"Babe, I need your cuddles", Jeongin whined as he arrived at your house, exhausted from a long day with his friends.

You were in your bedroom, eating out of a tub of ice cream while rewatching the Twilight series for the fifth time. When he came into your room, he immediately got on your bed and wrapped his arms around you as he placed his head on your lap. Your hands held the ice cream before putting a small pillow on his head and then putting the tub of ice cream on the pillow before continuing with it.

"What did you do today?", you asked him, gasping as Jacob transforms into a wolf.

"We were practicing the new choreography. It's so hard and my feet hurt", he whined.

"Want me to give you a massage?", you asked him, which he replied with a cute smile and a small nod.

So you stood up and grabbed your baby lotion, which does wonders. You use it to moisturize your body and it helps a whole lot.

"Take off your zapatos", you said.

"What?? I said my feet hurt. Not-"

"Zapatos are shoes in Spanish. Didn't you say you were studying Spanish so you'll know what I'm saying sometimes? I'm already fluent in Korean", you chuckled, untying his shoelaces.

He's too exhausted to take them off when he came in.

"I know Hola, tengo hambre, and estoy chiquito. Isn't that good enough?", he asked, sighing as you took off his shoes and socks.

He rolled over onto his back and placed the small pillow under his head.

"I promise I will give you all the cuddles you want after I finish here", you said, massaging his left foot first.

"You better. Your cuddles must make me feel loved", he sighed again.

"Don't you feel loved by me either way? What if I don't give you cuddles?", you asked, raising an eyebrow.

"You love me too much to not give me cuddles. Just like I love you too much to not give you any kisses", he smiled before turning his head to watch the tv.

The pack of wolves have already transformed back into human beings and they're now eating at the table.

"Do you find them attractive?", he asked you, referring to the big muscly young men who are eating like pigs.

You stopped massaging his foot and looked into his eyes before saying, "I'm attracted to you. You get more and more handsome everyday. I mean, you may not be super buff like them but at least I know who you are. But if your goal is to get super buff, then go for it. I know you'll be doing it for yourself and not for others."

"What if I get fat? Will you still love me?", he asked as a joke.

"Without a doubt. I'll get fat with you", you said, making him laugh.

You continued massaging his feet until he ended up falling asleep. Even though he didn't change into much more comfortable clothes, you made sure his makeup was off.

Grabbing a small cotton pad and your makeup remover, you sat near him and began taking off his makeup very carefully to not wake him up.

You don't understand why there are times he has to practice with makeup on. He's just gonna break out more, not too mention from his sweat as well. His skin needs to breathe.

Since he doesn't put on too much makeup, you finished in less than five minutes. Everything was now on the end table. You reached over to put your phone to charge but Jeongin grabbed your arm, pulling you to cuddle. Your weight was mostly on his chest, wondering if he could breathe properly.

"(Y/n), promise not to leave me", he mumbled with his eyes closed.

Smiling, you softly combed your fingers through his hair and said, "never."

~~~

The next morning, you woke up with an arm over your face. Jeongin accidentally hit you...he's still asleep.

"Ow", you mumbled softly.

You moved his arm away, him whining as he turned over and wrapped his arms around you.

"It's time to wake up. Let's go get breakfast", you said to him, forcing his eyes open but he closed them back up.

He shook his head and pulled you closer until your face was smushed onto his chest. His breathing slowed down, meaning he went back to sleep.

You felt bad so you decided to let him sleep some more, though he has to go back to work. If he doesn't, he'll get in trouble.

"Just ten more minutes", you said before closing your eyes.

That's what everyone says before they oversleep.

You were startled awake from the ringtone on your phone. Slowly reaching over, you checked who was calling. When you realized it, you quickly sat up and muttered, "crap."

It was Chan, probably calling about where Jeongin is.

"Hello?", you answered.

"(Y/n), have you seen Jeongin? He was supposed to be here an hour ago. We keep calling him but it goes straight to voicemail. Is he there?"

He sounds worried. Who wouldn't be? The way he says it makes it sound like Jeongin turned up missing.

"Yeah he's here. Sorry, I tried to wake him up but he was really tired so I let him sleep. It was only supposed to be for an extra ten minutes", you explained.

"Can you wake him up? He needs to be here."

He doesn't sound so happy..not at all.

"Hey Jeongin, wake up. You have to go already. The guys are waiting", you said to your boyfriend who still wanted to sleep.

His eyes opened to check the time and noticed he was an hour late. With that, he quickly got off the bed, put his shoes on, gave you a kiss on the cheek, and ran out of the door.

He didn't even change his clothes, or showered.

"I'm here!", Jeongin sprinted through the doors of the practice room and put his things down before standing in front of the huge mirrors.

"We waited for over an hour. We can't waste any more time", the choreographer said.

Jeongin apologized to everyone and felt bad as he was being scolded. The members weren't too happy either but felt relieved as he arrived.

They spent about five hours in total practicing. They were only supposed to spend three hours but the choreographer added two more hours, as punishment for arriving late.

Most of them were on the verge of passing out but luckily they were getting five minute breaks.

When they finished practice, Jeongin grabbed his things. The members noticed he was packing up so they asked where he was going.

"To (y/n)'s. We're gonna have lunch", he answered.

"Don't you think you're spending a lot of time with her? I mean, it's not a bad thing but you've been coming late almost all the time now. It's gonna cost us if you keep it up", Han mentioned.

"I don't really spend most of my time with her...well, I do but I usually sleep when I get to her house. And I already apologized for coming late. It won't happen again", Jeongin said.

"You're lucky he hasn't said anything to anyone. If he did, you wouldn't be allowed to see her anymore. Try to focus on the group", Chan said.

He feels terrible for what his members think. But he thinks if he doesn't go with you, you'd be upset which you won't. He doesn't know that.

"Are you gonna stay? Because we still need to record some of the songs today", Chan asked.

"Everyone's doing it today?", Jeongin asked.

"Yeah. We're behind on schedule", Chan answered before heading to the recording room.

One by one they passed by him, hoping he'd stay because they don't like it when one of them is being scolded, especially by Chan.

Sighing, he followed behind them before sending a message to you that he couldn't make it.

