Kie's POV:

We got back home and my mom thought I was on a girls trip with Sarah. She would murder me if she knew who I was actually with. I unpacked my bag and did laundry. I had to start packing for school as tomorrow was my last full day in the Outer Banks.

I spent today doing all my packing and my mom helped. We pretty much loaded the car today too. The next day, I spent the entire day with the pogues. We started the day by surfing. We did all our our favorite things and that night we sat by the fire outside the chateau.

"I'm gonna miss you so much" Sarah said hugging me

"No, we can't talk about that because I'm going to cry" I said with my eyes tearing up as Sarah hugged me

We talked about our high school memories and our college adventures. JJ was quiet and I expected that. It was getting late and we were all going to bed.

"So we should probably talk" JJ said

"Yeah..." I said knowing this conversation was going to have to happen

"Looks like our little arrangement is coming to an end" He said almost like he didn't want it to end

"We still have tonight" I said trying to lighten the mood

"I'm going to take total advantage of our last night together" He said said kissing me

"You know, when you come home from college we could renew the contract. You know for fun" JJ suggested

"Contract extended through Thanksgiving. Christmas is pending" I teased him

We broke the kiss and he said, "I have a surprise for you"

He brought me to the side of the house where there was a tent all set up. He looked at me and said, "We can't go to my house and we can't go to yours either. The pogues would kick us out of the chateau so this was my solution"

"It's perfect" I smiled as we went inside the tent

There was an air mattress all made up and a lantern for some light. We started making out the mood was so different tonight. Before it was fun and exciting. Tonight it felt so different. It almost felt sad but that made it almost more special.

Sex with JJ was never bad. It was always amazing. Tonight wasn't any different. We laid there together and so was thinking about our whole arrangement and I said, "You know I'm pretty sure we broke every rule"

"No we didn't"

"We went on a date during your work trip, we talked about being friends with benefits, we just extended this to when so come home from college, we told the pogues, and we've had a few sleepovers and we both know we cuddled on the boat"

"Well I plan on breaking that rule tonight"

"So do I" I said as he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him

He held me in his arms and I said, "Hey, we didn't break all the rules. We didn't fall in love"

JJ chuckled and said, "Yeah, glad we didn't break that one"

"Would have made things much harder" I added

"And awkward" He added

"So awkward"

"And the goodbye would be so much harder"

"Awful" I said back to him

We fell asleep and my alarm went off early the next morning. I was still in JJ's arms and he said, "Good morning college girl"

"Good morning, I don't want to go. I want to stay here forever" I said referring to the tent

"I want you to stay right here, forever..." He said but was interrupted by my phone ringing

I answered it and it was my mom. She wanted to make sure I was awake and that I would be home in twenty minutes. She kept rambling on and JJ started kissing my arm and he worked his way up to my neck. He was driving me crazy. His other hand was on my stomach slowly moving down to the waistband of my shorts. He slipped his hand in my underwear slowly moved his fingers around.

"Mom, I have to go. I have to say goodbye to my friends. I'll be home soon" I said hanging up the phone before I accident moaned or made a noise

I gave JJ a look and he said, "I could resist"

He continued with what he was doing and I wasn't going to complain. We had sex one last time. We got up and I started saying my goodbyes to the pogues. JJ and I just casually hugged goodbye.

"Oh come on, you two have done the nasty so many times and you aren't even going to kiss goodbye" Sarah

"We've never even seen the two of you hold hands"

"That's because it's a friends with benefits situation and we aren't dating" JJ said

"One kiss" John B said

"I dare you to kiss goodbye" Sarah said

JJ kissed my cheek and said, "There"

He looked sad and I wondered why. I said my last goodbyes and then I drove home and I left to head to college. The whole drive there I couldn't stop thinking about JJ.

I wondered why he didn't kiss me goodbye. I didn't I kiss him goodbye? I wished we would have gotten one last kiss but it broke the rules.

I checked my phone and I smiled. JJ was thinking the same thing.

JJ: I'm sorry I didn't kiss you goodbye

JJ: I should have just fucking kissed you

Kie: But it was weird in front of our friends. I felt the same way

Kie: I should have kissed you

JJ: How's the drive?

Kie: Boringggg! I really don't want to go

JJ: You'll do great! I can't wait to see you for Thanksgiving. Don't forget about me

Kie: I won't. I never could. I hope you like texting, calling, and facetiming because I'm going to want to talk to you everyday

I text JJ for hours, basically the whole way there. When we arrived, we stayed in a hotel tonight as move in was tomorrow.

I was nervous and also pissed at my mom and dad for making me go to school early. I couldn't sleep that night. It was around 2am and I texted JJ.

Kie: I miss you

I wasn't expecting a response as I thought he'd be asleep. He surprised me and texted me back almost immediately

JJ: I miss you too