Chapter 5, Min Yoongi Has a Crush


"Depends"

Your answer had Yoongi narrowing his eyes. What did you even mean by that?

"On what?", he asked as you looked at him with the softest smile on your face.

"On the person you end up with."

Yoongi left your hand in an instant, he never expected this. A simple question with a simple answer but you managed to give a totally new perspective to it. He was baffled, confused and a war was taking place inside of him as he just stared at you. The more he looked at you, the more convinced he was that the universe knew what it was doing when it chose you as his soulmate. He hated it that he was unable to dislike you. That's not how it worked, anyway. He was destined to fall in love with you and that was what was going to happen, unless he managed to cut the string before it happened.

He did not want to fall in love. He could not fall in love.

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Yoongi had no idea why the sunset point was so famous when they could watch the sunset from literally everywhere. While Namjoon was sprewing some poetic bullshit looking at the sunset, Yoongi was just looking for some place to sit down after hiking for hours. Unfortunately for him, you decided to plop yourself down right beside him.

"Honestly, the sunset looks beautiful but I can't even focus on it when my legs are so wobbly."

Yoongi cracked a little smile at that because he could relate so much, his legs felt like jelly too. As if the whole atmosphere wasn't putting him down enough, Namjoon decided to eat Sarah's face off as they roughly made out not giving a shit about the audience.

"Oh my God, they're disgusting.", he said as he scrunched his nose. You noticed that he felt more comfortable around you than he did before and it only made you happy.

"It's love, it makes you do gross things."

"I don't think so. Even if I fell in love with someone, I wouldn't eat their face off in public like that."

"Don't be so sure of yourself, Min Yoongi.", you winked and he lost his shit. Min Yoongi's composed, calm self lost his shit.

He turned his face away so quickly that he got scared his neck was going to fall off. He should just cut the string already, he should do it before its too late and he starts regretting it for life.

"Hey, I actually had to ask you something, if you're comfortable I mean."

His head turned towards you and his silence indicated that he wanted you to ask whatever it was.

"Why did you ask me if I believed in soulmates last night? I mean, I'll be honest you don't look like the type to believe in soulmates-"

"I don't.", he cut you off and you blankly stared at him. "I don't believe in soulmates, I don't want to."

"You're scared." Yoongi had never looked so out of it his entire life. How could you see right through him when you've barely known him 2 days.

"W-what?"

"You're scared that you'll get hurt, or worse, you'll hurt the person you love. So you isolate yourself and think this is the best option available but it's not, though. You won't believe me right now because you'll think easier said than done but one day when you experience it yourself, your persective might change."

Yoongi remained silent at that while your gaze travelled to Namjoon and Sarah.

"They look so happy together, I don't think I'm looking for love right now but when it comes to me, I'll embrace it with open arms. If it comes to me, that is."

The last line of your words made Yoongi realize he was in deep shit. He was going to take your chance at love away from you forever. He felt guilty right then but the guild he would feel if he ruined your life by staying with you would be even worse. It would be, right?

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"Okay listen to me, Namjoon. I came on this trip because you emotionally blackmailed me but that's fine. That's totally fine but I'm not going to some stranger's wedding who dreamed of getting married in a fucking COTTAGE! We don't know them, why would they even invite us? I don't even have my suit!"

"That's probably the most you've talked ever since we became friends, hyung. Also, chill. I don't have a suit either, we'll just wear our jackets. Sarah really wants to go and I can't say no to her. Please?"

Yoongi could punch Namjoon in the face right now. "THEN YOU GO WITH HER! WHY DO I HAVE TO COME ALONG?"

Yoongi would've continued getting mad at his friend if you didn't interrupt them with your knocks on the door. He huffed while Namjoon opened the door to reveal you standing there, looking absolutely breathtaking.

"Oh look at you, where did you get the dress from?"

"Oh a nice lady offered to lend me her spare dress. Are you guys ready?"

