I should've known. I really should've. What did I mean? I should've been more careful. Traitor. He's so much smarter than he seems. I don't mean that in a bad way, he uses it to his advantage and even if he seems evil he has good intentions. 

I made a mistake. Agreeing to become his host a second time. Now I was collapsed on the ground, not being able to move. My eye was pure black with a yellow swirl and I could see millions of eyes, all different colors. I tried to close my eyes but I was frozen. I wanted to move. I couldn't. I just wanted to get away from all these eyes- but...I couldn't. 

I was stuck, by myself, nobody there to help. I have always been emotional and when I was little and got scared I'd cry, curl into a ball and call for somebody. Ever since I met Traitor I had gotten better, but you can't get rid of fear. 

"Soldier? ...Soldier!" I heard someone call out. Darkness started swallowing my vision and the voice became louder. "SOLDIER!!" someone yelled. I shot up, then looked around quickly, confused on what had just happened. Someone put their hand on my shoulder and I flinched. I turned my head to face the person and it was none other than the commander himself. 

"Soldier? Are you okay?" Torcher asked. "Oh-..uh...yeah, I'm fine." I told him quietly. I looked at my hands and sighed. Torcher sat down next to me and took my hand to examine it. I slowly laid my head on his shoulder. I was still tired and didn't think much of my actions. Torcher stiffened up but he didn't seem to mind. 

After a few minutes of watching Torcher look at my hand I said, "Mhm..I have a very interesting hand, huh?". Torcher looked at me, although I couldn't see his face because of his mask, I knew he was giving me that certain look he'd give when he was both annoyed and amused. i smiled and yawned a little. 

"So....erm....why were you twitching so much?" Torcher asked, putting my hand down. "Nightmares..." I said and grabbed Torcher's hand, intertwining our fingers. "Don't worry though, I'm fine." I added quickly. Torcher sighed and shook his head. "You always say that." He said. I laughed tiredly. "As long as you're by my side..holding my hand..I'll be just fine.." I said with another smile.