretched arm and a horrified young boy.

"Aaaahhhhhhh!!"

And so she fell

Far

Far

Far

Down the rabit hole

Bringing her to a new home

Lonely, for with her,

there can be no company

With a woe filled promise

Of a later return.