rly fucking late but this is how they look in this fic.

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"My Dad started to hit me every day after that. Told me it was to keep me from becoming like my brother." Taehyung snickered, his head in Jungkook's lap as Jungkook raked a hand through his messy hair, "Talked about it like it was some disease."

"Why didn't you tell me all this before?" Jungkook asked softly and Taehyung sighed, taking Jungkook's hand, "I was scared Kookie. I still am, I'm still so fucking scared. He- he threatened me that if I open my mouth and told anyone about Yejun Hyung, he would kill me. Literally." Taehyung mumbled, holding Jungkook's hand tightly.

Jungkook leaned down and kissed his forehead, squeezing his hand lightly, "It will be fine. Everything will be okay, you don't need to be scared." Jungkook assured.

Taehyung closed his eyes, feeling Jungkook's hand playing through his hair, "You remember the kid I um- bullied for being gay?" Jungkook hummed, "The guy you beat up?"

Taehyung sighed, "Yeah."

There was a slight pause, "We used to be friends... pretty good friends actually. He was my neighbor when I was about six. And then one day he kissed me on the cheek and I, of course, I let him do it- what could I have said anyways? Don't kiss me because my father would fucking skin me alive or something?" Taehyung chuckled dryly and Jungkook gave him a sad smile.

"My dad saw it and- and- I was literally... he-" Taehyung stopped and let out a slow breath. Jungkook squeezed his hand again, "Its fine Tae, you don't have to continue if you don't want to."

Taehyung shook his head, "No. No please, I need to get this off my chest. Just listen to me, please." He said quickly, giving Jungkook a pleading look.

"I loove~ how you needed someone to talk to this whole entire time but you just pushed me away whenever I asked you." Jungkook said, giving Taehyung a pointed look. Taehyung grinned up at him sheepishly, "Sorry."

"Apologize later bitch. Start talking." Jungkook said. Taehyung rose his brow, "Did you... just call me bitch?" He asked slowly.

Jungkook shrugged, "And what about it?"

Taehyung gasped and got up from his lap, "Here I am giving you all these cute ass nick names- they're cute, don't say anything- and you chose bitch for me?" Taehyung asked, looking at Jungkook with squinted eyes.

"That's what you deserve to be called, bitch." Jungkook said, crossing his arms over his chest smugly. Taehyung hissed and shook his head, trying to get up from the bed.

"I'm sorry." Jungkook giggled, quickly wrapping his arms around Taehyung's waist from the back and holding him down, "I was just trying to lighten the mood. You looked so sad and I don't like it. I don't like it at all. I want to see you happy." Jungkook whispered and then pecked Taehyung's cheek.

Taehyung leaned his head back against Jungkook's shoulder and rolled it to the side, looking at Jungkook, "You make me happy." He stated and Jungkook hummed, placing his chin on Taehyung's shoulder, "I do?"

"Oh Juliette. You know I can not express it in words, the way you make me feel. You bring out every ounce of happiness in me. You make me want to strive and thrive and survive and... bee hive."

"Bee hive?" Jungkook snorted, tilting his head back to look at Taehyung. Taehyung nodded, "Yeah. You make me so happy honey." He chuckled, poking his tongue out at Jungkook.

Jungkook laughed and pressed his forehead against the side of Taehyung's head, "What about drive? It does rhyme too." He asked and Taehyung clicked his tongue.

"Can't drive when I'm so drunk in love babe. It's against the rules." Taehyung said, winking and Jungkook blushed, kissing his temple, "Gosh, you dork." He mumbled. Then kissed Taehyung's forehead again.

Taehyung groaned, "Jungkook~ don't kiss me like that. It makes me feel like- like I'm your baby. And I really, really, really love it." He said, shuffling his feet together.

Jungkook kissed his cheek, "But you are my baby."

"Might as well breastfeed me then." Taehyung blurted out and Jungkook pulled away, blinking slowly at him.

Taehyung quickly shook his head, "Nothing. I didn't say that- wait never mind, I want to suck your titties." He said, reaching out to put his hands under Jungkook's shirt.

