We didn't do any thing the next day besides eating the mangos that I picked and drinking the water bottle we had with us. Towards the end of the day we just laid down on the bead and talked.

I was just about to fall asleep but Peter interrupted.

"Sam?" Peter asked.

"Yea?" I replied.

"Sing to me please?" He questioned, his voice clearly saying that he wanted to sleep but couldn't find a peaceful position.

"Hmmmm... Okay. Hope you like Passenger," I said as I began to sing 'Let Her Go' but tweaking the lyrics a bit.

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love him when you let him go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missin' home

Only know you love him when you let him go

And you let him go

Staring at the bottom of your glass

Hoping one day you'll make a dream last

But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see him when you close your eyes

Maybe one day you'll understand why

Everything you touch only dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love himwhen you let him go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missin' home

Only know you love him when you let him go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark

Same old empty feeling in your heart

'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see him when you fall asleep

But never to touch and never to keep

'Cause you loved him too much

And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love him when you let him go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missin' home

Only know you love him when you let him go

And you let him go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)

And you let him go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)

Well you let him go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love him when you let him go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missin' home

Only know you love him when you let him go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love him when you let him go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missin' home

Only know you love him when you let him go

And you let him go

"Didn't take you as the singing type," Peter muttered, yawning.

I opened my mouth to sing an empty heart song but then I thought about how insecure Peter is sometimes and picked the perfect by Pink. Litterly, it's called Fucking Perfect.

Made a wrong turn once or twice

Dug my way out, Blood and Fire

Bad decisions, that's alright

Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated

Misplaced

Misunderstood

Miss "no way it's all good"

It didn't slow me down

Mistaken

Always second guessing

Underestimated

Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please

Don't you ever ever feel

Like your less than

Fucking perfect

Pretty pretty please

Don't you ever ever feel

Like your nothing

Your fucking perfect

To me

Your so mean when you talk about self~

You are wrong

Change the voices in your head

Make them like~ you instead

So complicated

Look how big you'll make it

Filled with so much hated

Such a tried game

It's enough

I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons

I see you do the same

Pretty pretty please

Don't you ever ever feel

Like your less than

Fucking perfect

Pretty pretty please

Don't you ever ever feel

Like your nothing

Your fucking perfect

To me

The whole world scared so I swallow the fear

The only thing I should drinking is a nice cold beer

So cool in lying and we try try try

But we try too hard and it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics 'cause their everywhere

They don't like my jeans

They don't get my hair

Estrange our selfs and we do it all the time

Why do we do that?

Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeah~

Pretty pretty please

Don't you ever ever feel

Like your less than

Fucking perfect

Pretty pretty please

Don't you ever ever feel

Like your nothing

Your fucking perfect

To me~

As soon as I finish the second song of the night and I look down to see Peter had fallen asleep. I smiled, happy and content.

One thought filled my head during this whole night. Peter was mine and I was his, no matter what the angry voice said in my head. (A/N: guess who that crazy voice is! First one to guess correctly gets a dedication on the this chapter and the two following it. Privete message me cause I don't want to ruin the surprise)

Kill him. End him while he's asleep.

Fuck off, I told the voice.

Do your job slave!

I'm no ones fucking slave! Now kindly FUCK OFF!!! I screamed at it. Christ, this was giving me a head ache.

He is weak. End him!

Since when did this voice start to order me around!?

DO IT!!! I COMMAND YOU AND YOU WILL BE MY SLAVE, WILLING OR UNWILLING!!!!!

I listen to no one! Now FUCK OFF CAUSE YOU ARE ANNOYING!

I refuse to leave until you do your task!

Stupid voice.... You should know that I'm very stuborn and don't listen to anyone.

What about the spider?

Let me rephrase: I don't listen to anyone but Spider-Man.

Hmmm... Interesting.

What. The. Hell? Why did I just give the enimy info? Idiot.

Yes, you are an idiot. You don't deserve the spider. He probably loves you out of pity.

Lies! I roared in my head. He loves me! AND NOT OUT OF PITY! NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD!!!

The voice stayed silent. I smiled. It was leaving alone for once. Of course, it left behind a huge headache... And a question. I rubbed my head as I asked my self the question.

Since when did the voice sound so familiar like I fight him every day?

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IM SO SAD!!!!!!!! I can't update when I have an American iPhone and I'm in a different country and have no service. The only available wifi is a coffee shop in the marketplace. I've been busy with family too. My grandpa's currently in surgery in Tirana and I'm so worried cause the doctors here aren't too good so they might hurt him! >-< soo yeah.... BAD week.

I hope he's okay! I love his so much and can't bear to see him hurt. >_<

I hope to end this soon and start on the Sequal- which may or may not get posted today. I hope your happy that I'm posting more that one chapter today and possibly finishing this up.

If you didn't notice the songs they are

•Let Her Go by Passenger

•Fucking Perfect by Pink

Go on you tube and check them out.

ALSO: I recently found a new fanfic called Arranged Marrage. It's a Lilo Paylinson, (Liam Payne x Louis Tomlinson) Ziall (Zayn x Niall) and Hustin (Harry Styles x Justin). It's written by AngleofDeath1. She is a fucking amazing writer and she inspires me with her fanfics.