I stir on my bed uncontrollably. Beads of sweat forming on my face as I try my best to not think about the incident that happened earlier.

I feel suffocated . Looking at the window I feel a soothing breeze hitting my face. I wear my slippers before skipping to the garden . The cool breeze hits me, making me inhale fresh air.

I walk a few rounds and sit on a table located in front of the huge white swing.

"Can't sleep Y/n?" My name rolls off from his tongue making me snap my attention towards him. He is standing in front of me with some files and a laptop in his hand. My eyes scan his body shamelessly as his body is wrapped in grey sweats and a hoodie of the same colour that fits very well around his defined torso. Not wanting to be disrespectful, I stand up and greet him with a small smile.

" Yeah. Just had a weird dream , I guess." Laughing nervously, I scratch my head before setting down on the seat again. He hums in his deep voice and takes a seat right in front of me, placing his belongings on the table.

"Wanna talk about it?" He asks sitting comfortably on the chair, his attention completely focused on me.

"Why would you like to know about it, Mr Jeon?" The words come out of my mouth involuntarily making me instantly regret as I observe his face turning dark. He looks at me with an unreadable expression. He isn't annoyed but doesn't seem pleased by my sentence either.

He is intense .

"I-I am really sorry-"

"First of all-" his words interrupt mine as he shifts in his chair coming closer to my frame."- I would really appreciate if you call me Jungkook rather than calling me Mr Jeon and second-"he sighs running his hand through his hair attractively"- I will be really straight.. I am really interested in knowing more about you." His words leave me in shock . I am completely clueless how to react.

"Well... there isn't much to know about me."

" I doubt that. You seem very intriguing ." His eyes are focused on me, penetrating into my soul deeply. He possesses this strong aura that can surely make any girl fall on knees for him.

"I am not sure what to talk about. You ask me something." I am not sure if it's a right decision to make him ask me whatever he wants, but it's definitely better than to sit under his burning gaze feeling intimidated by him every second.

" Do you have a boyfriend?" His question leaves me in splits .

"Wow... You are pretty bold. " I laugh nervously.
I thought he would ask something basic like my favorite colour or age but never would have thought he would ask me about my non-existent love life.

"Well that I am.. being a businessman it's very important for me to be bold and clear with what I want to convey. Besides, I already know about your basic likes . Sohee speaks a lot about you. " He says with a chuckle escaping his throat . I am flushed with embarassment probably wondering what sort of things are known to him about me.

"You didn't answer my question, Y/n."

"No. I am not in any relationship." I see a grin appearing on his face for a moment.

Is he happy hearing that?

"What about you?." I ask him the same question, not wanting to be the only one talking about my personal life.

"No. I am not a relationship person." His voice turns a bit deeper while he says these words. It's totally invalid to think that this person sitting right in front of me is a virgin like me, not to forget what he said about tasting me while we were in the ball . But he said he isn't into relationships. This is confusing.

"Interesting. So, you don't believe in love?"The words slip from my tongue . I can't help but ask about him more and more.

"No. I don't. And honestly there isn't anything like love . All relationships are like barter systems. You have to give in order to gain something. There is no unconditional love that exists in real life. I am sure you have a different opinion on it." I agree with him partially though. It's hard to find an unconditional love story in real life.

"Well... owing to the fact that I am a literature student who has grown up reading love novels all my life, I do believe in love. But it might just be an illusion that I am living in. I would love to fall in love and experience that unconditional feeling with someone someday , definitely." I observe him as he relaxes in his chair , spreading his legs .

" There's no unconditional love." He scoffs, making me frown.

"How can you say that when you haven't fallen in love?"

"I have seen the broken marriage of my parents in front of my eyes , Y/n. They loved each other so much yet they got seperated. You know why? Because Romeo and Juliet are an exception Y/n. Not compulsion."

"Exactly my point, Jungkook. Not all love stories have to end with the lovers being seperated and love is an immortal feeling. It lives in the soul of lovers , not body. I have seen my parent's marriage falling apart too. But that doesn't mean that I don't believe in love or nothing like love exists. Yes maybe not now , but I do want to fall in love with someone. Accidents happen everyday, Jungkook. That doesn't stop us from walking on the road. Just because our parent's marriage didn't work out doesn't mean that we can never fall in love too." I look at his expressions, as he remains tongue tied. An emotion of internal happiness fills within me.