Jungkook pushed him away, "That's enough. It was cute while it lasted, a bit cringy, a lot cheesy and extremely corny but oh well." He said and Taehyung pouted, "But Kookie, the titties?"

Jungkook gave him look and Taehyung shut his mouth, pursing his lips, "Okay. Yeah, so where were we?"

"The guy. He kissed you. And your Dad saw it." Jungkook reminded him and Taehyung gulped, and looked down into his lap, "My Dad slapped me, literally threw me all over the place. I fucking begged him to stop. I cried so much but he locked me in the room for the entire day and told me to never talk to the boy again."

"They moved away, our neighbors. I don't know when or why but in high school he returned and came up to me and said hi. I uh- I got emotional I guess. I took all my pent up anger out on him, blamed him for everything." Taehyung said with a slight frown, then looked up at Jungkook, "I never meant to hit him Jungkookie but- but I did and ugh-" Taehyung groaned, putting his face in his hands.

"Hey, it's fine. Don't get all sad again." Jungkook let out, quickly reaching out and wrapping his arms around Taehyung. Taehyung breathed out shakily, his hot breath hitting Jungkook's neck, "No. I'm fine."

"You cried?" Jungkook asked softly and Taehyung hummed, hugging Jungkook's body, "That was the last time I remember crying. I stopped after that, started controlling it. No one cared anyways and I was just weakening myself by crying." Taehyung shrugged and Jungkook sighed.

"You can cry. It doesn't make you weak. It actually makes you stronger, that you went through so much but you didn't give up." Jungkook said.

"I just can't seem to. I- it's hard to cry in front of people, and kinda embarrassing." Taehyung chuckled and Jungkook frowned, "I cry all the time, in front of people too. What does that make me?" He asked.

Taehyung looked at him and kissed his cheek, "It makes you pretty. You are a pretty crier. I mean, not that I would make you cry just to see how you look but, you get it right?" He asked and Jungkook nodded.

"My brother lost his parents when he was eighteen years old. I lost mine when I was just five fucking years old." Taehyung gritted, his face resting in the crook of Jungkook's neck.

"Did your brother come back?" Jungkook asked.

Taehyung shook his head, "He never did. I looked for him, as much as I could back then. I asked his friends, his boyfriend. He just- just disappeared and didn't come back to take me away from this hell hole." Taehyung whispered, pulling away from Jungkook.

Jungkook brought his fingers under Taehyung's chin and made him look up. Taehyung looked into his starry eyes, his own darkened ones softening as the met Jungkook's.

"If he would have taken you away, we wouldn't have been best friends. We wouldn't have done what we did and I wouldn't have fallen in love with you." Jungkook said and Taehyung blinked slowly.

"What does love feels like? I mean- I love Jin Hyung, Hobi Hyung and everyone else but I don't know. They are friends, I enjoy spending time with them but that's it. That's all." Taehyung mumbled.

Jungkook stroked his cheek lightly and Taehyung closed his eyes, leaning his face in Jungkook's hand, "I can't really explain it to you. You will see. When you will fall in love with someone someday, you will know what it feels like." Jungkook said softly, feeling a pang of dread in the pit of his stomach.

Taehyung smiled at him, "Okay. I'll wait and find out what it feels like. Maybe. Or I'll just google what love feels like tonight before I go to bed." He said and Jungkook laughed, taking Taehyung's hands.

He looked down at them and traced his hand over the thin silver ring around his ring finger. "What about your engagement?" Jungkook asked, playing with the band.

Taehyung gulped but didn't pull his hands away, "My dad forced me. When we went to France, he took me to a party telling me it was just a meet up but then I was made to propose to Jia. I-I swear there is nothing between us. We will end this engagement as soon as we can." Taehyung said quickly.

Jungkook let out a sigh, "Tae, if that day you had started with this and then introduced me to Jia, everything would have been so much simpler. Why do you always have to make things harder for everyone?" He asked, giving Taehyung a playful glare.

