Felix
(Y/n) is asleep on the bed, feeling the left side a warm presence. She turned her face and slightly opened her eyes, being startled by Felix who is watching her closely with a cute smile on his face.
"You creep. What are you doing here?", she asked, rubbing her eyes.
"I'm bored. I want your attention", he said, poking her cheek.
"I give you enough attention. Go bother Chan or something", she groaned before covering her face with the blanket.
Felix pouted and kept looking at her, hoping his sad puppy face will change her mind. She didn't feel him going away so she removed the blanket, only revealing her eyes and sighed at Felix.
"If I give you $10, will you go away?", she asked.
"No. I want your attention. Which means I want hugs, I want cuddles, I want cheek kisses. Heck, if you wanna kiss me for real, go ahead. I won't stop you", he shrugged his shoulders while smiling big.
(Y/n) and Felix have been flirting here and there for weeks now and have admitted their feelings but they aren't official....yet.
"But I'm tired. I stayed up all night because the neighbors kept arguing. And don't even get me started on how they make up. The walls are paper thin. Don't they get tired??", she groaned, sitting up.
"Wanna get even?", he smirked, wiggling his eyebrows.
(Y/n) punched his arm and told him to get out.
"Oh come on, don't you recognize humor? I was joking", he laughed as her face became red.
"I will kick you on the shin if you don't get out of my room", she said.
"Fine. I'll just go hang out with Chan and see if he wants to cuddle", he said before getting off of her bed and heading out the room.
(Y/n) groaned again as her hands on each side of her head. She's not in the mood for jokes.
She took out her phone and sent a message to her brother. 'Felix is on the way. I think he's mad.'
About three seconds later, she got a response.
Chan: 'What did you do this time?'
'Nothing! I'm just not in the mood for his jokes. I'm exhausted and I want to sleep.'
Chan: 'He just told me you kicked him out of your room.'
'Because he was making sexual jokes.'
She thought she'd get a response back but then heard Chan's voice through the hallway, scolding Felix. Of course he'd do that. No matter if it's his closest friends, he wouldn't let anyone talk to her like that....even though she's done it before.
About a few seconds later, she heard footsteps coming down the hall, a pouting Felix emerging from the darkness. She looked away and crossed her arms over her chest.
"Chan told me to come apologize to you because apparently he wants your mind and soul to stay innocent. But you and I both know that's not true, right?", a small smirk arose on his face while he leaned against the wall.
(Y/n) blushed and tried to focus on a ladybug outside her window. "I don't know what you're talking about", she mumbled.
"Really? You don't remember the make out session we had a few days ago? Want me to remind you?", he raised an eyebrow while pushing himself off of the wall, walking towards her.
He sat on the bed and was about to place his hand on her arm but she got under the covers.
"Please go away or I will call the cops", she said, obviously not true.
"Is someone embarrassed?", he teased.
His finger landed on top of her head, tapping it a few times to get her attention.
Her anxiety at the moment is way over the top. Even tears blurred her vision, not because she hates it but because she really is embarrassed and doesn't know how to express what she feels. Sure she has flirted with him but only like three times and Felix flirts more than her. She almost fainted when she told him she likes him.
"Stop it", she mumbled quietly.
Felix did and stayed quiet but continued to sit next to her. Now he felt bad so to make it up, he took out his phone and showed her a cute video of his little Pomeranian puppy that he bought not too long ago.
"My mom sent me this yesterday night. He kept chewing on her shoes and she got mad but not too mad. I still need to train him", he said.
She grabbed the phone and continued to watch the video until it finished. Then swiped left to find pictures of the puppy in a box with a bow.
"I want a dog but they're not allowed in the apartments. I was telling Chan that maybe I can get a hamster. I've always wanted one too. I want a black one so I can name it Shadow or Knight", she said, instantly feeling better.
"They're not that expensive. Although the equipment it needs is. Having a pet takes a lot of responsibility...and money", he said.
She continued and found a picture of her which Felix noticed and panicked. He swiped away the phone from her hands and cleared his throat, scratching the back of his neck.
"Why the hell do you have that picture of me?? I look so ugly when I'm sleeping. Delete it!", she said, softly pushing his arm.
"No. You look so cute. You look like a little kitten who drank too much milk", he laughed.
(Y/n) wanted to grab his phone but he quickly put it away in his pocket. She frowned and begged him to delete the picture.
"On one condition", he said, smiling.
"No cuddles, no hugs, and especially no kisses", she said.
"Awww whyyyy?? That's all I ask for", he pouted.
"You keep doing that and you'll get those wrinkles around your mouth", she said.
