I'm gonna go ahead and apologize for how off rails this went. It was supposed to be a simple story but I kinda...died??I  can understand if you uys don't wanna talk to me anymore bc im a dang over dramatic weirdo :) 

people in particular, Lynne, Bonnie. Kitten and Clowny- plus Terrance. 

*Irl people had their names changed for protection* 

It was a normal sunny day, The sunlight dating the grass below it and golden rays. However, jealousy did arise as it did every single day at the certain time and it lasted till the end of the day. One soul was upset, unhappy, and overall just angry. It was a certain person who made this one person angry. A boy, who went by Cresent and also prefer she her pronouns. So technically a girl. A girl named Cresent. Caused this one soul pure fury. It was because of this one souls personality. This soul was a bit clingy, and at times anger could overcome that soul. Around their cousin, best friend rather, they were known for being morbid but around others they were known for being quiet, dumb in sometimes a bit crazy. Of course this person wasn't very much bullied as rather they did have a few friends, but this one friend is one this soul needed, as it had a few problems that they needed sorted out for them. Of course that one problem being that they needed help controlling their own anger. This person was attached particularly to their cousin, and so anyone who dared break part there friendship would deeply be hated by this person and slowly, slowly... Become on a mental hit list of course this would never going to action. This one's soul, even how morbid this soul act acted or seemed it would never actually go out and hurt anybody. In fact it had a certain creature who would use just to display its anger. A vantablack creature, which had a long fluffy tail, and a very colorful mask with a smile on it The smile had quotations around it displaying that it wasn't actually smiling and that it was very unhappy. Now this one creature this person made up in their head was very important to them as it had a deeper meaning than people thought. A lot of creatures this one person made was to vent out their feelings in different characters. There was a soul who was drowned, her name was Wendy and she displayed how the creator felt when they didn't say what their feelings were people who asked them if they were okay. This person often thinks of losing their friends and the app that they talk to their friends on most of the time because as it may seem that this person is a bit psychotic... in the head... it's not they are it's just that they think it's normal due to inside jokes. They cherish their friends and they do not want anyone to take away their friend's attention, but... that can be soothed by it's own calming thoughts. They're very clingy and get jealous very often and they often do think about ending their own lives but the truth is they are very scared of death. The reason they think of ending their own lives is so they wouldn't have to suffer the heartbreak every single time that they head to that one wretched place where they feel tortured over and over and over from embarrassment. This.. this one person cannot wait to get home and talk to their friends. One of their very cherished friends that they look forward to seeing everyday is someone they call Lynne. In their opinion Lynne is very sensible and knows how to control this person's chaotic behavior it helps them a lot. Another friend they cherish you deeply is someone they call Bonnie. Bonnie is just someone that they know that they can just love in a friend way without them necessarily caring what this person is like. Bonnie and this person have a lot in common and that makes them both extremely happy and this person hopes it kind of stays that way. Another person I cherish is someone named Kitten. Kitten is extremely sweet to them and knows how to cheer them up. Another friend they do cherish is someone they call Terrance. Well parents does frustrate them sometimes they do help the person get into the right mood. Another person this person cherishes is someone they call clowny. Clowny, helps him realize that they are not alone and that they have people they can talk to about their problems. But here is something about this person this person does not like talking about their feelings they don't admit they don't like admitting that there's something wrong with them they want to be perfect and while people say that there's no such thing as perfect this person that thinks hey I'm not even up to average and I need to step up my game I mean stop being so freaking fat I need to exercise and to watch my body weight I need to be perfect I need to be smart I need to know everything I can't mess up I can't let anyone know I'm a failure I have to let people know I am perfect so that I don't get picked on so that I don't feel unhappy. Here's the secret though they are still unhappy her perfect people aren't happy but this person can't accept the fact that they aren't perfect they can't accept the fact that perfect people isn't what they need to strive for then you just drive for happiness they just drive for things that make them happy well of course watching your body waiting things that you eat is good they shouldn't do it the way that they do. They shaped themselves in a way where it hurts where it just hurts to breathe it hurts to talk to people it just it hurts. Is there certain creatures that they make such as someone in traitors or there's certain creatures they make certain species that represent them like something they called love cravers is something that crave's love and attention is something that you need or else they start dying in immensely or physically in some in most cases both. Love cravers usually like starve themselves they inject things into their body to make them be happier if they they want to be with their partner wants so that their partner loves them more and in most cases that ends up in them dying. A lot of this person's ocs is shipped with bonnies ocs and sometimes that stuff can go wrong as in most of the characters are love cravers even Claire is a love craver because they need attention and you need it it's something they feed off of and they just need it or they're going to get there's going to die. But Bonnie's characters sometimes don't seem to get that which is fine ,honestly my character- excuse me- this person's characters don't really understand that some people need their space and that some people need time to themselves it just comforts this person to know that there's people there and that. You know what it doesn't even matter it doesn't matter how this person feels it doesn't matter how this person acts I don't even know why I'm writing this anymore it's not like people care about how this person feels I don't know why I keep saying stupid things I need to keep my ramps to myself Why are you making this? Because I need something to post I need to keep this profile left because it's the only thing that makes me actually have you which in most cases is sad. I would love to be positive and I want to be positive but I'm a very negative person and it's really hard for me to be positive like I can't just think everything's okay I can't look on the bright side I stress I stress I stress I stress I stress I stress and stress I don't want to lose my friends I don't want them to think im a psychopath I don't want to lose them they're the only people that make me happy, besides family- I don't want to lose them I want to keep talking to them I miss Bonnie I want to keep talking to them I want to keep talking to Kitten I want Kitten to not forget me I want Terrance to not forget me I don't want clowny to forget me because I want- I just- I don't know anymore I just want to be happy.