"I maybe, perhaps... kinda, just kinda-" Taehyung said, dragging his words, "Just a teeny bit, a teeny tiny bit-" He held up his thumb and finger, holding them up with a little gap, "Only this much..."

Jungkook rolled his eyes, "What?"

"I got jealous when I saw you kiss Myon in the hallway and like the dumb idiot I am I told you I was engaged and you should leave me alone." Taehyung said.

Jungkook shook his head, letting out a breath "I mistook him for you and kissed him back- like come on, I was missing you so much that i started imagining you kissing me. I swear there was nothing going on between us."

"I'm an idiot. I know." Taehyung said and Jungkook kissed his head again.

Taehyung looked at him, "Stop kissing me so much Grandma." He said and Jungkook pretended to gasp out, offended.

"Do you not like it when I kiss you?" He asked with a hand on his heart, "I thought you really, really, really, loved it." Taehyung sighed, "I do really love it but... you're dating someone else."

"Oh." Jungkook let out and Taehyung sighed again, loudly, "Does he treat you nicely? Tell me he treats you nicely or else I'll literally throw the rice cake maker at him and whack his head." He said seriously and Jungkook giggled.

"He does. He even took me out on a date. We went to the mall and the entire time he was like fairy do you like this, darling this would look good on you, baby I'll buy this for you." Jungkook giggled, "He's really sweet."

Taehyung rolled his eyes and hummed, "That's nice. Great. Amazing."

"But he doesn't call me Juliet." Jungkook said with a pout, crossing his arms over his chest.

Taehyung looked up at him.

"And he has never had me call him my baby dog. He doesn't make these crappy, corny ninety's dialogues. He never made me pancakes or sandwiches. He never took me to see cherry blossoms and carried all my bags. He never played the kissing zombie with me." Jungkook whined then looked at Taehyung.

Taehyung went silent, a bit of red painting his cheeks.

"Um..." Taehyung mumbled, rubbing the back of his neck, "Uhh- um...." Taehyung pursed his lips then bit down on it to stop the smile making it's way on his face.

He glanced up at Jungkook and then rolled his eyes to the side. Then brought his hands up to his face and hid his face in them, smiling like a literal idiot.

"What?" Jungkook chuckled, "Why are you smiling?" Taehyung shook his head without looking up, "Nothing."

"Well, too bad that person doesn't like me. Told me he doesn't care about me at all. It's kinda sad." Jungkook mumbled sheepishly and Taehyung immediately looked up, "Liar."

"Huh?" Jungkook rose his brows. Taehyung blinked at him, "I mean me. I am the liar." He whispered, looking down into his lap.

"Oh? You lied? So, you actually feel something for me? I thought it was just your drunk self speaking nonsense." Jungkook said and Taehyung looked up, eyes widened, "What- what did I say?"

"Jungkookie, I like you. I like you so much. You make my heart go ABLAJSKXLA. And my lungs and my brain and my kidney and my liver and my pancreas." Jungkook mimicked, laughing at Taehyung's horrified face.

Taehyung groaned and got up from the bed, "Oh my god. I'm moving to Antarctica." He said, trying to walk away but Jungkook quickly grabbed his wrist and pulled him back down on the bed.

Jungkook straddled Taehyung down on the bed, sitting on his lap and looked at him, "Do you like me?" Jungkook asked, eyes shining brightly at Taehyung.

"Nice question." Taehyung mumbled, tapping his hand on his chin, "That's a really nice question. I will have to give it some thought. Give me some time, a minute- no an year. Ten years will be good too-"

Jungkook took his hands and pinned them over his head, "Do you like me Taehyung?" He asked again.

Taehyung clicked his tongue, "Do I like you Jungkook? Do I?" He said, thinking, "Hm? Do I like you? Give me a hundred years to think and then I'll tell you."

Jungkook started whining, moving around in Taehyung's lap.

Taehyung hissed out, trying to get out of Jungkook's grasp, "Don't you, like, have a boyfriend? Because you are literally grinding against me with my arms over my head." He said and Jungkook thought for a moment, "Do you want me to get off your lap?" He asked, putting his hands on Taehyung's chest.