"Fine. I won't ask for any of those then. But I do want to take you out on a date. I'm not taking no for an answer. Because I like you and you like me. So tonight, you better get ready. I still need to figure out where we're gonna go. Not the movies because then we can't talk", he placed his finger under his chin as he kept thinking.
"Wait, I never agreed-"
"Oh!...no the beach is too cliche. I'm gonna need some help. I know Changbin can have a lot of ideas or maybe his girlfriend since she's usually the one making plans for them. Anyways imma get going. I'll call you later. Bye!", Felix ran out before she can even talk.
"Ugh, this is what I have to deal with. Guess I have no choice", she sighed and walked over to Chan's room.
He was playing video games and pressed pause as soon as he saw her.
"Did he apologize?", he asked, leaning back against the chair.
She sat down on the bed and nodded. Then she explained the whole situation about him taking her out on a date later that day.
"Do you want to go out with him? Because I know Felix isn't that type of person to force you into something you don't wanna do", Chan said.
"I mean...I do but...I don't know. I just feel like I'm gonna mess it up. It's happened before. You already know", she said.
"Yeah I do know but that wasn't your fault at all. That guy couldn't handle all the hospital visits. He knew what he would be dealing with. Felix knows it too and he's still there for you. If you really like Felix, you should go out with him. But don't let him touch you. I'll kick his ass if he does", he said.
Chan has always been giving her advice, especially when it comes to relationships. Her last relationship didn't end well, mostly because her ex boyfriend didn't want to be driving back and forth to the hospital when (y/n) ended up getting surgery for her leg. He didn't even want to take care of her when she got back home. That's when Chan moved in, after they broke up.
"What if he finds me weird?", she asked.
"I find you weird. That's your specialty. You're not boring. I'm sure there are a lot of reasons why Felix likes you and vice versa", Chan said.
"I'm nervous", she admitted.
"It's okay. Just be comfortable with him. I'm sure you'll have fun", Chan smiled.
"Easy for you to say. You're single AF", she said.
Chan scoffed and threw her a pillow, causing her to laugh. He always makes her feel better, even if the truth is brutal. But he's being honest.
"You know I'm not concerned about being in a relationship right now. My job is more important. As for you, you're on a break so you can date whoever you want. You're young, you're allowed to have fun and create memories. Just don't take it over the top because you'll regret it. But I'm here if you need me. You know that", he said.
"I know."
Hours later, she got out of the shower and started getting ready. Felix messaged her and told her to wear something warm and comfortable. But at the moment, she's struggling to decide because she still wants to feel pretty.
"Ugh I hate this!", she groaned while sitting on the bed, kicking a blue shirt that she threw on the floor.
Chan knocked on her bedroom door and noticed the mess of clothes that covered the floor.
"You okay?", he asked.
"No. I don't know what to wear. All the clothes I have are too ugly", she whined.
"Hey, I bought you some of these clothes. That's very rude", he said.
"That's not what I meant. I really wanna impress Felix and I don't feel comfortable in anything", she explained.
"He doesn't like you because of what you wear. I'm sure he won't mind whichever outfit you put on. I mean, you can wear a big ass bear costume and he'll probably fall head over heels. Just make sure it's nothing too revealing. I don't wanna hear that he's drooling all over you", Chan warned.
"He told me to wear something warm. So I'm guessing a jacket? But I don't know what to style it with", she said.
Chan headed towards her closet and spotted a dark green shirt and matched it with some skinny jeans.
"Wear the black converse and you can borrow my beanie too. And the small purse that you bought a week ago will look good with this outfit", Chan handed her everything and she instantly she felt saved.
"Thank you. See, I need to hire you to be my stylist", she nudged his arm before going towards her bathroom to change.
Chan sat down on her bed and waited for her to come out. He can hear her struggling, making weird sounds.
"You alright in there?", he asked.
"Chan...I gained weight. These jeans don't fit me anymore", she cried.
"That's fine. You can wear another pair of jeans", Chan headed back towards her closet and looked for similar jeans. He found one about a minute later but jeans that were ripped. He ran over to the bathroom and handed them to her.
"I swear if these jeans don't fit me too, imma be so pissed", she said.
It took her about five minutes to change. She checked herself on the bathroom mirror and felt like it wasn't her but she needs to get used to it. She walked out of the bathroom and waited for Chan's response.
"You look nice. I really like that outfit on you", Chan smiled.
"Yeah? I don't look dumb?", she asked.
"No way! The outfit is perfect. At what time is Felix gonna pick you up?", Chan asked.
"In a few minutes", she answered.
