PAIRING: ex!minho x fem!reader
GENRE: sad(ish?), suggestive
WARNINGS: this is a terrible re-write of a imagine i did a few years ago💀 also it's pretty short. also peep my quick edit skills w making minho cry 😘

it's inevitable everything that's good comes to an end,

i turned around with a picture frame close to my chest as i looked around the room i once shared with minho.

the second oldest member of one the most successful kpop boyband and the love of my life.

we both met when he was ten and i was seven. ever since then we were best friends, but at fifteen i started liking him but i chose to ignore it.

then at sixteen i was ironically in love with my best friend.

it's impossible to know if after this we can still be friends yeah,

we did everything together.

he chose my dress for formal, and i chose his suit. we decided that we should go together.

on the night of the prom everything changed for the better, we became boyfriend and girlfriend.

i smile softly as i walk over to the desk in his room and see the photo of him and i smiling at each other shortly after we got together.

i wipe away the stray tear and turn to see minho standing in the door way.

"this doesn't have to be goodbye." his voice breaks as he holds in his tears.

i know you're saying you don't want to hurt me,

"minho," i sigh quietly and put the photo frame i was holding down on the shelf above his desk.

"we both know this isn't a goodbye. you still have me as your best friend." i smile softly and walk over to him.

he looks to the left and my heart breaks more as i see a tear fall down his cheek.

well maybe you should show a little mercy,

"but i want you as the girl i come home to, the girl i wake up to, the girl i hold as i sleep. i want you to be the girl i love." he turns to face me.

i breathe in deeply and cup his face in my hands.

the way you look i know you didn't come to apologise hey hey hey,

"minho, we both know this is for the better, you'll find a girl who is better than me, a girl who can give you all of her attention and love. not a girl who can't even keep up with basic necessities in life." i kiss his forehead and pull away to see him furrowing his eyebrows.

"y/n, listen to me. i don't want some other girl. i want you! i only want you!" he grips my face in his hands and searches my eyes for something.

oh why are you wearing that to walk out of my life? hey hey hey

"i love you." minho whispers as he leans closer, tears slipping down his cheeks as his lips meet mine before he pulls away slightly and whispers lyrics that make goosebumps arise on my skin.

"oh, even though it's over you should stay tonight, if tomorrow you won't be mine, won't you give it to me one last time? oh baby let me love you goodbye." his voice rings in my ear like a broken record as tears spill from my eyes.

instantly i regret even thinking of leaving him, but i know this is for the better. he deserves better

he pulls me as close as he possibly could and guides us towards his. no our bed.

with in a short five minutes minho was on top of me, tears still in his eyes while our clothes were all over the floor.

his eyes slowly grazed my face, searching for something he wanted to see.

"let me love you goodbye." minho whispers, i nod my head slowly.

a soft gasp leaves my lips as minho's lips slowly and softly move down my neck. kissing my skin delicately.