It hurts and it  hurts a lot. I'm tired of crying everyday. I'm tired of trying to talk to you. I'm tired of trying to make things work. I'm tired of being hurt. I'm tired of hurting myself in so many ways. I'm tired of being sad and mad at everything. I'm tired of thinking about you and her together. I'm tired of thinking about your promises and looking at everything you've given me. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of giving people everything and them just leaving and hurting me. I'm tired of being hurt repeatedly. I'm tired of trying of trying. I'm done trying. I'm so tired of trying.
For now this is goodbye.

Until next time.
That is if there is one.