"Great then. Let's see. If I even fall in love , you will be the first person whom I will tell this to." Jungkook states more like challenging my statement while I nod.

We stay in a moment of comfortable silence before he speaks.

"What are your plans for your future Y/n?" I contemplate whether I should reveal my plans but I don't think there is any harm in telling him about my dreams.

"I plan on being an author. I write books , but I am not sure if they are worth giving a try." He hums yet again.

It's not been more than a few hours that I have met him , but in those hours I have been able to understand a few shades of his character. He isn't a person to speak a lot. He is mysterious, polite , intense and completely intimidating.

"What kind of books do you write?" His question leaves my mouth hanging open. In no way I can speak about what kind of erotic sexual books I write. What would he think about me?

I glance at him, but I guess he has already received his answer through my silence as I notice him looking at me with a smirk.

"I guess we aren't that young to not speak about sex Y/n." My eyes turn double the size as I bite my lips nervously. He has anyways understood what I am hiding from the entire world, so there isn't any use of denying the fact.

"I-I write books on sexual relationships. Don't get me wrong-"

"I have an offer for you." His words snap all my senses making me highly alert on what he is going to say next.

"An offer?"

"I am planning to buy a publishing agency. I want our agency to publish an erotica based on a lustful relationship between a man and a woman. How their desires are fulfilled . How they're attached to eachother due to sex ." The theme excites me. This is completely the genre I have been dying to work on.

"And what do you need my help for?"

"I want you to write a sex scene for the story. If the publisher likes the story we will select you as the author and publish the book under your name." The offer isn't something I would decline. There are many wannabe authors who would die for this offer, But why would he choose someone like me?

"But why are you choosing me? I mean if you want to publish a book you should rather look for an already well settled author who has great experience in writing these kinds of things. You haven't even seen my writing and you are offering me this. I am no E.L.James."

He looks at me for good seconds before standing abruptly and circling the table to stand right in front of me. Settling down on the table he shifts my chair closer leaving us only breath apart.

"Even E.L.James. wouldn't have thought that she is such an amazing writer before she gave it a shot. And believe me Y/n. I am not the most successful businessman for nothing. I can see the potential in your eyes, and I wouldn't have asked you to work for me if I didn't get any benefit from this." His words somehow manage to make me confident. I have never shown my writing skills to anyone to judge them . And this is just a sort of audition, if I have the talent then I should definitely utilise it.

"Okay . I will give it a shot." I chirp happily and see a faint smile resting on his face as well.

"But can you tell me what the characters are?" He nods , taking hold of his laptop and opening a file but doesn't let me see it.

" But I need to know if you have any boundaries."

"No. An author writes with his imagination and imagination has no boundaries." I speak politely but with full confidence.

"What do you know about sugar daddy relationships? That's what the book is about." I swallow hard trying to find an answer. I have never written anything regarding a sugar daddy relationship in any of my books so I am not really having an idea about it but it might land me in a problem if I confess about not knowing about the topic I would be working on.

"Umm...a relationship between usually an older male and a younger female where the male pampers his partner with stuff and all, isn't it?" I tap my legs nervously not knowing if my words are right or wrong.

"Well..it's partially true. But it's not always about an older male and a younger female. You know we just use these words like pampering to make the relationship look sober but the real essence lies in sex. It's a relationship where a male fulfills his sexual fantasies and desires with a woman mostly returning them to her as well and pampers her with gifts ." Well...it was not what I thought about, but seems interesting though. If it's a consensual relationship with both parties involved there shouldn't really be any problem with fulfilling their desires.

"But why do you think every relationship is based on sex?"

"Everything in this world is about sex except for sex. Sex is about power. It's about dominance." I try to remain unaffected with the words he is pouring out so casually. But my body is reacting to every word of his.

" So you are basically saying that this relationship between the two leads is also only based on their sexual fantasies?"

"Yes..here have a look."

He motions me to come closer and opens a file for me to look at. My eyes read each and every word about the description of the book very attentively.

It's a book about a young male and female who agree to be in this relationship wherein the male assures her to fulfill their sexual fantasies and in return he would help her with her financial stuff. That's very different from the traditional definition of a sugar daddy relationship, but it seems more interesting. The book's description seems pretty erotic with both of them discovering their fantasies and giving each other what they want. It's very straight forward with some really erotic topics like BDSM, threesome, foodgasm and many other things that I have probably never heard off.

