Jeonghan looked around school restlessly for Seungcheol, wanting to see that sweet face once again. Wanting to engulf the lonely boy in his arms, making him feel the love no one had ever given him. But he was no where to be found.

He spotted Mingyu, walking on the opposite side of the hall with his fingers interlocked with Wonwoo's. The two caught eyes and kept the contact for a few moments before Mingyu turned away, not showing a single bit of interest in the blonde. But Jeonghan brushed it off. He knew that nothing mattered to him except Seungcheol now. So he pushed thoughts of the other kids at school to the back of his head, not caring what they thought about him. As long as Seungcheol still thought of him like he did, he didn't care about anything.

After a while of waiting, Jeonghan finally decided to go to his class. He sat at his usual seat with the empty space behind him that would normally be filled by Seungcheol.

Minuets and minuets passed and Seungcheol still wasn't there. Skipping class seemed like something he'd do before, but Jeonghan knew that he would really skip. It would put down his GPA and he wouldn't go to a good college. So where was he?

Eventually, class ended and there was still no sign of Seungcheol.

Jeonghan hurriedly packed up his things and rushed out of the classroom, looking around for that black haired boy. As the hallways began to get more and more crowded, he started to walk towards his next class.his eyes still darted from face to face, hoping to find the familiar person.

He arrived at his second class and sat down. He watched out the door, still hoping Seungcheol will be there. And just before he was going to look away, there he was.

The two boys eyes met for a split second before Seungcheol was gone. Jeonghan jumped from his seat and bolted to the door, wanting desperately to see Seungcheol again. But unfortunately, he was met with a road block.

"Um, excuse me," Jeonghan said anxiously to Wonwoo who stood in the doorway.

"Sorry," the taller one replied, "you're not excused."

Jeonghan rolled his eyes and tried to push past him.

"Look," I really need to go see someone."

But Wonwoo pushed him back.

"Oh, I know exactly who you need to see. But I'm not going to let you."

"And why the hell not?"

"Because I know what you're trying to do, Yoon Jeonghan," Wonwoo suddenly looked terrifying, "if you're trying to ruin my friends life, I'm going to ruin yours."

Jeonghans face turned red and he snapped back at the boy in front of him.

"You don't get it. Just get out of my way, I wouldn't expect people with minds like yours to understand."

Wonwoo suddenly grabbed Jeonghan by the collar of his shirt with one hand and held the other in a fist over his shoulder. He would've swung, but the teacher caught the two and made them both take their seats.

Ten minutes passed of Jeonghan switching between thinking about ripping Wonwoo's head off, and daydreaming about Seungcheol. It was such a weird, yet, lovely feeling, likening someone you should hate. But he didn't mind it. He liked the adrenaline rush he felt when he was with him. It was something he had never felt before and he loved it.

Jeonnghans phone buzzed and a notification of a text message popped up on his screen.

Seungcheol
Can you meet me in that little room next to the library? Like now?

Without a moments hesitation, Jeonghans hand shot up.

"May I use the restroom?"

And almost a split second after his teacher mumbled  a "sure," he was out of that room and practically sprinting down the hallways to the place where Seungcheol was.

Finally, he reached the room. It was across from the library and was almost unused. All it did now was house old textbooks that no one bothered to use anymore. There wasn't a purpose to go into the dusty room. But it was always left unlocked for some reason, open for teens to do what they pleased, leaving the room smelling a bit unpleasant, but not so much that it was unbearable.

Jeonghan put his hand on the doorknob and slowly pushed it open. The room was dimly lit and musty, and the faint smell of past actions lingered.
As soon as Jeonghan saw the black haired make standing towards the back corner, he shut the door and ran to him.

Jeonghan embraced the older into a tight hug, burying his face into his neck. He smelled his cheap cologne on his hoodie. He hugged him so tightly, showing him affection he knew he'd never seen before.

"Hi," Seungcheol whispered into Jeonghans blonde hair.

"Hi," the younger male giggled back.

They stayed like this for a long time before finally breaking apart.

"I thought you weren't at school today," Jeonghan spoke softly, "I was actually kinda worried."

Seungcheol laughed under his breath.

"It's funny, really," he said.

"Why?"

Seungcheol looked down, hiding the slight blush in his cheeks. He took one of Jeonghans hand and ran his thumb over the smooth skin.

"Four days ago, we would've hated eachother. But now, we're in the sex closet!"

"Sex closet?"

Seungcheol laughed as Jeonghan was a bit confused.

"Is that what you guys call it?"

"Yeah," the older replied, "it's an unused room that stays unlocked. What else do you think people do with it?"

"That's gross oh my god!"

The two laughed.

"You see that trash can over there?" Seungcheol asked, pointing to the other end of the room, "go look in it. It's crazy."

Jeonghan hesitantly went to the trash can with a shove from the other boy. He peered over the rim and piled at very bottom of the can, he found a clump of used condoms.

Jeonghan practically gagged and stepped back, going back to where Seungcheol was.

"That's so disgusting!" He squealed.

"God, I know," Seungcheol groaned in disgust.

"But, you think it would smell worse in here if people fuck everyday," Jeonghan stated, lovingly wrapping his arms around Seungcheol's middle.

"That's because there's people like me who actually don't come in here to fuck someone," he replied, pointing to a bottle of Air freshener sitting on a shelf.

Jeonghan giggled a little and then stuck out his bottom lip into a pout.

"Well now I'm a little disappointed."

Seungcheol blushed furiously and wrapped his arms around Jeonghans neck, hiding his embarrassment with a hug. The younger let out another small chuckle, still loving to make Seungcheol flustered, even though they didn't hate eachother anymore.

"Gah, Jeonghan! Don't say things like that!" Seungcheol whined, "besides, I wouldn't do it in here anyways. Who knows how many STDs are in here!"

The two laughed again. This might have been the only time Jeonghan had ever been this happy since coming to this school. The two boys were so comfortable in this dim room in each others arms, taking in each others warmth, wanting to get closer.

"So," Jeonghan begins after a long, long silence, "have you not told Wonwoo anything about this yet?"

Seungcheol's head sunk and he broke their tight embrace.

"No," he sighed, "I didn't."

"Seungcheol..." Jeonhan said, a hint of annoyance in his tone, "him and Mingyu are both gay. What do you think they're gonna do?"

"Tell people."

There was another silence, but this one held much more tension than the one before.

"There's people at this school who are super homophobic," Seungcheol explained, "Mingyu and Wonwoo are the only ones in the whole school who have come out because everyone knows that those people will do terrible things to you."

"Well why don't they do anything to Wonwoo and Mingyu?" Jeonghan questioned.

"Because of me. I'm like, the only person those people won't mess with. I sort of... Protect them. But if those guys find out that I'm gay, they're gonna think it's cool o walk all over me... And you. And I don't want that to happen."

Jeonghan took the older boys hands in his.
"Seungcheol, you can't keep this a secret forever."

"I know," he said, putting his head on Jeonghans shoulder, "I don't want to hate you, Jeonghan. I'm not going to. And I won't let anything happen to you."

Jeonghan picked the boys head up off his shoulder and placed his hand on his reddened cheek.

"Everything will be fine," he whispered. And he placed a soft kiss on his lips.

Seungcheol replied by pulling Jeonghan closer by his hips, deepening the kiss.

It was so peaceful, being in that dark and quiet room by themselves. The two ended up skipping two classes, just being in each others company. They were lucky not to be caught by any other couples looking to find privacy. They were happy. No one there to suspect, no one there to talk. Just them.

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Don't worry they didn't fuck.

Ps. Sorry for slow updates, school is bleh

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