"I love you!" 

"Oh my god- You're so over-dramatic!!" 

"I'd never leave you! Ever!" 

"I'll change! I promise!" 

They've all said such... sweet things, haven't they? 

Get out. Leave me alone. I don't want to t a l k to them anymore.

Why can't you be as nice as they are to you? 

They are all  l i a r s. 

Why do you think that? 

I'm not thinking it. I know it. I'm not dumb. 

You are misled. Tell me why you've locked yourself here. With nothing to feed you. Nothing to interact with.

It was a point of realization. A point where I realized. It was their fault. All Their Fault. Mom would still be here, he'd still be next to me, laughing. He'd be happy. 

I never knew how much I yearned for my mother. 

Until I Lost Him. 

I used to have good relationships with my siblings. Until They Stopped Caring. 

I did everything for them. Just to protect them. Until They Hurt Me In Return. 

I dated Faith, we were good, until she didn't know how to realize. When we split. I started dating Lincoln. I knew. 

I

I Knew

I Knew Something

I Knew Something Was

I Knew Something Was Wrong

I Knew Something Was Wrong The

I Knew Something Was Wrong The Second

The Minute

The Hour

The Days

The Weeks

I hung out with him. 

I felt nervous. They expected me to be confident. They wanted me to be the top. I didn't feel that way. I just wanted to cry. I wanted to cry so badly. I was scared. I was terrified. 

I couldn't say anything. I couldn't tell him how I felt. 

I still loved him 

But I was different

I was softer now

I was vulnerable

I was sad

I'm Not The One They Want Me To Be. 

I got even worse. Scared of the wisps. Wanting them to go away. I remembered the blood. I remembered seeing her. Her face. 

She was beautiful, no doubt about it. She was sweet. She was empathetic. My angel. My best friend. 

S h e 

D i e d 

I remember the night so clearly. 

"Be happy just a little longer, okay?" 

That's what she told me.

Then- she fell. 

S h e  F e l l

S H E    L E F T     M E 

I couldn't bring myself to see the light anymore.

I'm done. 

I was done. 

I locked myself here. 

Now I can't leave.

T h e y ' l l 

A l l 

F o r g e t 

I 

E v e r 

E x i s t e d

And at first- they'll cry to me; 

"Oh, no! Don't! I LOVE YOU!" 

If You Loved Me

I 

Wouldn't

Want

To

Do

This

You would've been there.

I 

WOULDN'T 

BE 

STUCK

HERE.

So there. You happy now? 

More than pleased. 

Enjoy being alone