~~~

It's been almost two weeks since you've seen Jeongin.

Sure, you text and call each other but it's mostly less than five minutes. And he doesn't seem like himself lately.

You decided to investigate because whenever you ask him what's wrong, he says nothing.

After showering and eating breakfast, you headed towards the JYP building. You had to make sure Jeongin didn't see you.

The café is small, clean and organized but very small. You waited on one of the booths while staring out the window.

"Hey."

Chan smiled and sat down in front of you, staring down at the drink you had.

"Hey. You're not busy, are you?", you asked him.

"Not at the moment. Taking a small break. So what did you wanna ask me?", he asked.

"Do you know what's going on with Jeongin? I haven't seen him lately and he's been acting weird. I ask him what's wrong but he doesn't tell me. I mean, I know he's really exhausted and I'm sure all of you are too but....I don't know. It just seems like he doesn't want to be around me", you mentioned.

He noticed you haven't been sleeping, the obvious point is right under your eyes. You've been worried about Jeongin and these thoughts keep you up at night.

"Well, we're working more and more now. So we can't really be going out. And I'm sure he's fine. Just tired", he said.

"Oh. Okay, then it's just me. Maybe he wants to break up. Has he said anything?", you asked.

"No way. He's head over heels for you. He does this every now and then. Over a year ago, he wouldn't say a word to any of us for like a week. And we didn't want to pressure him into talking to us. If he wanted to, we were right there for him. We all get stressed at some point and each of us have our own way of dealing with it. His way is staying quiet. Don't worry. He'll come around", he smiled and softly patted your hand.

"But don't you think we should say something? I don't think it's healthy for him to stay quiet if he's feeling stressed", you said.

"Like I said, everyone has different ways of dealing with stress. But if you're that worried, I guess I can talk to the managers in charge. I'll let you know."

About a few hours later, Chan texted you saying that his manager let everyone rest for the rest of the day so Jeongin will be going over to your place. You decided to surprise him by setting up decorations and baking him a cake and turning on the karaoke machine.

You got a text from Jeongin around 6pm saying that he's almost at your place. The dress that he bought for you fits perfectly and he knows exactly your style. Not too girly but not too casual. You never wear it because you thought it was too short but after losing some weight, it's not that bad.

"Hey", you hear him coming in.

When you walked out of your room, he froze when he looked at everything..and then at you.

"Is it my birthday?", he joked.

"No. I just thought we'd have a fun night. I baked a cake for you. I mean, it's a little burnt but it's the thought that counts", you smiled as you walked towards him.

"I thought you hated that dress. I was gonna return it but I couldn't find the receipt", he said.

"I don't hate it. I just didn't think I'd look good in it. But I look nice. I should wear dresses more often", you said.

"I completely agree", he smiled and pulled you close to kiss you.

When he pulled away, he spotted the karaoke machine and wondered what you were up to.

"Are you gonna sing for me or what?", he asked.

"If you want me to", you said, grabbing his hand and pulling him so he can sit on the couch, "I just want you to relax. I know you've been feeling stressed–"

"Wait, is that why you were talking to Chan hyung earlier?", he asked.

"How'd you know about that?", you asked.

"I saw you. He was holding your hand", he said.

You sat down next to him and said, "it's not what you think."

"No, I know that. At first, I was kind of upset because I thought you liked him. You know, he's older and more good looking–"

"Jeongin–"

"But then I remember you telling me that you love me. I know I've been a downer these past few days and I'm sorry. They just don't want me to be distracted and I don't want to have to choose between my job and my girlfriend. So it's been kinda hard", he explained.

"You know I understand how much being an idol means to you, right? I just don't want to feel like you don't want me anymore. If you wanna talk, I'm here to listen", you smiled and held his hand.

"So I can tell you I'm not really feeling karaoke?", he said, closing one eye.

"That's okay. We don't have to do that. We can just sit here, or cuddle in bed–"

"That is my favorite option. Let's go", he pulled you by the hand and led you toward the bedroom, getting comfy on your queen size bed.

"I'm wearing a dress. If I lay down, it'll probably rise up", you said.

"You can change clothes if you want to", he said.

So you changed into some sweats and a baggy shirt that used to be his. Walking out of your closet, you noticed Jeongin fell asleep.

Carefully, you laid down next to him and softly smiled as you watched him sleep.

"I love you", you whispered.

He stirred around in his sleep, turned to his side, pulled you closer and mumbled, "I love you more."