"Did I say that?" Taehyung asked, raising his brows and took Jungkook's hands, placing them on his shoulders and tugging the boy down. Jungkook was literally laying on top of Taehyung with his legs on either side of his crotch and faces inches apart.

Jungkook huffed out, "Just answer my question."

"What question?" Taehyung asked, a small smile on his face.

"Do you like me?" Jungkook asked and Taehyung started humming loudly, "Do I like you Jeon Jungkook? That's such a hard question. I swear I've never seen a harder question than this, not even in math-"

"I literally hate you. You are so annoying." Jungkook mumbled, smacking his chest and trying to get up from Taehyung's lap. Taehyung quickly grabbed his waist, flipping them over on the bed so that Jungkook was under him.

Jungkook looked up at him with a pout and Taehyung chuckled, leaning in to kiss his cheek, "Pretty baby."

"You are not allowed to call me baby unless you answer my question. And no kissing too." Jungkook said, squirming under Taehyung. Taehyung looked at him for a second.

"I like you so fucking much." Taehyung confessed, leaning in to kiss Jungkook's cheek, "My baby." He whispered, kissing him again. "My princess," Pecking his rosy cheeks. "My Juliette."

Taehyung leaned in to kiss Jungkook's lips but Jungkook tilted his head to the side, making him kiss his cheek again. "Sorry I have a boyfriend." Jungkook said, pursing his lips.

Taehyung hummed, bringing his lips to Jungkook's cheek, "Break up."

"No." Jungkook stated, shaking his head.

"Why not? You don't even like him." Taehyung furrowed his brows and Jungkook gave him a look, "I do. He is so nice and I like him so much." Jungkook admitted.

Taehyung frowned, "Why did you make me confess then?"

"Because when you confess to me, I can get mad and push you away." Jungkook said and pushed Taehyung off the bed. Taehyung tumbled down and groaned.

"Jungkook what the hell?" He called from the floor.

"And then I will go make out with my boyfriend in front of you and I'll talk to you rudely too. Oh yeah and I'll ask you to fuck off." Jungkook said.

Taehyung didn't make an attempt to get up, "I'll cry."

"You don't cry." Jungkook stated.

"I'll scream." Taehyung said, still sprawled on the floor.

"Someone will hear you."

"My parents return after midnight and the house is empty."

"Go ahead then."

Taehyung started screaming.

Like full on, wailing. He rolled around on the floor, banging his fists against the marbled floor, dramatically crying, kicking and thrashing around. Jungkook hissed and got off the bed, walking up to him.

"Okay jeez stop." He demanded, holding his hand out for Taehyung. Taehyung looked at his hand and huffed brattily, tilting his head to the side. Jungkook took his hands and tugged him up, making him stand up.

"Don't do that to me." Taehyung said and Jungkook rose his brow, "Yeah? And what about the fact that you did this to me?" He asked and Taehyung hugged him quickly, "I'm so sorry baby."

Jungkook didn't reply so Taehyung started kissing all over his face chanting sorry, sorry, sorry. Jungkook pushed him away when he leaned in to his lips again.

"Tae, seriously. I can't kiss you. That would be literally cheating on Myon." He said sternly and Taehyung pouted.

"Jungkookie seriously. break up. Text him you are done and then it won't be cheating." Taehyung said, picking up Jungkook's phone from the night stand and handing it to him.

"Why would I do that?" Jungkook asked, cocking his brows at Taehyung. Taehyung looked at him, "Because I like you. You like me. Myon is just a third wheel. Plus I really want to make you feel good right now and we can only do that if you break up with Myon." Taehyung said, jumping around on the balls of his feet.

Jungkook stared at him, "You want... to make... me feel good?" Taehyung nodded.

"Will we... have sex... if I break up with Myon." Taehyung nodded again, looking excited.

Jungkook blinked at him for a second before typing a lousy breakup message to Myon and throwing his phone on the bed, not caring wherever the fuck it went.

