3 months 2 weeks and 6 days later

Rainbow Dash is still blaming herself for Shy's death, she can't seem to forgive and forger. Her body and mind wouldn't let her. She was driven to the point of madness. From time to time she would sit in one spot and bash her head on the wall repeatedly for several hours. She has barely left the house since the funeral.

She cried everyday, even if there were no tears, she was crying.

AJ's pov :

She was looking over at her wife with extreme concern.

"D-darlin'--" AJ stops as she sees Dash look up with a hollow expression.

Dash buried herself deeper into the covers. Pristine walks in and AJ shakes her head. Pristine walks out with the saddest look on her face.

Dash slowly lifts herself out of bed and walks over to the window. She stiffens up and turns around with a serious look on her face.

"I've felt sorry for myself long enough." she says perking up a little.

"A-are ya gonna be alright?" AJ asks.

"I will be now, I just needed that time to grieve." she answers.

"Ah'm so prouda you." AJ says and hugs Dash.

Dash's pov :

She put's on a fake smile and hugs AJ back.

"But I'll still never forgive myself for letting her die." Dash says in her head.

AJ goes downstairs and plays with Pristine for a while.