"Nu-uh," He shakes his head pressing his lips together, "Why not?"

"Daddy is top,"

"I want to top too,"

"Nopenopenopenope." He says shaking his head, "Why not?" I groan grabbing the vibrator from across the bed.

"Because daddy says so," He leans up to place a kiss of my lips, "Fine, I'll top someone else then." I pout rummaging around his drawer to find lube.

"Nuuuuu~" I raise an eyebrow at him, "What?"

"You wont find someone else. My fuck buddy," He says with a pout, "I will if you can't fufill my needs,"

He pouts, "I fufill your needs,"

"My needs include fucking hot guys,"

"Well I dont like being bottom. It's a turn off, "

"You don't know unless you try. I didn't wanna be bottom either,"

"I have tried it. I wont again." He says pressing his lips together before looking away.

"You haven't tried it with me,"

"Well I'm not going to..."

"Fine. Like I said, I can find someone else,"

He went quiet before placing his lips onto mine to change the subject; I kiss back, laying beside him as I grope his muscles.

He parts his lips his tounge brushing over my lips, "Are you gonna fuck me now?"

"Nope. You're gonna fuck yourself on daddy," He chuckles hips hands moving up my body.

"... Do I have to...?"

He nods, "Daddy got the vibrator. You get daddy," He says with a grin. I nod hesitently, handing him the vibrator and sitting on his lower abdomen.

He grins turning it on the the third setting. He held it at the base of my member.

I bite my lip harshly restraining a surprised moan as I scratch his stomach trting to grab onto something, "I thought you were getting the vibrator..."

"Yeah but it makes you blush," He chuckles reaching down to use it on himself.

"Does Not," I mumble positioning myself above his dick.

Taehung moans pushing the vibrator inside himself, he holds to my hips to help steady me.

I lower myself onto him, flinching at the slight pain.

He rubs my hips soothingly "Slowly and gradually. It'll hurt less," He moaned slightly as he spoke.

"You should've prepped me..." I groan feeling my eyes start to water.

"Sorry," He mutters leaning his head back.

I let myself adjust to him resting my hands on his lower abdomen as I watch him.

He had his eyes closed his lips parted as he enjoys the feelings given by me and the toy.

I push myself up, attempting to slowly ride him, he moans slightly louder gripping tightly onto my hips.

I reach behind me switching the vibrator up to the fourth setting as I start to move faster.

He curses through a moan biting onto his lip harshly, "Do you like it daddy?" I moan inbetween pants.

He moans while trying to speak, he ends up just nodding instead, I smirk, enjoying having at least a little power over him.

He began to mumble something incoherrent and inaudible, "What'd you say?" I mutter quietly

He mumbles more his eyes squeezing together tightly, "TurnItDownIDon'tWannaGetThereBeforeYouDoBabyBoy-WantToMakeItGoodForYou"

"You can make it good for me anyway daddy," I coo turning the vibrator up to five watching him squirm cleary on the verge of screaming.

I chuckle before switching it back down to two, moaning loudly as he thrusts into me almost as if he was punishing me for turning it up so high.

He thrusts his hips up as I go down on him, I moan loudly scratching at his stomach again.

His legs shook as he closed his legs slightly as if to control the amount of pleasure he was getting from the dildo.

"You want me to turn it down more?"

He shakes his head pressing his lips together as he thrusts into me, I nod moaning as I start touching myself, moving as fast as I can.

Taehyung's thighs and stomach tense his chest rising and falling quicker as though he was trying to fight his climax.

"I'm close Daddy," I mumble losing my breath, "FuckILoveYouSoMuch," He says with a whine so quietly that I cant make sense of what he said.

"W-what?" I stutter trying to make him repeat it a little clearer.

He whines gripping my hips tighter to try and hold his climax as he thrusted into me to build me up.

I grip onto his hands letting my eyes roll back panting heavily.

He thrusts a few more times they werent as powerful as before, Icould tell that him controlling his climax was tiring him out.

I moan slouching against him as I reach my climax, I let him fuck me roughly through my climax cumming onto his chest.

He glanced down himself seeing my cum dripping a down his chect, he closed his eyes thrusting into me to build himself up to the max.

I grind against him, stopping once he pushes my hips down, his back arches as he releases inside me choking against his moan.

I pull out the vibrator as he lays there panting, his hands still gripping onto my hips.

He doesn't move for a while only his lips moved as he breathed, "Tae? Are you okay?"

"Fuck" He mutters, "Fuck that was good. You're amazing," He breathed out the last past in a tired slurr.

"You know what would be even better?"

He hums questioningly his thumbs brushing over my hips.

"If you let me fuck you,"

He shook his head, his head nodding to the side like he was trying to stay awake,
"Hm maybe one day," I mumble laying on his chest

I gently brush his sweaty bangs from his forehead before pecking his forehead, he smiles a little.

"Can you let go of my hips now?" I mumble shuffling, He moved hands to hug around my waist.

