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Jacks POV

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit

I'm showing. Not a lot but I am. Shit. I look at myself in the full length mirror that adorns our hallway. Alex snakes his arms around my waist, his hands resting on my stomach. My fat stomach.

"Hey beautiful." He murmers, kissing my neck softly.

"Lex I'm fat. I'm disgusting. I hate it. Please, I'm not beautiful." He retracts his arms and stands next to me. "You're not fucking fat Jack! You're beautiful! You have a human inside of you. Our human! Our human that we made together and that's beautiful!" His words are true and make me smile but it falters. The mirror says otherwise.

He's lying, a voice whispers, he doesn't mean it. You're fat and disgusting. Anger replaces my happiness. "Fuck you Alex Gaskarth. You have no idea what you're saying." I snap. I turn and walk out the house. I don't care where I go I just need to get out.

After a few minutes of walking around a arm drags me down a hallway. I can't scream. I know I can't. But I'm scared. "Freak. Are you scared?" A deep voice asks. "What you gonna do Biersack?" That earns me a punch.

Reeling backwards I stagger into Jinxx. His face twists into a grin and I'm shoved roughly into Jake. He then pushes me into Ashley who in turn pushes me into CC.

Pushed around like a ping pong ball I start to get dizzy. I find myself in front of Andy again. He smiles and forces me to my knees.

Punches and kicks are thrown at my face. I feel bones crunch and blood flows out of my nose and mouth. I'm pushed to the ground. Spitting out blood and teeth I whimper quietly hoping they won't notice. Of course they do.

"The little freaks scared. He's hurt. Is the freak gonna cry?" Now he targets a different part of me. My stomach. Andy points at my arms. Ashley grabs them and pins them behind me. There's no point in struggling. He's one strong Outlaw.

CC stands in front of me and draws his foot back. Then all hell breaks loose. Everyone apart from Ashley takes turns to kick me.

My face aches and my stomach and chest kills. I'm not worried about myself. I'm worried about my baby. Finally it's over and I drop like a stone.

Jake scoffs and slings his arm around Jinxx. They all walk off leaving me in a pool of blood and pain and a shroud of darkeness.

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