Taehyung immediately threw himself over Jungkook. Not literally, but he did, pressing their lips together instantly. Jungkook slid his hands through Taehyung's hair, kissing him back, as Taehyung pushed him into the wall, lips connected together.

Taehyung pinned Jungkook's arms over his head, kissing down the side of his neck, then going back to his lips and mumbling something into them, breaths mingling together. Then gripping Jungkook's waist, hands roaming down to his ass, his stomach, his shoulders, his hands, his face and fuck- it was so messy. They were desperate. So fucking needy for each other, wanting nothing more than to touch the other all over.

"F-fuck I missed you Jungkookie." Taehyung huffed out as he tugged Jungkook's shirt off his body and chucked it to one corner, sucking onto his collar bones and gripping onto his waist tightly.

"I missed you too." Jungkook breathed out, seeing Taehyung working on his pants and sliding them down his legs, leaving him in his boxers. Taehyung kissed him again, tongues pressing together and fingers tangling.

He pulled away and looked at Jungkook, clearly breathless. "Look I- I haven't done this before so um... don't complain." Taehyung mumbled, looking flustered.

Jungkook furrowed his brows, "Taehyung we have had sex so many times, what are you talking about? You are literally so good at all this."

Taehyung clicked his tongue, "I'm not talking about having sex dumbass."

"Then what are you talking about dimwit?" Jungkook asked.

"Liking someone. Confessing to someone. And um- this."

Taehyung suddenly got down on his knees in front of Jungkook. Jungkook's eyes widened, "W-what are you doing?" He squeaked out, looking at Taehyung sitting between his legs, eyes all big and bright.

"I want to- I want to suck you off." Taehyung answered, tugging Jungkook's boxers down and letting his cock spring free.

"Tae, you- you don't have to." Jungkook stammered, pressing his thighs together, standing like an anime girl with his hands on his crotch.

"I want to." Taehyung said and removed Jungkook's hand softly and wrapping his fingers around Jungkook's cock, looking up at the boy.

Jungkook looked down at him, eyes wide, lips parted and cheeks flaring red. Taehyung placed his other hand on Jungkook's thighs and spread them apart, then leaned in and pecked kisses along the soft milky skin.

Jungkook let out a whimper and Taehyung kissed down the insides of his thighs, marking dark purplish red hickeys all along. He pressed his back against the stone cold wall, eyes rolling back just by the feel of Taehyung's hand around his cock and his lips on his skin.

Taehyung left his thighs and hesitated for barely a second before licking along Jungkook's length, from his balls to his tip. Jungkook yelped out and Taehyung gave a little chuckle before wrapping his lips around the tip. Jungkook let out a tiny whimper, placing his hands on either of Taehyung's shoulders.

Taehyung sucked on the tip gingerly, hand moving around the base and Jungkook stared at him. Taehyung's hair was messy, cheeks flushed red as he was down on his knees for Jungkook, tongue flicking around Jungkook's cock and damn! That was some sight to see.

Taehyung parted his lips a bit more, taking more of Jungkook in and Jungkook closed his eyes, a pleasured gasp leaving his lips. He trailed his fingers up Taehyung's hair, lacing them through his locks and closed his eyes, tilting his head back against the wall.

Taehyung swirled his tongue around Jungkook's cock, going deeper, sitting there with his hands on his thighs. Jungkook tugged at Taehyung's hair, pushing more of himself inside Taehyung's mouth and Taehyung gagged lightly, placing his hands on Jungkook's thighs.

Jungkook bucked his lips again, feeling the tip of his cock hit the back of Taehyung's throat. Taehyung whimpered out, sending vibrations through Jungkook's spine and making him thrust again. Taehyung gagged and pulled of Jungkook's cock, smacking his lips.

"S-stop doing that. I'll literally die." He mumbled, licking his lips while stroking Jungkook's cock with his thumb.

"S-sorry. Sorry." Jungkook nodded and Taehyung wrapped his lips around his dick again, slowly going deeper and deep throating him.