I pull off of him before sitting on his pelvis to cuddle him, He snuggles into me half asleep and half sober.

"Why did you text me?" I mumble into his neck quietly.

"I didnt want to be alone," He mumbles quietly just loud enough so I could hear him.

"And you couldn't ask to hang out rather than fuck me?"

"It wasnt that... Kind of alone..." He mutters quietly, "So your dick was lonely?"

I didnt get an answer from him, he had fallen asleep with his face pressed into my neck.

♡

I wake up with a slight whine, I smell Taehyung's scent of collone against the pillow and reach out to find him beside me, the only thing my fingers feel in an empty space.

I pout rubbing my eyes and crawling out Taehyung's bed to look around the apartment for him.

"Tae?" I say quietly moving into the living room, I see him curled on the sofa with coffee, "Shhh. Not so loud."

"... Sorry," I mumble a bit quieter, "You okay?"

"You're litterally yelling." He grumbles sipping his coffee before pressing his face into a cushion.

"I'm really not..." I whisper leaning against him on the sofa. He whines "My head hurts,"

"Have you had paracetamol and water?" He nods with a wince. "Anything I can do...?" I ask quietly trying not to irritate him.

"Remind me never to drink again?" He says with a slight strained smile. "I'll try,"

He smiles shuffling over as he patted the sofa beside him, I move onto his lap wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Hangovers suck," He whines, "Hm that's why I dont drink~"

"No that's because you're a light weight,"

"How would you know?"

"Because of how drunk you got when we went out,"

"Oh yeah... That's just cause of the tequila though. I don't usually get drunk that quick."

"Still though," he teases with a smile, "Still what...?"

"Light weight," He coos, "Asshole," I coo pouting against his neck. "Sorry if I said anything weird. I don't remember basically the first half of the night,"

"Do you remember the vibrator?"

"When you rode me?"

"... Yeah..."

"A little bit"

"So you dont remember before?" I ask kissing his neck lightly, "Nope, nothing. Why? Was I weird?"

"Just a little,"

"Fuck, what did I say?" He says with a whine, "Hm nothing in particular, but you wanted me to run here,"

"Sorry," He says sipping his coffee, "It's fine, you said you were lonely,"

"I remember that bit..." He says with a sigh, "Sorry, I'm not my best when i'm drunk,"

"Nah it was kinda nice hearing you admit you have emotions," I coo taking my lips off his neck to look at him.

"Hmm, you didn't hear me say anything else... Did you?" he asks turning his head to me with a slight hiss of pain.

"Depends, what kinda things?"

"Just anything that I shouldnt have said... Anything weird that you heard"

"I heard you moaning with a dildo up your ass? That was pretty weird."

He chuckles, "That's normal. You did the same,"

"Yeah but I never thought I'd hear you whine,"

"I didn't whine..." He says with a stubborn grumble.

"Yes you did. You were whining when I wasn't even touching you,"

"Was not,"

"You were, I remember it perfectly,"

"I was drunk I have an excuse, whats yours?" He says, "My excuse is I do it cause it turns you on,"

"... Well thats true..." He chuckles, "I know~ So you're welcome." I coo hugging him.

He gently brushes his hand across the back of my head.

"You should talk about your emotions more often,"  I mumble tiredly into his chest.

He shakes his head with a sigh.

"Why wouldn't you?"

"It never goes well, emotions tie you down like ropes,"

"Hm I get that. But for me when I talk about it, I just feel like the person I'm talking to fixed all my problems,"

"Some problems can only be fixed with the ability to turn back time,"

"Some problems can only be fixed through trusting someone else to keep your secrets,"

"Others don't," He says sipping his coffee.

"Others don't what?" I mumble sipping some of his coffee.

"Other problems dont get fixed with just someone knowing it... That's just one more person to know and one more person that can't do anything about it,"

"One more person who can understand and try to help you. Your problems won't ever get better unless you believe they can,"

He shuffles slightly as though he was uncomfortable, "Believing it can get better or not, the problem is there and it wouldn't go away,"

"Maybe you just aren't letting it get better. You expect it to stay the same so it does. That's how it worked with me and Namjoon."

"I dont want to talk about this, can we change the subject?"

"... Fine, but you can't avoid it forever, I'll try help if you ever feel like telling me,"

"You couldn't help even if you wanted to... Some problems are just out there forever..."

"I might be able to help, you dont know enough about my life to decide that I cant help,"

"I know enough. I know that I will never be able to fix what he-" He cuts himself off looking away.

"Maybe you cant fix it but you can stop it bothering you,"

"No I can't... You dont understand how much it has ruined, you dont get what it has done," His voice broke slightly and he bit his lip.

"And I'm not going to understand unless you tell me," I mutter carressing his neck comfortingly.

"You wouldn't though... Jimin didn't... Not really... He just had the attitude of it'll get better over time. It still hasn't even after 8 years..."