If I'm being honest, I could've went on writing pages and pages.But I'm just too lazy.

Why ?

Because I'm a teen.

A good enough reason, right ?

Also a good enough reason for hurting us.

Why ?

Because they can blame it on our hormones and also our gender.

Cuz apparently girls are always too emotional.

I will never understand society,
so I've just stopped.

Call me selfish.
But maybe nowadays being selfish is much easier than being kind and getting insulted for that.

Life is not a competition.

You don't have to worry about who crosses the finishing line first,

You just have to cross it at some point in your life.

I might sound like a philosopher right now.

But even though everyone is unique and different,

we all are humans.

I'm just like you.

I'm just a regular ordinary teen trying to find the meaning of my existence among billions of others.

We all have a thing called feelings which you might want to turn off at times.

We all might have faced problems,

one's more bigger than the other's.

But at the end of the day,

all problems matter.

Just because your problem is small, does not mean that you haven't suffered.

The main goal is to overcome them.

"Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about."

So just be kind.Always.

No matter what society says.You are your own person.Everyone is one of a kind in one way or the other.

Stop scrutinizing others.You are much better than that.First try to make your own flaws better.

Nobody in this world is perfect.And to be honest,I'm so sick and tired of that word.Everyone has flaws.But why point it out when you have so much better to do.

Don't ever let yourself feel small or weak.If you have a will,you can beat the shit out of as many people as you want.The ones who have hurt you intentionally.

I may not know your side,your point of view of your story, and you might not know mine,
but if you ever want to share, then there's always one person who is willing to listen to you. *points at myself*

Just kidding.

It doesn't have to be me.Maybe you have that someone in your life right now.You might feel lonely or believe that you don't have any real friends.But,believe me,there is always someone who is willing to let go of a few minutes of their time and listen to your story.Only problem is you have to find the right one.The one whom you can trust.It can be your best friend or just a caring friend or the one who loves you or your parents if you consider them as your friends or you could even vent out to a stranger.And sometimes it is best if you vent out to a stranger because they can't judge you but they can comfort you with the help of their own experiences.

You will sometimes hear many people say, "I'm made of stone." or "I don't have any feelings.I'm invincible."

Obviously that is bullshit.

Its more like "I've got scars even though they can't always be seen." or "You don't understand me.You don't know anything about me.So let me just show you this stronger cover up of myself."

You are not a machine.You are a human.You are allowed to show your feelings. Not just add a cover to your face in order to show that you are strong.I'm so tired of doing that.Showing that you are really happy when you are hurting inside.And the ones who don't care won't even see the fake smiles or the dark bags underneath your eyes.

Its easier really.To hide the truth.Sometimes when I don't have anyone to talk to,I talk to myself.In my mind.And it feels like my best friend is me.Because I'm the only one who will understand me.

Still,everybody needs friends.Maybe just to distract themselves from their own self-depreciating thoughts or maybe its just the dire need for some company.

So, if you still feel like you don't have anyone you can trust (tbh I don't),then feel free to share the feelings that you have bottled up inside you for ages.

Just remember that your life right now might be crappy and shit and whatnot,there might be no way out ; but one day there will be sunshines and rainbows.And there is just one thing that will make us believe to look forwards to the future.

And that thing is called ---

Hope.

"Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times,if only one remembers to turn on the light." ~ Albus Dumbledore.

P.S. If any of my current friends are reading this,please know that whatever I mentioned about friends is not about you guys.You all are awesome and I 'm blessed to have such amazing friends in my life.Alright,maybe I don't trust you (sorry about that) but you guys made a life a whole lot brighter and it feels surreal that now I have to leave you all and move on with my life.You will always hold a special place in my heart.And sorry for being that intolerable annoying friend.

P.P.S. To all the ones reading this book, I love all of you even though I don't know you.So feel free to ping me whenever you want.Just a pint of advice - Writing helps a lot.If you don't want anyone to know about your story,then just write it.Like I did in this book.It honestly makes me feel like a burden has been removed from my shoulder.

P.P.P.S. Hope you liked whatever you read even though I wrote a lot of crap and thanks a lot for choosing this book again.Love you !
Also if you have some time to waste,then check out my other books.*shamelessly advertises*

Also,this is my first completed book. (*throws confettis all around*)

Bye guys and hope to talk to you soon !

Also, a very Happy New Year 2018 ! Make this year your time to shine ! 😎 Have a great life ahead !

Length :1022 words (Longest thing I've ever written.Jeez !)

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