"Oooo, my sister is going out with one of my closest friends", Chan teased while pointing a finger at her.
She slapped it away and told him to shut up. He smiled and walked over to her, wrapping his arms around her to comfort her.
"Hey, you'll be okay. I just want to see you happy. Promise me you'll have fun", he said.
"I can try as long as I don't say anything or do anything stupid. And it also depends where we're gonna go", she said.
About a minute later, there was a knock on the door which caused (y/n) to panic. Before she could run and hide in her closet, Chan quickly grabbed her and carefully pulled her towards the living room.
"If you can flirt with Felix then you can go on this date", Chan said.
"What? Flirt? I don't know what you're talking about", she laughed awkwardly while Chan opened the door.
Felix smiled and was holding a bouquet of flowers, walking in to hand them to (y/n). She thanked him and watched as Chan made a heart behind Felix's back.
"Alright. We should get going", Felix smiled and held her hand but Chan stopped him and told her to wait outside.
As soon as she stepped out, Felix was mentally preparing himself for Chan's 'don't touch her or I'll kick your ass' speech but he was surprised that he mentioned how nervous she really is.
"Usually she shuts herself down when she's really nervous and ends up panicking. So try not to tease her as much and make her feel comfortable. I want her to have fun", Chan said.
"Alright. I will", Felix headed out the door and met up with (y/n) who was waiting outside of his car.
"What did he want?", she asked as he opened the car door for her.
"Nothing. Just to have fun", he smiled.
She got it and had trouble putting on the seatbelt.
"Oh right, I forgot this gets stuck at times. Here, I'll help you", he bent down and buckled the seatbelt for her.
She froze as his face is inches away, taking in the scent of his cologne. He slightly turned his face and smiled before standing up, closing the door. She cleared her throat and moved her flowers to the side, watching Felix walk around the car to get in.
"Alright, let's go", he said as he pulled back from the driveway.
On the way to the destination, Felix would change the radio station every five minutes until he got enough of it and turned it off.
"Sorry. I usually have music in here with me but I cleaned everything out and forgot. Next time I'll think clearly", he said.
"No it's okay", she said.
He nodded and moved his thumbs over the steering wheel, feeling nervous as they got closer to the destination. Their thoughts kept making them nervous which results in both of them being quiet. They try to come up with something to talk about but then they think and wonder if it's a stupid topic.
What happened to the both of them since they've been flirting for weeks? What's the difference now?
"Where are we going?", she asked.
"It's a surprise. I don't wanna ruin it", he said.
"...you're not gonna take me somewhere with no people and like, kill me right?", she asked, obviously joking.
Felix laughed and shook his head. He explained she's right that there won't be other people but the reason that is is because he wants to focus on her only since this is their first date.
He parked the car on top of a hill and helped her out before taking out some things from the back.
"What are we doing here?", she asked, noticing there's nothing around except for a big tree at the edge of the hill.
"We're gonna have a picnic and have a drawing contest. I know how much you love to draw so we're gonna have a little competition", he said.
(Y/n), smiling as she loved the idea, followed Felix towards the spot where they're gonna sit and asked what will happen if one of them loses.
"Let's see...if you lose, which I know you will, you're gonna have to plan out our next date and it has to top this. If I lose, I will do whatever you want for a week. How's that?", he asked, smirking.
"Wait but how is this gonna work? We can't judge each other's drawings because I will choose mine and I know you'll choose yours. It'll just be a tie", she said.
"We can't be biased. If I like yours, I'll choose yours. Now come on, let's eat first", he said, patting the spot next to him before taking out the food from the picnic basket.
(Y/n) sat down and eyed the peanut butter and jelly sandwiches he made along with strawberries which were cut into small pieces. You tried not to smile at how cute it is that he made something so simple.Then he took out a small bowl with watermelon shaped into small flowers.
"How'd you do that??", she asked, amazed.
"Oh, Seungmin showed me. Mine came out a bit crappy. Like a flower that's been stepped on", he said.
"It's the thought that counts. And it doesn't look crappy to me", she said.
Felix smiled and handed her a sandwich before grabbing a juice pouch from the basket.
"What are we, five?", she chuckled, taking the juice pouch from his hand.
"Hey, juice pouches are great. Especially this brand. And these are meant for adults. Not kids", he said.
She opened the juice pouch and took a sip, eyes widening as it tasted good.
"See, I told you. Luckily you got to try it out before they discontinue it", he said.
"What? Why?", she asked.
"I'm not too sure. They never explained why. It sucks", he shrugged his shoulders and changed the topic.
"Anyway, I hear you're gonna visit your parents soon. How do you think that's gonna go?", he asked.
