Ok let me quickly explain that what I mean by my things is like things I'm interested in and things I think I'm the only person that knows about it and I can keep it all to my self... I know it sounds greedy but I feel like I don't have any talents and I think to my self " what's so special about you hmm,what makes you think that your amazing" but I mostly don't feel like that but any way back to the point... So I find this "thing" that only I know about like I'd expect everyone to be like ohhhhh tell me about bla bla bla or oooo I just wanna hang out with you coz yah see my petite lil fruitcakes I have never in all 3 schools I have been to have I been popular....