The description seems perfect. It's definitely going to be interesting to work on an amazing story like this. It's crisp and upto the point with no unnecessary drama. What I like the most is that the female protagonist isn't treated like an escort, she is independent and confident. The only thing that worries me is the male's character. He is young, successful but  a bit dominating.

"What do you think about it?" His question snaps me out of my thoughts.

"Well. Seems interesting but -"

"But?"

"- the male is very dominating. Don't you think?" I look over at him , but he is already starting at me with great intensity.

"Won't you like it if you are dominating your partner in bed?"

"Well that's boring. I feel being submissive and anticipating your partner's next move is much more interesting." This conversation has definitely made me much more confident and comfortable around him but that isn't helping me at this moment where he is staring at me as if I am a piece of meat which he would love to feed on.

"I guess being a dominant is more interesting. To have everything in my control excites me." He speaks in his deep voice.

"Are you a dominant?" I can't help but ask. He is really mysterious. His words are giving me clues to come closer to him but at the same time they are warning me to stay away.

"Yes I am." His answer is short and crisp yet equally alluring. I can't help but feel jealous about those girls who might have witnessed his dominating side.

Few minutes and no words are being exchanged between us. We are just gazing at each other. The tension is thick and much more painful for me as I can feel myself getting aroused by every second. I clear my throat trying to divert the situation.

"How much time do I have to write this?"

"Well technically you have three months but I would like you to complete it within a month so that we can work on the shortcomings before presenting it in front of the publisher."

" Are you going to guide me through this ?" My question makes him smile.

"Yes. Because I want this project in your hand no matter what." I bite my lips trying to suppress my smile. His thumb slowly caressed my lower lip making me pull out my lip .

"Make sure you work pretty well Y/n. Or else I might have to punish you." His words aren't really doing any good to my mental and physical state as I can feel my panties drip in arousal. I am really trying to stay professional and not think of any other thing but I am failing miserably as I am literally caged between his arms right now.

"I-I will do my best . I assure you." I stutter nervously and break free from his hold.

"Good. See you tomorrow then."

"Good night."

My feets work as fast as they can in order to run from his presence. I can feel his gaze on me while I am walking. I mentally groan as I can feel my panties sleek and sticky from my sleep.

This man is going to be the death of me.

Jungkook walks through the hallway with a soft smile resting on his lips but stops as he sees his friend standing outside his room door with his hands crossed over his chest.

"What are you doing here Taehyung?"

"I very well know what you are trying to do with Y/n, Jungkook."

He sighs, running his hand through his hair before closing the door and sitting on the bed.

" What are you speaking?"

"I am not a fool Jungkook. I saw how you were looking at her at the party ever since she came there. And now being so close to her-"

"- I am not a fuck boy Taehyung. But that girl is very intriguing. I can see the fire in her eyes as she communicates. She isn't a sweet , innocent girl that she shows the world. She is equally as dark as me. Her thoughts are as vulgar as mine and I want to bring out the wild . And the best part is she is the first girl who has rejected me."

Taehyung sits on the bed , trying to process his words carefully.

"Are you planning to take revenge on her for that matter Jungkook."

"No. Do you think that I am so low of a person to take revenge? She is interesting. Intriguing. Exciting. I won't play games with her."

"So what are you planning to do?"

He rests his head on the headboard before smiling to himself.

"I am going to make her my sugar baby."

Hey guys!!

I hope you are doing well. I am a bit better too. I can't say completely fine but yes a bit more stable.

I am more than thankful for all the love and supporting messages that u all have showered me with. I haven't read even a single one of them but once I am back on a regular basis on wattpad I will thank you all personally.

Also thank you so much for reporting that woman. Honestly it was so traumatizing for me to get those threats because I have had a near escape through sexual assault and all those messages were nothing less than depressing. And I know I was stupid to think about harming myself, I really regret it.

But I am thankful to my friends and lovely readers who stood by my side.

I am exactly not back to wattpad but I am back to writing.. especially the Indecent Proposal , Strip You Bare and sealed with a kiss I have been writing them a lot. However I will publish a chap a day or two so that you all enjoy the book..but I won't be that active on wattpad for another week.

Tysm again for all the support and love. 🤧🤧😘💜

Hope you all liked the chap. When I will be back after a week or two we can have almost daily updates. So u all will get bored of me 😉😜

Also I have been making aesthetics for every book.

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