She shrugged her shoulders as she took a bite from the sandwich before answering, "they're probably gonna say I keep making mistakes and they're gonna try to convince me to move back in with them but that's how I started making mistakes in the first place because they never take me seriously."
"You need to talk to them. Tell them how you really feel. I'm sure they'll support you", he said.
"I don't think it matters. Chan is their favorite anyways. No matter what I tell them, they're always proud of him. And I don't blame them. Chan is freaking amazing at everything. I tell him to show me how to produce music but he says it's gonna be too difficult for me and I'm gonna give up right away. I tend to do that all the time", she said.
"I don't think that's true. I remember you wanting to take the perfect picture of the sunset and you took like 30 shots but you didn't get a good one that day so you went back the next day and you waited patiently. You got one shot that day and you were so proud of yourself that you kept that picture as your wallpaper of your laptop for months. But then you changed it to puppies", he chuckled.
"I really wanted a puppy, that's why. Then I changed my mind when I had to take care of your dog. He peed all over my favorite shoes", she said, causing Felix to laugh.
"I'm sorry. I barely got him a few days before that. I'm training him now though so he'll be good", he said.
They continued eating the food and talking about different things. He would get closer and closer until he was right next to her. His hand went over hers and intertwined their pinkies together.
"Are we gonna draw now? I wanna kick your ass", she said, turning to grab the sketch pads.
He grabbed the pencils and scooted in front of her so neither one can see the drawings. Once they started, they were quiet. They were focused and made sure they didn't make any mistakes. It's as if they're treating this as an actual competition.
Felix glanced up and was in awe as her eyes sparkled against the moonlight. He watched her for at least a minute and forgot about the drawing.
"Finished", she said, startling him.
He blinked repeatedly and looked over at his paper.
"Um..I'm not done", he chuckled awkwardly.
"How much do you need?", she asked, trying to peek.
"...I haven't really started", he rubbed the back of his neck.
"What? What have you been doing then?", she asked.
He bit down on his bottom lip, cheeks turning red from embarrassment. She softly frowned for a few seconds before smirking.
"That counts as disqualification so I win", she stuck out her tongue.
He couldn't even argue with her. Her face is too cute is what he's thinking.
"Alright fine. Can I see your drawing then?", he asked.
It was now her face that turned red. She hugged the sketchpad and immediately said, "but I win. You don't have to see it."
"I want to....why? Did you draw something dirty?", he smirked, trying to peek.
"No!....it's just...not good", she said.
"I won't judge. Pleeeeaaaase", he pouted and batted his eyelashes.
"..okay. But you can't say that it's weird. If you do, I'll make sure there's no second date", she said.
He nodded and looked at the sketch pad, cheeks turning really red. It was a drawing of him. He didn't know what to say.
"Okaythatsenough", she quickly said before covering it up, looking away.
She's embarrassed, mostly because she has drawn many pictures of him but this is the first to show anybody, not even Chan.
Felix noticed her hands shaking so he scooted closer and placed his hand under her chin, making her face him. His eyes went down to her lips before meeting hers. He got closer, not taking his eyes away from hers, and connected their lips.
It felt different this time.
(Y/n) raised her arms and wrapped them around his neck, bringing him closer. He hovered over her body, moving everything out of the way, and kissed her cheek, going down to her neck.
But that's when his phone rang.
He sighed before sitting back up, digging through his pocket for his phone. While he spoke to whoever is on the other end, (y/n) sat up and fixed her hair.
Felix was smiling for a second but slowly began to frown before saying, "I'll be right there."
When he hung up, she asked what was wrong. His hands were shaking as he quickly put everything away.
"That was my sister. My mom's in the hospital. Apparently she fell unconscious after tripping off the stool. I'll drop you off at home-"
"No. I wanna go with you...if that's okay. I want to be there for you", she said, holding his hand.
"It's okay. You don't need to. My family is very private. They don't like people knowing what's going on", he said.
"Then I'll just stay in the waiting room. I don't have to go in", she said.
Sighing deeply, he combed his fingers through his hair and nodded, grabbing everything as he softly pulled her towards the car.
Felix tried to drive carefully but he couldn't help but feel anxious and worried. (Y/n) tried to calm him down by placing her hand on his shoulder but it didn't work. His turns were aggressive and the pressure on her chest from the seatbelt whenever he would brake would hurt her.
Once Felix saw the hospital sign, he parked somewhere and got out of the car, pulling her behind him as they ran. The hospital doors opened, revealing some families who were either crying, waiting to hear news, or reuniting with their loved ones who just got discharged.
