Mint tea at 3 AM
I'm listening to dandelion hands
Wishing my life would take a different turn
Have a different outcome
Than the tragedy I think I deserve;
Than what I've made for myself
The battery's at 3%
Laying in place again
Don't wanna run upstairs
I'll let it turn off organically
let it leave me in silence
Just like i like it
It's been about a year
Since I stopped cultivating my own existence
And sat here
watched the world as it went on without me
It looked so happy
I looked at it gladly
It's been a year
Since I've been a somebody