Yoongi's curiosity got the best of him when he heard the term "dress" and so he turned around just so he could see how you looked and he suddenly wished he didn't. The light pink dress with those damn curls and that make up made you look so attractive that Yoongi almost thanked the universe for making you his soulmate in that moment. The beautiful girl standing at the door was his and his chest swelled with pride for absolutely no fucking reason.

"I'm gonna be ready in like 5 minutes but Yoongi hyung isn't comi-"

"I'll be ready in 5 minutes too." Namjoon narrowed his eyes at Yoongi before smiling in an evil manner.

"Guess we'll see you out in 5 minutes then."
With you out of their room, Namjoon crossed his arms and turned to the elder one.

"What was that?"

"What was what?" Yoongi tried to act oblivious but it obviously wasn't working as Namjoon walked closer to him.

"Oh my God, Min Yoongi has a crush."

"Crush? Seriously? What are we, some middle schoolers?"

"Both of you will make a cute couple, though. Just saying."

"I'm just going because you were insisting, there's no other reason. Now stop wasting your time and go get ready."

"Sure."

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As you sat there beside Yoongi watching the bride and groom say their vows, something just felt so different. Witnessing two people in love deciding to spend the rest of their life together was just so endearing.

Yoongi couldn't say the same, though. Probably because his attention wasn't on the bride and groom at all, rather his attention was on you. Your perfect perfume that distracted him, your perfect face that made him just want to stare at you even though it made him look like a creep.

Even as the newly wedded couple had their very first dance after getting married infront of all of you, his eyes just wouldn't dart away from you. He made himself believe that it was only because the two of you were soulmates right now. The moment he will cut the string, this whole thing that is messing him up will stop.

"Sarah, will you dance with me?" Namjoon extended his hand towards your best friend as he led her to dance floor to dance along to the slow romantic song. The lights had dimmed down and Yoongi could steal glances at you in peace now.

He was totally wrong when he thought that because you turned your face towards him and caught him red handed staring right at you. You being you thought this was because he wanted to dance too and so fuck gender roles because you were about to ask him to dance with you.

"You uhh...do you want to maybe dance with me?" Yoongi's face fell and he started regretting every single decision he made in his life.

"Uhh I...I mean...I.."

"It's okay if you don't want-"

"Let's go." He extended his hand towards you while your lips curved into a smile. He was cute when he was flustered, actually, he was cute all the time. You couldn't believe you were just now noticing how handsome he was.

Yoongi's right hand hesitantly rested on your waist while he held your hand in his left one. The two of you started moving slowly to the rhythm and you somehow believed this wasn't the first time Yoongi was dancing like this. He was good, his body moved naturally and you liked it.

"I want to get to know you more." You blurted out your thoughts just like that and you blushed thinking it might give Yoongi the wrong idea.

"Not like that, I mean yes like that but like you just seem like an interesting person to me."

"I'm probably the most boring person on this planet, not interesting at all." You laughed a little to ease him down, you were sure that wasn't the case.

"I'll be the judge of that, Min Yoongi." You teased him and he held back a smile.

The shades of light changed into dim blue and you wondered how he managed to look so good in these lights. If anything, Yoongi was going through the same dilemma in that moment. How were you so attractive?

His gaze fell to your lips and then to your eyes, he wanted to kiss you. Yoongi wanted to kiss a girl, what was wrong with him? He has always thought of putting his lips on someone else's lips to be gross. Even when he had sex with women, he never kissed them but he wanted to kiss you. God, he wanted to kiss you so bad.

Before his thoughts could get any messier, you decided to mess with his heart instead. You wrapped your arms around his waist as you put your head on his chest. Yoongi's arms hung loosely by his side as he tried to calm his insane heart. He lightly wrapped his arms around you while you moved together on the slow beat. 4 days, you only knew him for 4 days but he somehow felt like home. The comfort you found in his arms felt like home and in that moment, you forgot you were surrounded by a bunch of people.

Yoongi closed his eyes slowly, taking the warmth of your pressed against him in. This was his soulmate, the person that was destined to be his and that was when he realized Namjoon was right.

Min Yoongi has a crush on his soulmate.

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