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Liv

November 27, 2021 AT 9:45 PM

I'm sorry for asking this
after I hurt you, but
how are you?

i'm not okay van

i'm losing you, how
can i be okay?

no, not losing

i already lost you

I'm sorry. I'm
really sorry, love.

I didn't want any of
this to happen, but I
had to do it.

enough

stop saying sorry,
that's all you've
been saying kanina
pa

we could've talked
about it

i just hated how you
decided on your own

i hated how you broke
your promises

i hated how you didn't
hold my hand when
mother was pulling me
away from you

i hated how you never
looked back, even once

but mostly i hated how
i still love you even after
hurting me

after leaving me

i know you have other
reasons why you had to
break up with me

i know mother is involved

just tell me what she did
that made you do this

it's all over anyway

I'm not sure if I can say this.

please

i need the reason

Your mom is
willing to involve my
education and my family.

At first, I thought it was
all a bluff, but I'm
reminded of the power
your mother holds.

If I continue to fight for
us, then I will lose
everything.

If only I had something
na pwedeng ipagmalaki,
but I have none yet.
I'm not yet enough to
suit your mother's taste.

i see

mother confessed she
doesn't care about
your status

she only cared about
how i broke her rules,
thinking you're a bad
influence to me

i'm sorry on behalf
of mother

No need, love.

oh, stop calling me that

besides, i think you're right

if you fight for us, you'll
lose everything

it's funny how i tried to
fight for you, yet i still
lost everything

you're my everything, van

and now you're gone

even the pictures, she
burned them all

i don't have anything left

it hurts, van

and it even hurts that
i have to deal this alone

I don't know what to
say besides I'm sorry.

God knows how much
I love you, so please
know that this hurts
me too.

i know that

sa iyak mo palang
kanina, i know

how are you?

I'm also not okay. And
I don't think I will be.

I badly want to stay
with you, but I can't.

I want you to be
here. I want you hug me.
I want you to be the one
wiping my tears and
not me, but you can't.

I want to be together,
but we can't.

lahat na lang bawal

fate's unfair, no?

pinaglalaruan lang tayo

gosh this is so hard

why do we have to
experience this?
nagmahal lang naman
tayo

is it a sin to love?

It will never be. Maybe
it's not the right time
for us yet.

when is the right time?

I guess we'll just
have to wait.

if the right time
comes, can i still
love you then?

Of course.

I don't want to give you
false hope, but I'm willing
to wait for that right time.

I don't want anyone else.

don't say that

aasa ako

i'm tired of hoping

let's just go with the
flow

Right. Go with the flow.

But just so you know,
if fate and time let us
meet again, I know I'll
fall in love with you
over and over again.

Heck, I don't think I'll
ever unlove you.

you're making it
harder for me to
let you go

hays

there's no way of
saving our relationship,
right?

I don't think so.

if we're going to break
up, we should say our
last words to each other

as if this will be the last time
you'll see me

i'll go first

thank you for letting me
experience what love really
is. i will never regret loving you
but i think i will forever regret
not being strong enough to fight
for you. for us. you don't have
to be sorry. you only did that to
save yourself and i'm glad you
chose that.

i just wished i could say this
in front of you and not
on chat

but

i love you, van

thank you for everything :))

You already said
everything I want to
say, but here's mine.

I know you're tired of me
saying I'm sorry, but trust
me this will be the last
time. I'm sorry.

At the same time, I'm
thankful. I'm thankful I
got the chance to meet you,
even to be loved by
someone like you.

When all I knew life was black and white,
you came and painted mine golden.
Thank you for showing me colors.

Please know na kahit
baligtarin pa man ang
mundo, ikaw lang
mahal ko.

Mahal na mahal kita, Liv.

Mahal na mahal.

I guess this it? This is the
part where we say
goodbye, right?

yeah

goodbye, van.

Goodbye, Liv.

I wish you all the best
things in life because
that's what you deserve.
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