Felix went over to one of the nurses at the front desk and asked what room his mother is in. When they told him, Felix grabbed (y/n)'s hand and ran down the hallway towards the elevator. She had told him that she'd stay in the waiting room but his grip is tight around her tiny wrist that she couldn't pull away so she didn't say anything. He repeatedly pressed on the number 3, watching as the elevator doors closed, his fingers moving with desperation to get to that room. She can see tears in his eyes.
When the elevator doors opened, again he ran while holding her hand. He saw his sister once he turned the corner and rushed over to her.
"Hey, how is she??", he asked his sister.
"She broke her hip so she's gonna need surgery for hip replacement. And she has a few bruises but nothing major. Other than that she's fine. They're checking her so I had to wait out here", his sister said, glancing over at (y/n) who is a stranger to her.
"How much will it cost?", he asked.
His sister shrugged her shoulders and looked through the small window of the door.
"It's bad enough we still have to pay for the flight back. And we're behind on payments. I don't know how we're gonna pay", she said.
"I'll take care of it", Felix said.
"No. You pay for almost everything. Keep it up and you won't have anything for yourself. Let me take care of it. Looks like you have someone to watch over anyways. Get her pregnant and your life is over", his sister said, referring to (y/n).
(Y/n) let go of Felix's hand and told him she'll wait downstairs so they could have some privacy. Also because she could feel that his sister isn't comfortable with her around. When she was out of sight, Felix faced his sister and told her that that was rude of her to say.
"Am I lying? Men tend to do that. They get close to girls, they sleep with them, get them pregnant and go on with life as if nothing happened. It's best if you stay away from her", she said.
"You don't even know her. I like her. And just because that happened to you, it doesn't mean every guy is like that. And you can't blame the little man because it isn't his fault. He loves you. And you know I do what I can to send both of you money. Where is he?", he asked.
"With grandpa. His dad made up some lame excuse to not take care of him. He wanted to stay with grandpa anyways. He misses you", she said, softly smiling.
"I miss him too. I'll go visit one day. I just don't know when", he said.
"Yeah I know. You're always busy", she said.
The doctor came out of the room and told both of them that they can go in to see her.
(Y/n) has been staring down at her wrist, noticing a small bruise. Felix must have been so worried about his mother that he probably didn't know how much pressure he was putting on her wrist.
Then she felt a hand going over the bruise. She looked up, following the arm and met eyes with Felix.
(Y/n) quickly stood up and asked, "how's your mom?"
"She's fine. They scheduled her surgery for tomorrow. I just came down so I can take you home. It's late and Chan might be worried", he said.
"No I already messaged him. He wanted to come but I told him that it isn't a good idea because I know your mom wants to be alone. It's okay. I want to stay with you", she said.
Felix smiled and sat down, softly motioning her to sit next to him.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. Chan's gonna kill me",he said, looking down at her wrist.
"Oh don't worry. I bruise easily. He knows that", she said.
"Hm...I also wanted to apologize for what my sister said. She-"
"You don't have to apologize. I'm sure it's too personal. I could tell she wasn't comfortable with me around. That's why I decided to come down here", she explained.
"She'll learn to love you. I promise. It's not that hard", he said, smiling.
".....", she blinked a few times, cheeks turning red.
She was about to say something until his sister came down, giving a weird look towards (y/n).
"Oh..she's still here. Felix, the doctor is asking if you're gonna stay here for the night or go home", his sister asked.
"Oh um..", Felix looked at over at (y/n) who smiled and said it's his decision and that she can walk home.
"No. I can drive you-"
"The doctor said you have to go up now. He doesn't want anyone going in and out of the room", his sister said.
"Felix it's fine. I can call Chan to pick me up. Don't worry. I'll call you tomorrow to see how things go", (y/n) smiled softly and took out her phone.
Felix nodded and began walking towards the elevator. (Y/n) went outside and dialed Chan's number but then was pulled back. Felix came back out, holding her cheeks as he kissed her, causing her to go on her tip toes.
"Thank you. Seriously. I appreciate you being here for me and my family and respecting their privacy. You're amazing", he smiled, keeping his forehead against hers.
She smiled back and couldn't help but hug him.
"I don't want to overstep, that's why. If I do, you might leave and not talk to me anymore and I don't want that to happen. I really like you Felix", she said.
"I really like you too", he said, ears turning red but not caring.
He didn't want to let go of her and instead carry her into warm cuddles but it's getting really late and he didn't want her to be cranky in the morning.
"Call me when you get home", he said.
"I will", she waved bye as he walked back inside the hospital.
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