"F-fuck Taehyungie- you- you are so good at this." Jungkook stuttered out, gripping Taehyung's hair. Taehyung hummed and Jungkook moaned out, accidently bucking his hips forwards again.

"J-ngh- gook." Taehyung let out, gagging around his cock, hands on Jungkook's hips to steady him. He looked up at Jungkook with glazed up eyes.

"S-sorry. You are just so good- you look really pretty like this Taehyungie. Really really pretty." He said then let out a loud whimper, twitching when Taehyung reached out to wrap his hand around his balls.

"F-fuck I'm gonna cum Tae. You should- s-stop." Jungkook breathed out, pulling Taehyung's hair back to make him pull off but Taehyung swatted his hand away, mouthing around his cock.

Taehyung mumbled something around Jungkook, the voice getting muffled up as Jungkook let out a moan and bucked his hips again, spilling down Taehyung's throat.

Taehyung closed his eyes and swallowed it down, some of the cum trickling down the side of his mouth then pulled away. He looked at Jungkook, still seated on his knees, "Was it okay?"

Jungkook hummed, wiping the cum of Taehyung's lip with his thumb, "Pretty decent. You look really amazing with my cock in your mouth. Now I was wondering how you would look with your legs in the air and my cock in your-"

"Alright, that's enough." Taehyung said, getting up from the floor and going to the bed.

Jungkook started laughing, "I am kidding Tae. Baby, don't look so embarrassed." Jungkook giggled, making his way to Taehyung and kissing his cheek, "You were really good. Really. I might have thought you have done this before if I hadn't known you- wait, I'm not so sure. Have you done this before?"

Taehyung frowned at him, "Shut up. Of course I haven't." He grumbled, taking his shirt off and flinging it across the room. Jungkook hummed, "You are a natural then. Made to suck dicks." He giggled.

"Jungkook." Taehyung snapped, "Shut up."

"Nah uh. I didn't make you get down on your knees and suck my dick. You did that yourself and I'm so not shutting up about this. Ever." Jungkook said, wiggling his finger at Taehyung and Taehyung just picked him up and threw him on the bed.

"Are we forgetting about the time when you sucked my cock in school. In library once, that I remember. And the roof too. And the washroom. Oh I'm pretty sure we used the janitor's closet a couple of times-"

"You made me do that." Jungkook gasped and Taehyung quirked his brow, "Excuse me? You asked me to fuck your mouth, the exact words." He said.

Jungkook hummed, "But I'm the bottom." He whined.

"How is that even relevant?" Taehyung asked. Jungkook shrugged, "Shut up. I don't know. Are we gonna have sex or what?" He asked and Taehyung chuckled, unbuttoning his jeans and sliding out of them.

"I honestly feel bad for Myon. I doubt he has even seen your text and you are here, begging for my cock, huh Jungkook. That's not very nice." Taehyung said, shaking his head while throwing his boxers to the side.

Jungkook reached forward and slapped his ass, "I'm not begging for you cock mister and Myon... yeah he probably wouldn't have seen my text but still." Jungkook said, laughing when Taehyung covered his ass with his hands.

"You so are begging for my cock mister and hands off my butt." Taehyung said, taking out lube and condoms from the side table.

Jungkook hummed, "Why don't you ever beg for my cock Taehyungie? I wanna fuck you too." Jungkook said, pursing his lips at Taehyung's horrified face.

"Let me fuck you Tae." Jungkook said, taking Taehyung's hand. Taehyung got up from the bed and ran to the washroom, locking the door behind him and hiding in there.

Jungkook laughed, running after him and knocking on the door, "I'm joking. Sorry. Come out." Jungkook called and Taehyung opened the door, peeking out, "If you suggest that again, I will run out of the house. Naked." He snapped.

Jungkook took his hand, dragging him back to the bed and pushing him down, "I won't. Now stop wasting time and get to work." He said, leaning in and kissing him.

"Yeah. Fuck okay." Taehyung mumbled, pulling Jungkook on top of him, "Gonna make this so fucking good for you princess."

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