Jack POV

I can hear my heart pounding in my ears. I'm vaguely aware of Austin saying something and Alexs hand on my arm. I can't breathe, can't think, can't. So I just cry. I cry and cry with big ugly sobs and gulps and snorts. Tears run down my face splash onto my clothes. Alex cleans my stomach and passes me a new tissue. When I stop crying I wipe my eyes but I'm still shaking.

"Baby it's ok. We've talked about this. Yes we're having a baby but it's ok." Alex tries to comfort me but one thing stands out. "W..we?" I hiccup. "Yes we. I'm not leaving you baby. I'm not leaving either of you. You're my family. WE'RE a family." I start crying again at his words. He hugs me while I cry until I've stopped. Again.

Hand in hand we thank Austin and leave, walking back to the car. The whole journey neither of us speak, lost in thought. We pull up outside my house and walk inside. Both Brendon and Sarah are in the kitchen as we enter. I promptly start shaking again.

"Honey are you ok?" Sarah asks. I nod and look at Alex. He nods and I step forwards. "You might want to sit down." They look confused but oblige. "What's going on? Is everything alright between you two? Are you getting married? Why don't we know what's going on? Is about your sickness?" Brendon shoots off a million questions at us. Sarah puts a hand on his shoulder and looks calmly at us. "Are you ok Jack? What did the doctor say?" "I'm preganant." I blurt out. For a moment everything is silent. I can't breathe. Alex puts his arm around me and pulls me to his chest. I chance a look at my parents and they just look amused. "What?" I demand. "Congratulations." Brendon says. "Wait you aren't mad?" I ask. "No of course not sweetie. We're happy for you! Slightly suprised but oh well."

I leap away from Alex and barrel into them, engulfing them in a hug. "Thank you." I whisper, tears pricking my eyes. Sarah nods and pulls away. "You hungry?" She asks. "Always" I reply.

Alexs POV

Watching Jack with Brendon and Sarah makes me wish I had that. Or parents in general. Jack walks over to me and wraps his arms around me. I kiss him softly. "After dinner we should go over to yours. You can tell your parents that I'm pregnant, tell them how you feel and see what happens. If they're ok with it then you can choose if you want to carry on living there and come visit me sometimes or if you want to move in with us." Jack seems very adamant that that's what we are going to do. I think about declining but I know he would never drop it so I just nod and kiss him again.

Penny comes up to Jack and starts yapping at him. He bends down and picks her up. "I'm not going to be able to do that soon." He laughs. Brendon laughs with him. "Hey I'm gonna practice some guitar," Jack tells me "wanna come with?" This last part wad directed at me. "Yeah sure, it will give me time to think about what I'm gonna say." He seems to be happy with my answer and starts to walk upstairs. I follow him and close the door behind us. Picking up his guitar he begins to play. I quickly recognize it as All The Small Things. Normally I love listening to him play and I might normally play and sing with him but today isn't a normal day. I'm brought out of my train of thought by Sarah yelling "DINNER!" We both run downstairs and I slide as gracefully as Bambi on ice into the kitchen.

Jack snorts at my sprawled body and I flip him off. He pretends to look offended. "Oh fuck off" I shoot at him. He looks at me in mock shock. "Careful Lexy don't want our baby learning bad words do you?" He looks at me with fake innocence. "Oh like you're such a fucking saint." I retort. "Actually..." "no fighting at the table boys" Sarah chides. "Sorry Sarah" we mutter. I sir next to Jack and poke him. He pokes me back. We continue our poking fight until Sarah hands us our plates. Mmm lasagne.

We finish it in record time and we're excused. I pull on my shoes and wait for Jack to put on his. I race into the car and wait for Jack. Again. "Sorry I just want to get this over with" I say at his raised eyebrows. He just nods and looks out the window.

~~~~~~~time skeeeepp~~~~~~~~~~~~~

We arrive at my house. It's my house, not my home. It hasn't been my home for a long time. I don't even look at Jack as I exit the car, I'm afraid he'll see me holding back tears. I knock carefully on the door and wait. Jack comes up behind me as the door slowly opens to reveal my mom looking incredibly tired.

"Hi mom, can we come in?" She nods and lets us in. We all walk into the living room where my dad is already seated. Mom sits beside him and me and Jack remain standing. I take a deep breath and start.

"Mom, dad Jack is pregant, we are having a baby. Also I feel like you haven't properly been my parents since Tom died," my mom sucks in a breath when I said his name but I continue. "And I feel like you don't love me anymore. Please tell me I'm wrong." Mom looks upset but dad looks livid. "How many times do we tell you not to say his name? AND THEN YOU GO GET SOMEONE PREGNANT NOT TO MENTION THAT SOMEONE IS A BOY?" Jack looks offended and uncomfortable but he doesn't notice. "AND YOU'RE GAY? YOU NEVER TOLD US? I WILL NOT HAVE SOME FUCKING FAGGOT WHO KNOCKED UP SOME RANDOM GUY LIVING UNDER MY ROOF! YOU LITTLE SLUT GET THE FUCK OUT WE NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! WE WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT ABOMINATION INSIDE OF THAT!" He keeps ranting and ranting and dissing our baby and my gorgeous boyfriend. "WELL WE WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU!" Jack shouts back. Before dad could answer Jack takes my hand and drags me upstairs. I hurridly shove everything I love in several bags and take his hand. "THIS HOUSE IS DISEASED! I'M GLAD TO BE RID OF IT! TOM WOULD BE ASHAMED TO HAVE PARENTS LIKE YOU! BE THANKFUL HE'S DEAD" I scream and then we storm out.

"Thanks for letting me stay with you." I say. Jack just laughs lightly and we sit in silence.

We get home...yes I call it home now... and take my bags upstairs. Sarah follows us and says "we're so glad you're living with us...if you want to of course...it will really help Jack when you're baby is born." I nod and reply "thank you for letting me stay." "Honey you can live here, don't need to say you're staying. Move in! Do you have all your stuff?" I nod and she hugs me then leaves and closes the door behind her.

After she leaves, I sit on the bed and look at my bags and all around the room. Jack sits behind me and wraps his arms around me and nestles his head into my shoulder. I turn and lean into his hug and cry.

A/N sorry I haven't updated in a while so here's a long apology chapter for you. Sorry for the drama lol. Please vote and comment! I love reading them xox